At night, the village always makes me feel inexplicably relaxed, breathing freely and walking briskly. In fact, it doesn't make sense to wear this scarf or not, anyway, there are not many pedestrians on the roadside, not to mention that there are not many people in the village who know me.

I still chose to walk from the resettlement area to the health center, firstly, because I think the road conditions here are good, and secondly, after so long, I also want to see how my aunt is doing recently, I don't know if there are still those shapes and daughters in the house in front of her door and those strange rights and wrongs.

It was dark all the way, and the only light happened to come from my aunt's house, and I don't know if my aunt closed the door, so I slowed down and lowered my head for a long time with anxiety in a nervous mood, and finally came to the doorway tree.

I don't know when the lights on the first floor have gone out, I looked at the new lights on the second floor, and I couldn't help but fall into a thought, two blurred figures, one seems familiar, the other is very strange. I saw that they sometimes hugged each other and were pushed away by the other, and after a few times like this, it seemed that one shadow chose to compromise and the other took the opportunity to put it up unscrupulously.

I knew what was going on inside, but I still chose not to do anything, after all, it was not something I could control. I just wanted to sigh and leave, but I heard a scream sound, and when I looked up, I saw that the rough shadow was forcibly tearing at my aunt at this time, her clothes and pants were in tatters, and they were turning into pieces and leaving her body little by little.

I could clearly hear this being my aunt's tone, and I knew very well that I was now struggling with whether to knock on the door. In my opinion, the previous desire to refuse and welcome, plus you brought him to the room, this means that your heart has acquiesced to agree, and when everything is ready, only when you owe the east wind, you suddenly change your mind, this is not for me, I don't want to be a temporary repentance, see yourself clearly, it is more like a kind of pretense, pretend to elevate yourself, the brain is tight, and suddenly thought of a best adjective, that is, **, and want to set up a memorial arch!

I breathed a sigh of relief, how can I say that this is also my own aunt, when I am embarrassed, others do not forget to take care of my body, if I really watch a good show above my head here, how can I be worthy of the rain and dew?

It may be too late to knock on the door, and when I saw that there were two rotten bricks next to it, I didn't think about it, so I picked it up with both hands and threw it at the upstairs mirror.

The moment the bricks smashed overhead, the room was quiet for a while, I hid by the tree and secretly watched my aunt hide by the bed, and then turned my eyes to the shameless bastard.

I feel a little strange and familiar at this glance.,How can I honestly feel that this guy has seen it somewhere.,It's really the end of it when I suddenly can't remember it for a while.。

I was still thinking about it seriously, and the little bastard was insulting to my aunt in the house, and as soon as his words came out, I immediately remembered his identity.

Groove ...... Isn't this the guy we got into an argument with when we went out to buy fruit that day? Isn't this the nephew of the village chief that Xiao Hei said!

How old is he,...... It's nothing more than being a classmate at the same age as me, how can this guy be such a bastard trash without any hair! Even he came to his aunt's room today inexplicably, and the village chief's group of miscellaneous pieces had already ......

I took a deep breath, but I still couldn't breathe out the resentment in my heart, watching the guy leaning against the window with his back to me, screaming at my aunt and screaming fiercely, I didn't think about it, and I raised my left hand to aim at my head and threw the brick over.

"Ahh A scream sounded, if it weren't for his aunt to go, he would have picked up this guy and almost fell off the windowsill.

I saw that he felt a little fainting, and I couldn't help but feel a dark refreshment in my heart, wasn't it quite arrogant just now, didn't you say that you were King Kong body, why did you lose your breath with a brick? You deserve your short-lived!

Watching his aunt help him to the bottom of the building, this guy should have called someone to pick him up, and I felt more relieved to see him shouting at the phone and shouting at the sky, if I wasn't afraid of trouble and delaying time, I would have rushed up and slapped you a few more times until I fainted.

Hiding in the dark again and sneaking,I don't know why the mood is inexplicably relieved at this time.,I walked and walked only to find that I couldn't help but hum a little song.,Sometimes bullying others and beating others seems to be able to really transform their mood.,No wonder Wang Qiu will be so happy after every fight.,It turns out that there is a potential truth that I haven't noticed.。

Of course, the pleasant mood did not last long, and when I reached the door of the health center, my heart was once again filled with a sense of panic, unease, nervousness, and anxiety. I looked at the flickering lights inside, and for a moment I was afraid that when I went inside, I would be surprised to find that my mother's room was already dark, and her bed had already become tidy, and I could not see anything but the sheets.

