Chapter 788: She's Worried About You
When Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng saw the news, they found that Liao Yuanqing had returned to China, and it had been back to China for a while, but Liao Yuanqing did not reveal it to them, he should have known that his physical condition was getting worse and worse, so he wanted to hide it from Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng and not let them worry about it.
Cheng Cheng made a phone call to Liao Yuanqing, and Liao Yuanqing admitted that he had returned to China at this time, and told Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng his hospital and ward number, and the two of them soon came to the hospital to visit Liao Yuanqing, and also brought a psychiatrist.
"You didn't tell me when you returned to China, you lived in the hospital during this time and there was no one around you to take care of you, it just so happened that I was free during this time, and I could often come to the hospital to see you." Cheng Cheng knew that his current physical condition was very poor, and he was alone in the hospital, so the pressure in his heart would be even greater, and he planned to take a little more time to see him.
This time, they brought a lot of food to Liao Yuanqing, and those meals were Liao Yuanqing's favorite dishes, Liao Yuanqing was a little puzzled while eating, he never told Qin Yan or Cheng Cheng about his taste preferences, but why did they understand so clearly, as if they had lived with themselves.
When Cheng Cheng saw Liao Yuanqing eating, his eyes were empty for a moment, and he also had doubts for a moment, so he immediately guessed what he was wondering about.
"Do you know why I know what you like and what you don't like?" Cheng Cheng saw Liao Yuanqing raise his head, and there was a big question mark written in his eyes, he should be eager to know why he knew everything about his preferences.
Even if Cheng Cheng didn't say it, Liao Yuanqing should be able to guess that all this was said by Zhao Minli and Cheng Cheng, because Cheng Cheng and Zhao Minli are good friends, and the two of them have nothing to talk about.
But even if Liao Yuanqing guessed why Cheng Cheng knew him so well, he didn't want to admit it from the bottom of his heart.
Cheng Cheng told him, his voice loud and powerful, "These are what Zhao Minli told me, in fact, she has always been very concerned about you, I told you that she may not forgive you, but he doesn't blame you, you shouldn't put so much psychological pressure on yourself." ”
"But she will die so early, all of this is caused by me, if it weren't for me, then she should be living well now, maybe her body is slowly recovering, and she can still see this wonderful world." Zhao Minli left the world so early because of him, but he had to survive, and he now felt that every day was torture for him.
"You're wrong, she's never felt that way, and when she left the country, her physical condition was already very bad, and if she could live to three months, it would actually be one month longer than the doctor expected, do you know why there was an extra month? Because you are silently behind her to help her and protect her. ”
Hearing Cheng Cheng's words, Liao Yuanqing's lifeless eyes suddenly seemed to light up, and he opened his mouth in disbelief to ask something, but in the end he still didn't ask.
Liao Yuanqing opened his mouth and didn't ask anything, Cheng Cheng's eyes encouraged him to ask what he wanted to ask him.
Cheng Cheng looked at Liao Yuanqing with encouraging eyes, and was finally able to ask the answer he desperately wanted to know.
"Really? I always thought that I was responsible for the loss of her life, and that it was all my fault. When Liao Yuanqing asked this question, he didn't dare to look at Cheng Cheng's eyes, he slowly lowered his head, for fear that everything he heard just now was his own delusion.
Cheng Cheng's voice must have been loud and told him, "You heard it right, Zhao Minli called me before, and she didn't know who was following her at first, but she told me that after finding out that the people who followed her did not intend to hurt her, he felt a sense of security, because she knew that the people who followed her did not hurt herself, but protected and defended herself everywhere, which gave her a sense of belonging and companionship as a person in a foreign country." ”
Liao Yuanqing's eyes are getting wider and wider, and his eyeballs are getting brighter and brighter, completely swept away the previous lifelessness, now he is half alive, as long as he is willing to believe Cheng Cheng's words, his condition should get better faster.
"You didn't make this up to lie to me, did you? Did she really say that? But she was obviously disgusted with me, she told me to go to his house for a meal, and told me seriously, let me go, don't disturb her life again, don't appear in her life again, she found this matter very troublesome. ”
Cheng Cheng smiled faintly, he had always misunderstood, and Zhao Minli was also a dead duck with a hard mouth, and he was always unwilling to reveal the soft side of his heart to Liao Yuanqing, who had hurt him.
"Your presence gives him a great sense of security, and the reason why she will drive you away with righteous words is because she doesn't want you to waste your good life on her because you want to make it up to her."
Hearing this, Liao Yuanqing's face swelled with an urge to cry, his eyes were slightly red, he couldn't believe his ears, and he couldn't even believe his beating heart.
