Wang Qiu talked about almost all of his experiences from childhood to adulthood, he seemed to be telling a strange and familiar biography of a person, and inexplicably let us get to know himself again, Wang Qiu was very rare tonight, not full of running trains, but starting from the deep memories of the heart, little by little, we all brought us into our own memories.

Wang Qiu said that he was very nostalgic for the feeling of being carefree when he was a child, and he could not scruple about anything, at that time he always wanted to do whatever he wanted, and he would beat whoever he wanted, and whoever he wanted to be with him, unlike now, he would have doubts about facing all the problems, he said that he was very afraid, very afraid that he would be lonely alone, lest he become a slave of money, and become a numb body, like a puppet outside the door, no day, except for three meals a day, get off work on time to earn money, and completely lose himself.

When I saw Wang Qiu say more and more affectionately, I couldn't help but comfort Wang Qiu: "Actually, it's already good for all of us to live plainly, too many people are far more pitiful than us, just take the puppet in the village and maybe sleep is a dream thing for them."

Wang Qiu rarely drank a big sip of wine calmly after listening to me, and he told me with righteous words and firm eyes, in fact, this world is full of many unfairness, if everyone wants fairness, then the world will not be completely chaotic? Fair? Maybe it will only come to me in the next life.

I'm surprised that Wang Qiu is so dissatisfied with his life, in my opinion, although he has no money, sometimes he has no wisdom, but he is the happiest one among us, it stands to reason that these sorrows should not be written on his face, even if it is replaced by a bear or replaced by a flower or replaced by me, then I can still figure it out, but the taste is replaced by Wang Qiu, who is not afraid of heaven and earth, is this appearance, I am really a little difficult to accept for a while.

Silent, we couldn't find any proper words to comfort Wang Qiu inexplicably, the sudden loss, had to put all the words in his heart into the wine, and then clinked glasses with him, and drank it into his stomach without hesitation, in fact, sad, sometimes if it appears on a specific occasion, it is really useless, people will care, now it is worthless, it is not a big deal.

After Hanako clinked glasses with us, she looked at Wang Qiu and then looked at me, and then said with some relief: "You boys always like to think about life and reflect on yourself in the dead of night, and when the sun rises the next day, you continue to repeat the mistakes of the past and belittle yourself, in fact, it is useless at all, to put it mildly, it is a short-term complacency, continuous mixing and waiting for death."

"You can't relate to other people's feelings, well, why are you saying so right!" Xiongzi suddenly couldn't help but roar, his voice completely exceeded the decibel of our cognition of him, and no one thought that just a few words could make the always calm and introverted Xiongzi completely burst out.

I thought that the two of them were going to start arguing with each other immediately, but I didn't expect Hanako to care, but put her emotions into the wine again, raised her glass, and poured it into her stomach with Kumako.

"A wise woman." As soon as I secretly praised Hanako in my heart, Wang Qiu patted me on the shoulder, motioned for me to drink with him, and then suddenly said to me seriously: "Zhang Lone...... It's been a long time since we've been indulging in drinks like this, just like I told you before, I'm used to pretending to be familiar to you, and we haven't talked all night long, are you all used to thinking of me as a crazy guy, in fact, I don't care about it at all, you know that all I care about is you"

I smiled and glanced at Wang Qiu, and then had another drink with him, indeed. After Wang Qiu habitually chose to pretend to be crazy and stupid, it seems that our definition of him has all been renewed, and almost from the original to the present, I have never thought about it, let alone paid attention to it, in fact, Wang Qiu is the smartest one among us.

"Alas...... It just so happens that everyone drinks and opens their hearts today, so I will discuss this topic, Xiong Zi and I have always been really curious, why did you resolutely choose to be cheap and put aside the talent given to you by God? ”

Hanako and dumb listened to my question, and began to become very interested, I looked at Wang Qiu and looked at everyone's eyes and suddenly felt a little worthless and unwilling, this Wang Qiu's secret hidden for many years is difficult to come true, and he will choose to confess to us today in front of everyone, Xiong Zi and I have been waiting for so many years and have not waited for something that was suddenly known by you two outsiders, that is really a pity for us.

Wang Qiu looked at us and smiled, although he was still very affectionate, but when he stared at me, the corners of his mouth rose a little evil, I knew that there was no play, smoked a cigarette and sighed secretly, I already know the answer anyway, Wang Qiu will definitely be the same perfunctory reasoning as before, and he will not mention himself. Feeling that I didn't have any interest, I simply gestured to Xiongzi's eyes, and the two of them poured half a glass of wine into the glass.

