The wine glass was placed in front of the table, and I really wanted to end this awkward and silent topic at once, we finally had a drink and wasted time here, and each began to reminisce and sigh inexplicably, which was completely desecrating this delicious meal.

Thinking about it, I think this situation is more or less caused by Wang Qiu's straightforward expression of his chest, just wanted to throw a cigarette to him to let him return to his former happy appearance, say some, round the scene, and it is best to tell a joke to change the pattern, but as soon as I took out the cigarette case in my front hand, the dumb man inexplicably stood up happily with a cardboard and waved it at us.

Xiongzi was the first to stick his head out, and he, like us, had read the dumb scribbled handwriting for a long time, and by guessing and conjecture, he finally managed to organize a sentence that made sense for the time being.

"Do you have any things that are most fearful, what are they?"

Xiong Zi hesitated to finish speaking, and the dumb immediately became excited and manic again, he realistically pointed to Xiong Zi and motioned for him to speak, and then took out a piece of cardboard, as if he began to write his own answer.

Wang Qiu seemed dismissive of the mute's sudden question, and he insisted that we end this embarrassing topic while we were still sleepy and drunk.

Xiong Zi was the first to stand up and interrupt Wang Qiu's words, Xiong Zi was upset for the mute and smoked at Wang Qiu's righteous words and said: "Other people's dumb brother was not impatient when you spoke and sighed just now, I think he has always been listening carefully and wants to resonate, you kid is quite ungrateful, finally others have a novel idea, how come to you and will be strangled in the cradle by you before it is extended?" How...... Don't let people say it when it's inconvenient for others to speak? Why are you so domineering? ”

After Xiongzi finished speaking, I looked at Wang Qiu with interest, and his extremely impatient expression already knew what was going to happen next. Hanako and I just took the opportunity to have a drink, and although neither of us spoke, it at least made me feel a little bit of a solution to our mutual embarrassment. If these two guys say a few more words, I and Hanako have a few more drinks, then through the paralysis of alcohol, then I believe that the so-called embarrassing conflict between me and Hanako will definitely be solved in tonight's wine, although it is not a long-term solution, but at least tonight we can use the paralysis of alcohol to forget our own unique minds, and getting along happily is what I want to achieve the most tonight.

Sure enough, Wang Qiu and Xiong Zi were as I expected, the two of them quarreled for a long time, and the time for two cigarettes did not stop, and it was only under Hanako's unbearable scolding that they shut up again and resumed the deadlock.

"It's all big men, what do girls look like in a day? If you want to quarrel, go out and quarrel with those living dead, don't destroy my sister's ears here, respect other people's dumb brothers, answer questions one by one, I will answer Wang Qiu second first, Xiongzi third Zhang Lonely last! ”

Hanako said without breathing, we were silent and no one in the audience raised an opinion, just like she said, if you continue to quarrel for no reason and say some, it is really no different from the girls.

Smoke two puffs and take another sip of white wine, Huazi looked at the dumb and made him stop his hand, and then replied seriously: "What I was most afraid of before was that my adoptive father and adoptive mother left suddenly or abandoned me, when I was sure that they loved me, I felt that as long as everyone was alive, there was nothing I was afraid of, but I knew that this afternoon I completely understood a fact, I am now ...... I'm scared that I won't be able to get Zhang Silence right now! I'm afraid I won't be able to be with Zhang Lin in the future!! ”

"Well done! Sister Hua is bright!! "Wang Qiu, this guy really doesn't change, as soon as he heard that there was a strange lace about me, the whole person began to rejoice again, and fell into the well, harming others and not benefiting himself.

I had just poured half of the wine before I finished drinking, and suddenly I heard Hanako inexplicably talking about such a powerful news, and the whole person was stunned in place, damn it...... What kind of pot can't be opened...... It's good that I've been trying to escape all night, and I said it in front of everyone without any scruples, you're really a heroine among women!!

Before I could swallow the wine, Wang Qiu was there to squeeze his eyebrows at me, pretending to be a ghost, and squirting wine at his head without even thinking about opening my mouth.

I don't know if Wang Qiu is crazy or because he drank too much, he didn't mean to dodge at all and stood there straight, and when he was spit on my face, he raised the wine glass in his hand with a serious face and shouted to us: "Love this glass of wine, I Wang Qiu will do it first as respect!" ”

"What are you doing...... You a hammer! Don't wake up Blackie! I lowered my voice and shouted to Wang Qiu, and turned my head to look at Xiao Hei on the bed, he had long since not turned over with the wailing and sweating when he first lay down, and now he was really like a sleeping fragrant pig, his face was calm and he made that fascinating snoring sound from time to time. There has been no atmosphere, in fact, I am also a little sleepy.

