The results I got from the doctor, although they were not much different from what I had predicted, were not the outcome I wanted.

At this time, I finally understood why my mother insisted on being discharged from the hospital, and why my mother deliberately changed the topic when I talked about my condition.

As soon as I thought of this, my chest felt a faint ache again, this feeling was not heartbreaking, but it was eroding my heart bit by bit.

"Weiran, don't be sad, you sort out your emotions first, I'll go see my mother first." At this time, we had already walked to the door of my mother's ward, and Tang Tianqi saw that my mood was not very stable, so he patted me on the shoulder, leaving me alone to calm down outside for a while, and walked in by myself.

I am very emotionally confused now, on the one hand, I don't know how to face my mother, on the other hand, I am worried about my mother's condition, and at the same time, I am entangled in the slightest success rate in the doctor's mouth.

If I succeeded, my mother would have survived, and I would have been with her for many more years, but if I failed, I would not have survived for a moment, and people always like to think in the direction of the bad, and when I think in the bad direction, I can't help but start thinking about the doctor's last words when he left, and when I think of the doctor's advice, I think of the fact that there are only a few months left.

"It's annoying!" I crouched in the corner, clutching at my hair in distress, and suddenly felt lonely and helpless, and the more I thought about it, the more negativity grew in my heart, until finally, I hugged my knee, buried my head between my knees, and sobbed quietly.

Although I knew that hiding in the corner and crying would not help my mother's condition, I still couldn't control my emotions, and I didn't know how long I stayed in the corner and mourned, Tang Tianqi opened a gap in the door and walked out and sighed.

"No, Mom called you."

And with Tang Tianqi's words, his mother's voice also came out from inside.

"Silly boy, what are you worrying about, isn't this good, Mom, if I had known what you looked like, I wouldn't have called you."

As soon as I heard my mother's words, the tears that had been suppressed poured out again, and I stood up suddenly, rushed into the ward crying and shouting, and lay on my mother's body, crying like a tearful person.

Although the sick person is my mother, I am the one who is comforted now.

I cried on my mother's body, and my mother didn't say anything more, because I knew that my son was my mother, and now I really need to vent well, and my mother, with her most tender silent maternal love, is silently comforting me.

Tang Tianqi didn't bother us, he stood next to us all the time, just quietly guarding us like that.

I don't know how long I cried, until the negative emotions in my heart were almost vented, I was willing to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes and look up at my mother.

And the first thing that caught my eye was my mother's kind smile.

My nose began to sour again, and I felt the urge to burst out of tears at the thought that I would only see this smile in my memories in the future.

But this time I didn't cry, I tried to suppress the emotion, tried to make me look normal, I barely squeezed a smile on my face and said to my mother.

"Mom, I'm smiling at you."

"Silly boy." My mother shook her head, and she gently stroked my hair with her palm like dead wood: "Actually, you don't have to worry so much, you see now, isn't my mother fine?"

"Well, Mom, I don't want to."

As I spoke, I rubbed my head into my mother's arms, as if I had been coquettish in front of her when I was a child.

"I don't want to, then mom, you have to get better soon!"

At this moment, I suddenly figured out a lot of things, just like not long ago I was struggling with whether to let my mother continue to heal, and now, I have figured it out.

I lay in my mother's arms and spoke softly.

"Mom, the doctor said that your disease can still be cured, but the chance of a successful cure is a little low, and if it fails, it ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, my mother put out a hand over my mouth and forbade me to continue, she shook her head and said to me.

"Mom doesn't want to be treated anymore, I know my own body in my own heart, whether it can be cured or not, of course I know, instead of risking my life to fight for more than ten years, it is better to make good use of the remaining months and accompany our family more!"

My heart was completely touched by these words, and I looked at my mother with emotion, and I had a hallucination, as if my mother's body was shining softly

This is motherly love, selfless motherly love, great motherly love.

At this time, I became more and more sure of the idea in my heart, yes, my idea was not to let my mother give up the treatment and spend the rest of the time, but to choose to go for treatment! Go to Beau with that faint glimmer of hope!

Because I believe in miracles!

