A lit cigarette was thrown to my mouth, and I moved my body closer like a maggot, put all kinds of ordeal into my mouth, and took a few puffs to relieve the pain around me.

Endure the pain and soothe it, just wanted to ask about the ins and outs of everything, the crazy brother preemptively said to me: "That place, I hope you don't go again in this life, but this is your calamity, you can't hide it, many things are destined since it comes out, let it come out, you still have a chance, don't think too much, don't worry too much, live a good life, adjust your mentality, and face everything in the future......"

"You fart! With so much going on, don't you think I'm really curious? I'm not as heartless as you......."

I didn't care about the madman's emotions when he listened to me, and after coughing a few more times, I continued: "I can forget the things that happened when I was a child, but from now on, I swear that everything that happens will not be perfunctory and easy to become my life experience, as long as I am alive, I will definitely find the truth, the truth of everything!" From this point on, I will not give up! ”

I don't know what stimulated me to suddenly get up and say such firm words, maybe it's because of the puzzles one after another this time, I did hold back for too long for a lot of things. And this experience may be an opportunity, if I want to change myself, I have to start from the truth of what I have experienced.

I thought that the madman would try to comfort or say some perfunctory truths after hearing this, but I didn't expect him to look at me and swallow and say to me with a sad expression: "Don't forget the necklace after you wear it, how much time do you think it will take you to discover the mystery of these things, you are young and enthusiastic now, but what about your parents and your family and friends?" Did they play with you? Zhang ...... Don't be naïve, everyone has given too much for it, let's be safe when you come, face it when you have something, don't waste time to get to the bottom of it"

It was the first time I had seen this kind of sentimentality and even some uneasiness on the face of a madman, and I could barely breathe as I listened to the madman finish with a stunned expression. When he threw away the cigarette butt and turned to leave, I came back to my senses and asked loudly at his back, "Crazy brother, is that the rower you were the one before?" Have you been with us all the time? ”

The madman didn't look back at me as he was when he was rowing in a barren area: "You have time, you have a long time, you can not even die, but your friends and your family cannot...... Listen to my advice, don't look for the riddle of truth, what is the use when you solve everything, even my questions? Maybe when you turn around and look at it, these guys around you and your loved ones have all been taken away by you or left naturally, so don't waste time, combine my words with yourself and think about it, by the way, my torn face towel is indeed okay, right? Got you"

The breeze sent the rag into my hand. I took this familiar face towel, and watched the mute brother disappear into the darkness with a blank face, and all the names and faces of relatives and friends in my mind appeared at this moment, constantly echoing each other, and they all seemed to be standing in front of me, and as if they were drifting away from me at will. It wasn't until the last screen was closed that they all disappeared, and all that remained in my mind was a brief image of the family getting together for dinner.

The crazy guy is right, I have the time and I have the energy to pursue these things, but my family and my friends don't...... It's been a long time since I've heard from my mother, and I haven't seen her for a long time, so what's the use of trying to find out all these mysteries and solve all the problems, and what should I do if my family is far away and my friends are far away?

My ears seem to be able to hear the unbridled smile words of Wang Qiu Xiaohei and Hanako Lao Xiong on weekdays, which are all the carefree laughter that everyone usually laughs together, but it is because of my problems that this familiarity is gradually rare and gradually fades away. Everything changed because of me, because of my curiosity and my suspicions. Maybe Wang Qiu will have the same problem as me, but why can he keep pretending that he can't do it?

Looking at the face towel left by the madman and listening to the brief cough of the giant tree, I immediately made up my mind that I would never regret it in my life.

I decided, I don't want to pursue all the answers anymore, for the sake of my friends and my family, I must control myself, control myself, don't cause more and bigger disasters because of curiosity, from now on what I will face in the future, as long as I can't die, my friends can't leave, and my family is still safe, then I will do what I have come, I will be at peace when I come, I just pretend to be a fool and live my life.

If I can really not die, then I will grow old with everyone around me, and when everyone walks into the coffin with a smile and buries them in the soil, I will go to find my answers and doubts after I am alone, which will be the best arrangement for me......

The sharp pain around the body disappeared inexplicably, except for a slight stinging and itching, the wound seemed to have scabbed over and did not continue to bleed. I touched the rotten flesh on my back, but fortunately I didn't find a lot of holes, except for the scabs and ups and downs of different heights as usual, fortunately I didn't touch anything strange.