Rolling his eyes at Wang Qiu countless times, he picked up a cigarette in front of the table and put it in his mouth and coughed twice, Xiong Zi came as promised and told about himself: "I'm afraid...... Actually, I'm just as scared as Hanako, and I'm afraid of my relatives and brothers leaving......"

"You can pull you down, others are afraid of whatever they are afraid of, why don't you say that you are afraid that you will get pregnant and have a baby in the future?"

"Get out! I'm not done yet! ”

Unexpected...... Xiong Zi actually kicked Wang Qiu hard, and glared at him angrily, until Wang Qiu didn't dare to talk back, he continued: "Let's just say now, in fact, I'm not afraid of death at all, demons and monsters, what I'm afraid of now is that I'm afraid that I didn't get a good score in the exam, I'm afraid that I won't do well in the exam, I'm sorry for my parents, I'm sorry for the teacher......"

"Alright, alright...... You're still sorry for the two old sows you raised at home, I know I know I understand, I understand, let's listen to my answer, okay? ”

"I don't want to hear it!" Xiong Zi replied angrily, without looking at Wang Qiu, drank a glass of wine and retreated to the wall on the side, I saw his somewhat uncomfortable expression, so I suggested that Xiong Zi should go to rest first, but Xiong Zi forced out a smile and told me that he was just smoking, a little too anxious, and suddenly held his breath and hurt his body.

Wang Qiu took a sip of wine, moistened his throat, and began to say affectionately without thinking: "What I'm most afraid of is actually that I don't have a choice, maybe you will think that my statement is ridiculous, what is no choice, then I will explain to you what it means to have no choice, that is, when you find that everything is inexplicably piled up in front of you, you have no way to change it, only to carry it down one by one, until it completely crushes you to death, that feeling, you know, In other words, many of us nowadays have so many choices that it feels trivial, you can choose what you eat at noon today, what you go to play at night, when you go to poop and when you go to pee. All of this seems to be very insignificant, skillful and natural, but have you ever thought about what the consequences will be when you are faced with these little things one day and have no choice but to be forced to accept them? How would you feel when you didn't even know if you were going to walk with your left or right foot? Speaking of which, I inevitably have to popularize a little extra knowledge for everyone, and you don't have to choose what it is, it's because ......"

"That's because you talk a lot!" Xiong Zi seemed to be much better, he stepped forward and scolded Wang Qiu without thinking about it, I looked at Wang Qiu and wanted to refute but immediately stopped abruptly, he just smiled and looked at Xiong Zi and then scratched his head and looked at me, I know that Wang Qi is still very happy now, he at least has a choice.

I sighed after smoking and didn't look at everyone anymore, and said to myself: "I'm afraid of all the unknowns, all the unknown worlds, I'm afraid that we can get together after we die, and the scene of that kind of gathering will be a small place in the open air, just like our school organizes classmates to sit together and screen those movie scenes more than once, at that time, all the life deeds of each of us who have just died will be fully screened here, and we will also sit with everyone and see all our experiences at a glance."

"It's a novelty, isn't it...... But isn't that a good thing? Isn't it enjoyable to look back on your life journey again? ”

I looked at Hanako's innocent feeling, and I really didn't want to give her a little more blow, so that her illusions and visions were shattered, but because of the rules of the game, I still chose to say to her without any restraint: "At that time, all your inner thoughts, no matter whether they are dirty, good or evil, will all be shouted out of your mouth without any covering, if so, do you still think that you can stay where you are at ease and look back on your different lives?" ”

Everyone fell silent for a moment, very good, this is also the effect I want, sharing my doubts without scruples will always soothe me a little, but I don't care if it will affect my emotions because of this, that is, the benevolent will see the wise and the wise will see the wise.

Just when we were bored again, the mute just finished writing his words, and when he picked up the board, we couldn't help but be disappointed when we took a closer look, and thought that the dumb man could write something new. This is really worthy of all of our expectations, and we thought that he could bring us something different.

"Oops, hey, dude, we know...... You just don't want to live a miserable life like a human pig, are you afraid that you can't control your own life and death, and even death will be controlled by others, right? ”

Wang Qiu said it a little perfunctorily, but he didn't expect to really get the mute full of excitement and joyful thanks, and we also took the dumb to participate in the topic of everyone's chat, which just felt a little relieved, I can temporarily save saliva and save some energy, but I heard Hanako suddenly say with interest: "Or...... Let's play games? Let's put aside our worries and go completely crazy? ”