"If Zhao Minli really hates you as much as you say, why did she treat you to a meal before she drove you away? That's because she can't bear you to leave, so she wants to treat you to a meal, and in this form silently tells you that she is very grateful that you have helped her behind him during this time. ”
Maybe what Cheng Cheng said is true, maybe Liao Yuanqing has always misunderstood Zhao Minli, and she has not always hated Liao Yuanqing. The knot in Liao Yuanqing's heart may have been made up by him alone.
Liao Yuanqing took his lunch box, didn't speak or eat for a long time, just looked at Cheng Cheng blankly, as if the picture was still, as if he was still waiting for Cheng Cheng to say something, giving him a shock to his soul and breaking down the embankment he saw in his heart.
"This year, you have drawn yourself as a prison and trapped yourself, and you have to live a good life in the future so as not to disappoint her thoughts. I think she must hope that you can live well before leaving, if you are so self-defeating and self-decadent, won't you fail her, as long as you live well, she will really forgive you, you know? ”
After Cheng Cheng said this, Liao Yuanqing had already shed tears, the corners of his eyes were moist, his eyes were getting redder and redder, his shoulders trembled slightly, and in the end, he double-clicked and trembled more and more, and even the food in his hand almost shook off the sheets.
There was a low whimper sound in the ward, Liao Yuanqing never thought about it, maybe Zhao Minli didn't blame herself, she just didn't forgive herself, she might also want to let herself live well, but she failed her wishes.
"Okay, now that you realize your mistakes, just correct them in time, don't torture yourself anymore and be depressed, we have found you a psychiatrist, let him take a good look at your condition first."
Cheng Cheng raised his hand and patted Liao Yuanqing's shoulder, Liao Yuanqing hung his head, he nodded vigorously, and threw out a few bean-sized tears and smashed them directly on the white sheets.
Liao Yuanqing is finally willing to cooperate with the psychiatrist and the doctor for treatment, in this way, his illness will definitely get better soon, Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng finally have a little relief in their hearts, things are finally developing in a good direction.
However, the diagnosis given by the psychiatrist is still not optimistic, Liao Yuanqing's condition is very serious, he has already suffered from moderate depression, and if it continues like this, it will develop into severe depression, and he must rely on medication for treatment at that time.
After Cheng Cheng took the doctor to the door of the ward, she carefully inquired about Liao Yuanqing's physical condition now, and after hearing that as long as he cooperated well and could get better quickly, she finally breathed a sigh of relief, and finally did not waste her and Qin Yan's hard work.
However, Liao Yuanqing suffers from depression, which is very tricky, because this condition is a disease that cannot be seen or touched, but it will silently devour a person's body and mind.
Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng discussed it, they knew that Liao Yuanqing had a better relationship with Nian Cheng, so they planned to call Nian Cheng to the hospital to accompany Liao Yuanqing and give him a speech, and also to avoid leaving him alone, because if he stayed alone, he would be cranky, and his brain would be easily re-occupied by the self-blame that had just been suppressed before.
Nian Cheng accompanied Liao Yuanqing really had an effect, Liao Yuanqing, who originally asked him ten words and only answered one sentence, finally took the initiative to chat with Nian Cheng about interesting things outside, and finally had a little sunshine on his face.
When Cheng Cheng took the time to come to see Liao Yuanqing, he seemed to hear the two of them chatting happily from outside the ward, Cheng Cheng knocked on the door and went in, and saw that the nerves on Liao Yuanqing's face had finally returned to the blood color of a normal person.
"What are you talking about so happily?" Cheng Cheng put the thermos bucket in her hand on the bedside table, she was busy with work during this time, so she always asked the aunt at home to prepare meals for Liao Yuanqing, but she told her aunt thousands of times that Liao Yuanqing's meals should be attentive, and she paid special attention.
Auntie's cooking skills are very good, the cooked rice is delicious, and she has a very good appetite for Liao Yuanqing, and the meat that Liao Yuanqing lost before seems to have slowly grown back.
"It's nothing, I just told him, I saw a joke on the Internet, so I showed it to him, I didn't expect him to break the gong in a second, and he was amused by that video, and at first he promised me that he would never laugh."
Nian Cheng took his mobile phone to Cheng Cheng, Cheng Cheng couldn't help but smile, the atmosphere in the ward was much better. If this continues, Liao Yuanqing should be able to be discharged from the hospital soon, and he should soon be able to be like a normal person.
"Let's eat, see what good food I brought you today." Cheng Cheng took out the same food in the thermos bucket