As soon as I touched the skin on the back of my neck, I felt a pain in my heart, and I wanted to turn my head to see that I was still stupid again, and I couldn't help but start thinking habitually after taking the last puff of cigarette. It seems that after coming back from that ghost place, I have a better understanding of pain, I used to feel that in addition to heartache, most of the physical pain is somewhat immune and even easy to accept, but after this expedition inexplicably suffered a lot of physical pain, I found that I am a little more and more fragile, even the slapping of the water just now made me faint in pain, and I couldn't help but cry out in the face of my brother's torture a few minutes ago. I don't know if this will be another inexplicable change, I am too lazy to think about it anyway, my body has always been in an abnormal stage, or learn to accept it and think about how to live a better life in the future......

The movement of descending the mountain is slow and relieved, without the anxiety and panic that I usually come to Wushan, it is like taking a leisurely walk in an ordinary place, slightly boring, relaxed and natural.

This emotion arose because I had a strong and inexplicable premonition that I was convinced that I could find my way down the mountain and that there would be no danger this time. I think...... After all, I've only experienced so many things before, I can't have a wave of unsettled waves, even if it's unlucky, it needs a little good luck to accompany me occasionally, and it can't make me breathe without breathing.

Secretly turned back and glanced at Wushan behind him, that is, this glance made me feel curious and even a little nostalgic for those uneven lights, nine times out of ten people live in those places, they are hunters, maybe that's just the tip of the iceberg, but that's also a humanistic embodiment that I have never seen. I was suddenly curious about what the environment in which Hanako grew up and whether she was like us, with new clothes to wear every year, and a variety of books to read every year. What kind of environment would it be to make such a perfect girl that I don't like......

Thinking about Huazi inevitably has to think of Gui Lun, I don't know where she lives, I don't know what kind of family conditions she has, and I don't know if she has nostalgia for me when she disappears these days, in short, I suddenly want to see her at the moment, I want to sit closer and take a good look at her smiling face.

With a sense of yearning and hidden guilt, I walked down the hill smoothly without danger, and I just stood on the side of the path and began to look at the pedestrians on the street in the distance when I made a new discovery, and I was afraid of being seen, so I resolutely shifted my steps and hid to the side. Secretly watched a group of servants of Xiao Hei's family and his father slash in front of him.

They should have gotten the news, everyone appeared by the river, if I seem to go with it, I will definitely not be able to tell a lot of things, ask less trouble, I still have the heart to be careful, try to show up as little as possible, at least when Xiao Hei and they wake up and make up the lie, I will go to perfunctory, I don't have the skill of Wang Qiu's three-inch tongue.

When the night came, I saw the appearance of Wang Qiu, Xiao Heihuazi, Lao Xiong and his party, these guys looked in good spirits, and they all looked flustered and followed Xiao Hei's father as if they were rushing in the direction of his house.

I really wanted to suddenly appear and see what was so strange with everyone, but as I was walking, I suddenly missed my father and mother who I hadn't seen for a long time, so I should be the first to see them.

Not far from the door of the house, I saw Sister Liu, who was sitting for a long time and bowing her head and was silent, there was no light in the house, and my father would not be inside. I actually really wanted to say hello to Sister Liu and take a look, but when I thought about it, she must have been waiting for me to sit in front of the door, I appeared rashly, and disappeared for so many days, with Sister Liu's personality, she must have pestered me to drink, and I won't get my wish until I finish all my words.

I made a compensatory note to Sister Liu in my heart, and I turned around and took the rags and face towels of the crazy brother, so I went straight to the health center.

I'm actually still a little bit of a bad idea in my heart, I have disappeared for so long and the ordeal I just suffered, I always feel that I shouldn't suddenly appear in front of everyone hastily, I have to have a little sense of ritual to appear differently to feel full, just like learning to pretend to be majestic like Wang Qiu.

Suddenly, I felt that my thoughts were a little perverted and pitiful, how could I still have the pleasure of hanging people's appetite and torturing others, I can't be so unoffline in order to show my mystery, it's really terrible, it's terrible...... Thinking of this, I decisively tore open the rotten cloth that covered my face, raised my head, and walked back to the health center.