Wang Qiu began to explain to everyone: "I chose to pretend to be crazy and stupid because I think this is the best choice for me, and now people, including you or more people, are too stupid, and they know early that no matter how hard they fight, it is useless." But you still have to choose to fight with God one after another, isn't it stupid? Do you really think that I was born with a talent that must be useful and can modify my fate? Absurd! If you are a mouse, you will be a mouse for a lifetime, and if you are a phoenix, you will be a phoenix for a lifetime. The short-term surprise of life will actually just make you more numb and believe in yourself, or the old saying, one life, two luck, three feng shui, four accumulation of yin virtue, five reading, six seven phases and eight gods, nine nobles and ten health"

Xiong Zi was stunned by Wang Qiu's words, and after waiting for a long time, he still didn't react, and after thinking for a long time, he asked Wang Qiu: "What were you talking about just now?" What is fate and reading? Did you take the wrong medicine or drink the wrong drink tonight? How do I feel like you're a bit erudite and yet you're brainwashing me like a charlatan? ”

Wang Qiu listened to Xiong Zi's words, and did not answer, but looked at me and then smiled happily.

I shook my head and fully understood the sad meaning hidden in Wang Qiu's smile, he had reminded me and Xiong Zi more than once when the three of us were drinking alone, and he had to change his life beyond recognition, and it had only been a long time before Xiong Zi had forgotten it all in 358, maybe from a certain moment he felt that Wang Qiu was born with this virtue. Maybe if there is no Wang Qiu, sometimes I will occasionally remind me, and I will completely forget that I can no longer remember the past when Wang Qiu was different, this is really human nature. When you start to pretend to be good or pretend to be evil and go to life in a different state, people will often go from disdain and exclusion at the beginning to slowly adapt and even feel inseparable in the end. I suddenly sighed and thought, if I changed my personality and continued to live and hide myself, maybe even I would forget that former self after many years, so if you feel hopeless and even want to die, this is a good medicine for you to continue to live, at least you have to live first.

"I didn't expect Brother Wang Qiu to start talking about some big truths after drinking too much, that's right! Let's do one! ”

Hanako raised his glass and drank it all with Wang Qiu, Xiongzi ate an inexplicable closed door, although he was a little unhappy in his heart, but he was not in the mood to ask about it again, he had to look at each other with me and the dumb man, and then he drank the wine into his stomach according to everyone's mood.

Hanako waited until Wang Qiu finished drinking the wine and then asked: "No matter what you become, at least you and everyone are still brothers, I want to ask for my friend Xiao Hei, each of you has a lot of secrets, do you really have the heart to take Xiao Hei who inserted halfway as your brother?" ”

This question is a crit for me, I helplessly watched Wang Qiu want to find a hint of opportunity from his eyes, mouth and feet to organize words to reach a unity, but I didn't expect this guy to seem to be very confident about this, and he raised his head without hesitation and replied to Hanako: "Everyone is a brother, and those who know the times are Junjie"

After listening to Hanako, she didn't ask more questions but turned her head directly to look at me, I couldn't bear the weakness in my heart and looked at her for two seconds, and then I heard Xiong Zi answer in righteous words: "Halfway is also a brother, you women don't understand this kind of emotion at all, this is a unique tacit understanding between our men, whether it is Wang Qiu, me or Zhang Lone, we don't need to answer your question, because brothers are in their hearts!" ”

Xiong Zi was stunned for a long time after speaking, the tone of his sudden answer just now and the feeling on his face were completely another novelty, but it gave me a strange and familiar feeling in an instant. Before I had time to think deeply, I heard Wang Qiu shout out of thin air: "Okay! ”

Wang Qiu shouted, picked up the wine glass, and began to be hearty.

I was really surprised that Xiongzi was able to say such a tone of voice, which was an unexpected surprise. I smiled and picked up the wine glass, looked at the bear, looked at the flower child, and said to them lightly: "It's all in the wine."

It's really interesting tonight.,The inexplicable topic made me discover an interesting thing again.,It turns out that it's not just me and Wang Qiu.,Even Xiong Zi has been hiding some secrets behind our backs.,It's so interesting and exciting.,I don't know when and what scene will we find something hidden in his heart when and in what scene after Xiao Hei wakes up......