I don't know how long I slept, this dream seems to be very long, the first person I saw when I opened my eyes was Ying'er, there were a few blue medicine bags hanging on the silver hook, and there was a strong smell of wormwood from the medicine bags, which didn't smell very good, and even a little smoky.

Ying'er looked at me with a calm face and smiled: "Niangniang is finally awake," turned around and took the medicine bowl that was still steaming all night, sat on the edge of my bed, scooped up the medicine with a spoon and gently blew it to my mouth, "Niangniang, drink the medicine, Imperial Doctor Zhao explained that she will drink this bowl of medicine as soon as Niangniang wakes up, in order to wait for Niangniang to wake up, the medicine has been taken down and heated two or three times." ”

It was so quiet, so frighteningly quiet, and the soft candlelight burning in the hall was warm and bright, and I looked around and asked, "Why are you alone in the room, and the others there?" ”

Ying'er lowered her eyes and said with a smile: "Que'er is boiling medicine for Niangniang outside!" ”

Ying'er's expression was a little unnatural, and I felt in my heart that something was not quite right, "What about Bai Ge?" Seeing that she didn't answer, I asked again, "What about Gao Wanzhi?" ”

Ying'er just smiled: "Niangniang, let's drink the medicine first." ”

I shook my head and stared at Ying'er, "Was it taken away by Lafayette for interrogation?" ”

As soon as Ying'er heard what I said, her eyes were slightly red, and before she could speak, I was busy getting out of bed, "I'm going to Ningshou Palace!" ”

Ying'er hurriedly stepped over and was about to stop me, "Don't go, Niangniang." ”

I desperately broke away from Ying'er, and my attitude was resolute, "I must not be tortured for myself again!" ”

Ying'er saw that she couldn't stop it, so she shouted: "Que'er," and knelt in front of me with a "plop" on the other hand, sobbing and saying, "Niangniang doesn't need to go to Ningshou Palace, everything is over!" ”

It's over?

"What's the end?"

I'm confused.

Que'er also rushed in, and when she saw that Ying'er was already kneeling on the ground, she also knelt on the ground, and said with tears in her eyes: "A day ago, when Niangniang didn't fully wake up, Gao Wanzhi was already killed by the cane!" ”

My heart shook, "What did you say?!" ”

Que'er also cried as she spoke.

I hurriedly squatted down, dragged Magpie and Ying'er and asked, "What about Bai Ge?" ”

Neither of them spoke.

With tears in my eyes, I asked again: "Where's Bai Ge?!" ”

The two of them whimpered and couldn't speak at all.

I shouted anxiously, "Speak! ”

was making a fuss, and Zai Yan strode in, and Ying'er and Que'er hurriedly sobbed and kowtowed to say goodbye.

Jae-yan didn't pay attention to it, and only waved their hands to call them out.

After Que'er and Ying'er retreated, I slowly stood up, looked at Zaiyan quietly, and asked him, "Why?" ”

Zai Xiang sighed and said: "Lafayette investigated the matter of selling officials layer by layer, and then summoned the Minister of Military Aircraft, the teacher naturally understood what Lafayette meant, so he did what he liked, and said that Gao Wanzhi was guilty, it was better to hand it over to the Internal Affairs Office to kill, Lafayette agreed to this," and said, "Originally, Lafayette put all the people in Jingren Palace in prison, and later, under the repeated begging of the eldest princess, Lafayette agreed to release." ”

I asked rhetorically, "Lord Weng Tongshu?" ”

Zai Yan nodded.

I was puzzled, "Wasn't Lord Weng Tongshu suspended by the emperor?" ”

Zai Yan said: "I have reinstated him. ”

I frowned at him, took a deep breath, and asked, "What about Bai Ge?" ”

He didn't say anything.

I stepped forward and grabbed his arm and asked sharply, "Where's Bai Ge?!" ”

Zai Yan looked down at me and said, "She has been expelled from the palace by Lafayette." ”

I frowned, "Expulsion from the palace?!" took two steps back, and said with tears in her eyes: "Bai Ge has followed Zhen'er since she was a child, serving Zhen'er, now that Lafayette expelled her from the palace, how can she make a living?!" ”

Zai Yan said lightly: "This is what Lafayette means." ”

Scold! Galeries Lafayette means!

I gritted my teeth, dragged my tired body and rushed to him again, tearing his collar hard, crying, "What about you! What do you mean?! Then he glared at him and continued to shout: "Your Majesty! You're the emperor! ”

He frowned, broke away from my hand, and roared, "What can I do!" What can I do?! He snorted coldly and shouted angrily at me: "You personally released the news!" What else are you going to do at this moment?! ”

Jae-yan's words made me shudder.

I put the news out.

It was I who harmed Gao Wanzhi.

Hurt Bai Ge.

It was like a slap in the face that I staggered backwards.

After a while, I couldn't suppress my sadness and said sadly, "Yes...... Yes, the news was released by the slave himself, but the slave also had his own troubles, and the slave did not expect to implicate Gao Wanzhi and Bai Ge because of this! ”

Zai Yan frowned tightly, stared at me and said, "I really don't know what you want to do now?!" He took a few steps in front of me, grabbed my wrist, and asked me in a deep voice, "Do you know what you're doing?" ”

I looked into his eyes, and there was so much disappointment, so much sadness......