Maybe it will make me look selfish, but in order for my mother to continue to live beautifully in this wonderful world, even if no one agrees with me, everyone will spit on me, and I will be infamous for eternity, I will still do this!

Although my mother now tells me that she doesn't want to continue treatment, I have a way to keep her in the hospital.

I smiled at my mother and weaved a white lie.

"Okay Mom, you said that it can't be treated, then we will go through the discharge procedures now, but the doctor said that even if we want to be discharged, we have to prescribe some medicine to suppress the condition, otherwise it will ......"

At this point, I deliberately stopped and did not continue, but I am sure that my mother must know what I was trying to say.

My mother didn't suspect me anything, she waved at me.

"Okay, then you can hurry up and prescribe the medicine, and after prescribing the medicine, let your mother accompany you for a while! It seems like it's been a long time since we've had a good conversation together! ”

"Uh-huh!"

After chatting with my mother for a while, I took Tang Tianqi to prepare to help my mother deal with the treatment, and when Tang Tianqi and I walked out of it, Tang Tianqi stopped and asked directly.

"Looks like you still want to bet on the less than one percent odds."

"Yes." I nodded, and replied unabashedly, "What, do you think I'm ruthless?"

Hearing my words, Tang Tianqi hurriedly shook his head.

"There is no such thing, we have been together for so long, I naturally know in my heart what kind of person you are, now you will make this choice, there must be your reason, I just asked, but there is one thing, you are like this, will my mother be happy if she knows?"

"But instead of doing nothing and watching my mother slowly leave, why don't you take a gamble and maybe succeed?"

"Okay." After hearing my words, Tang Tianqi shook his head and said to me: "Then before the operation, accompany my mother first, otherwise if it fails......"

Tang Tianqi didn't say it, he knew that saying it directly might hurt my heart, so he stopped talking in time, but I helped Tang Tianqi make up for his next words.

"Then you'll probably never see you again, right?"

Tang Tianqi looked at me with some surprise, as if he didn't expect me to say this, and when he said it, his face was still calm.

This calm appearance is not because I am ruthless, but because I have figured it out, although I can live happily for a few months if I die, but after a few months, it will always be reduced to a handful of loess.

If you choose to gamble, there is still a glimmer of hope for a cure, but if you give up treatment, then there is no hope for it.

The reason why I am so firm about the idea of letting my mother be treated is actually because just now, I caught a trace of attachment from my mother's eyes, I am attached to me, and I am attached to the world, I don't want my mother to leave with regrets, so I chose to be this evil person.

"Well, it's good that you know it yourself, and I won't interfere with your choice, I'll give you a leave these days, you don't have to go to work, go and accompany your mother!"

"Well, Tianqi, thank you." I walked up to Tang Tianqi, hugged him, and snuggled my head into his arms: "Thank you, if you don't accompany me, I'm afraid I don't even have the courage to face my mother's illness."

Hearing my words, Tang Tianqi pursed his lips and smiled slightly, he stretched out his hand and hugged me, leaned down and whispered in my ear.

"Do we need to say thank you for our relationship?"

As he spoke, Tang Tianqi took out a card from his pocket, stuffed it into my hand, and said with a tense face.

"Attention, this is not what I gave you for no reason, this is your salary, hear no, your salary!"

After handing the bank card to me, Tang Tianqi raised his hand to look at his watch, and then looked up at me and said.

"Okay, if you have to go through the formalities for your mother's treatment, it's all in your hands! Now there are some things in the company that I need to go back to deal with, and they can't take care of them without me. ”

"Well, then you should hurry back to the company."

I nodded at Tang Tianqi and said softly, without Tang Tianqi, it is true that some departments will not be able to operate, and there is no major event on my side for the time being, so I let Tang Tianqi go back.

After seeing him enter the elevator, I went back to the attending doctor who helped my mother treat her illness, and after all this time, the doctor's operation was of course done, and as soon as I saw him, I went straight to the point.

"Doctor, thank you very much for the advice you gave us, but after much thought and careful consideration, I chose to ......"

"Go ahead with the operation."