After much hesitation, I strode the door and walked in, and when I looked up, I saw the young doctor I had smoked with last time, he looked at me and smiled, and before I could speak, I was pulled by an anxious patient on the side.

Maybe it's a man who was injured in a rash hunting, I looked at the messy bite marks on his arms on the bed and couldn't help but feel a burst of helplessness for him, what if this hand was scrapped, how would it be good, if the overwhelmed family didn't have your pivotal palms, how would they have to live in the future? Inevitably, it will be another fragmentation until the wife is separated in the end, and then regret the rest of his life alone......

I can't stand the crying and crying for help from these family members, in fact, I found that I didn't have much sympathy when I stood here just now, I was just afraid that these relatives would not be able to control their emotions and hit the doctor.

Indifferently left and walked aside, I skillfully came to my mother's ward and silently looked at the darkness in the room, fortunately, my mother was still lying there as always, the machine hose around her did not become more or less, maybe as always unchanged is the best feedback and best comfort for me at this moment.

Turning around and sitting down to rest, I stumbled upon a female nurse who was secretly hiding in an open area and smoking at the moment. I was a little embarrassed and walked to her side, I just wanted to talk to her, and when I saw her, I turned my head, and my whole person was a little stupid.

I clearly know that I know this girl, and I know that she is my classmate, but I don't usually have much contact, at most I have only met a few times, so I can't remember other people's names, even what the last name is, I can't remember it for a while.

"Do you want to smoke it?" This girl smiled at me skillfully and decisively and asked, I suddenly felt that this girl was very nice and good-looking, why didn't I usually find it in the class?

We just hid to the side, silent, and began to smoke cigarettes, I always wanted to find something to talk about, so as to break the awkward situation, but I had no choice but to think about a lot of things, and I felt that neither of us had a topic, if only I knew her name.

The girl looked at me from time to time while smoking, and when I smiled at her, she smiled back and forth, and after going back and forth several times, she finally broke the deadlock and asked me, "School...... It's been all good lately at school, right? Everyone's all right, right? ”

I was stunned for a moment, realized that the situation had changed, and responded decisively, and the girl pretended to be thinking just now, smiled at her and nodded.

"Actually, if you don't say it, I know that you will ask me why I suddenly dropped out of school, you must all think that I am stupid and stupid, I have to give up my studies when I am about to take an exam and come to this dilapidated health center to do a handyman."

"Aren't you already a nurse?" I asked without thinking

"Huh? How can there be ...... I'm just in charge of cleaning and doing things according to orders, and I'm not qualified to be a nurse," the female student looked a little panicked, and when she talked about the nurse, I felt as if her eyes were starry at me.

"You really want to work in the clinic and become a nurse to save lives, right?"

"Hmm...... Not all right, it is the doctor who saves the life, we nurses just help to assist, but it is also very noble, my wish is to graduate and come to the health center to study as a nurse, and then find a doctor and husband in the future, so that the woman sings the husband with the life-saving is my life ideal! ”

I probably guessed who she was, but I still can't remember the name, and when I was in class before, the teacher asked each of us to talk about the ideal goal for the future, and one of my classmates seemed to be still a class leader, so he was obliged to say roughly the same ideal.

"Then you should be very happy, right, why is it that you are smoking a cigarette here alone?" I asked with a smile, taking the opportunity to see that she was about to light another cigarette and hurriedly snuffed out the half in her hand and hid it.

Taking a new cigarette and putting it to her mouth, the female classmate was curious about the question I asked, she took a puff of the cigarette in her mouth and asked me decisively, "Why do you think I should be happy?" I dropped out of school halfway through, and all my classmates said that I made the decision with a convulsion, and some said that I was a ghost and couldn't wait to see the doctor at the health center."

"I'll ...... What kind of bullshit is this, you won't believe it, will you? ”

"Half and half......" Shaking her hand helplessly, she smoked a cigarette, and she looked away from me.

I wanted to pat her on the shoulder, I was embarrassed, and I had to turn the encouragement into words and said to her lightly: "You must not go to your heart, they are all jealous and weird nonsense, you don't want everyone to be much stronger, how old you are, you already know your ideals, clear about your life's pursuit, compared with everyone, how mature and advanced you are, and in my opinion, anyway, after you graduate, you will choose to come here to study and work, so why can't you come to work directly now if you have the opportunity, Why do you have to go through the same process as everyone else? Isn't it fragrant to get closer to the ideal and close to the goal life earlier? ”