I know...... Of course I do......

He shook my shoulder desperately and said, "Tell me!" What are you doing! Tell me! ”

I dodged his gaze and cried and shook my head, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

I'm sorry, I can't tell you.

There was a trace of pain on Zaiyan's face, he stopped and stared at me sharply, the stronger the hand holding my shoulders grew, the pain made me twitch, and then he shook me off, "You don't have to say sorry to me, you should say sorry, it's our child!" ”

The defense line in my heart was broken in an instant, and the tears were like pearls with broken threads, falling one after another, child, I said it, I have always said it in my heart, I have said it thousands of times...... Do you know that this child could not have been born in the world, do you know...... I'm trying to keep you......

After a while, I finally suppressed my tears, tried my best to calm my breath, looked at the figure with Zaiyan's back to me, and said quietly: "Your Majesty, I'm sorry, Zhen'er knows how much you look forward to this child. ”

He stiffened, turned around and looked at me, his eyes were full of loneliness, and he said in a suppressed voice: "You know, but you killed him with your own hands, you killed our children with your own hands!" With a wry smile on his face, he asked, "Is he just my child?" Isn't he your child?! ”

I scratched at the edge of the nail of the other hand with one hand, but I didn't feel a trace of pain, and I could only lower my head slowly in the face of Zai Xiang's questioning, because I didn't want to see Zai Xiang's disappointed expression on me, let alone how to answer Zaiyan's question to me.

Zai Yan raised his hand and pinched my jawbone, shook my face vigorously, and said in a deep voice: "Although I don't understand what you want, but what is the difference between you and Lafayette now who can make such a cold-blooded act as sacrificing your own unborn child?!" ”

I didn't argue, I just looked at him with tears in my eyes.

After a while, he stared at me with a hateful gaze, his voice was hoarse, and he said word by word: "He is a clan, he has Mu Tian's grace, and he is a concubine, but he has a grudge in his heart, he violates the fatwa, he can't take care of his parents and children, and he has lost his woman's morality. The master has been deposed as a concubine a few days ago, degraded to a precious person, and lived in Jingren Palace, since I have not seen a year, and now it begins. I hope that he can still be filial piety, repentance and meditation. ”

Every word that Zai Yan uttered was like a dagger slashing at my heart one by one, and I couldn't help myself.

With that, he turned my face away in disgust and walked away neatly without a hint of hesitation.

The only figure left in the blurred vision was elongated by the dim yellow light.

I don't care if it's noble or not...... I've always wanted a heart, but this thing that I have always regarded as the most precious thing has now been lost by myself......

After Zai Xiang left, Que'er and Ying'er came in, I lay on the ground and kept sobbing, and the two of them couldn't help but cry when they saw me like this, and they came forward to help me up after a while, and just returned to the bed to lean on, Li Lianying stepped in, saying that Cixi sent him to bring me eight boxes of exquisite Manchurian pastries.

The three of them were busy wiping a handful of tears tacitly.

Li Lianying smiled hypocritically: "Lafayette's beating of Niangniang this time is completely to maintain the ancestral family law, and he has to do it as a last resort, and I hope that Niangniang will not think too much, it is important to take care of your body." ”

Hum! Ancestral family law!

That's a nice thing to say! Think I'm going to believe this nonsense?

Cixi herself colluded with Li Lianying and others to accept bribes and sell officials, why was she not punished by the ancestral family law?

Que'er and Ying'er both stared at Li Lianying with piercing eyes, and said hatefully: "Jingren Palace, thank you Lafayette for your care, I'm afraid that our mother can't afford such a great grace." ”

Li Lianying's face turned pale when she heard this.

I leaned on the bed and looked at Que'er and Ying'er and said, "Why is there no rules like this!" Don't go and serve tea to Li Anda! After the two withdrew, I smiled at Li Lianying again: "Que'er and Ying'er are still young, and they don't have a sense of proportion, Li Anda must not worry about them." ”

Li Lianying hurriedly laughed, "What are the minions talking about with them," and asked with a smile, "Has the emperor been here?" ”

My heart twitched, Li Lianying was hitting my vital point, my eyes were sour, as if I was about to shed tears again, and I couldn't help but smile embarrassedly.

After a while, I whispered, "I've been here." ”

Li Lianying smiled, "The emperor is so distressed that he can take the dying mother away directly from Ningshou Palace, regardless of Lafayette's heart, this can save Niangniang's life!" ”

I just smiled sadly, and my heart was sad and painful.

After a moment of silence, I raised my face to Li Lianying and said with a smile, "This palace is a little tired. ”

Li Lianying hurriedly said: "The slave things have also been delivered, so I won't disturb the mother's rest." ”

I said "um", "This palace can't go to Ningshou Palace in person to thank you, I hope that Li Anda can thank Lafayette for the grace of this palace when he goes back." ”

Li Lianying nodded and said, "It should be." With that, he leaned over and withdrew.