Chapter Seventy-Seven: The Real Cause
I could clearly perceive that when I said the words "agree to continue the operation", the doctor's eyes showed a stunned expression, probably in his opinion, if he thinks more about his relatives, then it is even more appropriate to refuse the operation and use the remaining time to spend time with his family.
Maybe my way of thinking is different from ordinary people! I thought to myself.
The decision is in the hands of the patient's family, and these doctors can at most make some suggestions for us to refer to, and have no right to interfere with my decision, although he did feel strange about my decision, but he only stopped at being strange, and soon he recovered and nodded faintly at me.
"I have no right to interfere with your decision, but for the sake of the hospital, I think it is necessary to talk a few more nonsense, the choice is made by your patient's family, so the consequences have nothing to do with the hospital, and your patient's family is solely responsible for this, do you agree?"
After listening to the doctor's words, I hesitated for a while, and in this short period of hesitation, my mother's affectionate eyes appeared in my mind, and in an instant, I strengthened my confidence again.
"I agree." I said it categorically.
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Of course, it is impossible for my mother to know about the things I have made for my mother to make decisions in private, but I already said yesterday that I was going to help my mother go through the discharge procedures, and if I stay in the hospital for too long, even the most stupid person can see that there is something wrong with this.
So I deliberately made up an excuse, citing the reason for prescribing medicine, saying that there were several kinds of medicinal materials in the hospital, and the indispensable medicinal materials that could suppress the source of the disease were also in it, so I could only continue to be hospitalized temporarily, replace it with a drip first, and wait until that kind of medicinal material was bought before leaving.
Mother was not suspicious, she smiled and said Wait, just wait, anyway, as long as I am with her, it will be the same everywhere.
At that time, I didn't notice the wisdom that flashed in my mother's eyes.
She had already seen my purpose clearly, she knew, but she didn't break it, because she respected me, because I was her daughter.
I didn't go to work during this time, and with Tang Tianqi's support, I didn't even go home, so I moved a pillow and slept in the same bed with my mother.
In the morning, I sat next to my mother and waited for her to finish the drip, and then took my mother to the big lawn behind the hospital for a walk, although there was little room for movement, but my mother and I were sincerely happy, after all, we mother and daughter have not walked together for a long time.
We could walk happily for hours on the plain lawn, even until noon was the time of lunch, and every time at this time, my mother would keep pulling me to the dining room.
After lunch, we would move a chair and walk to a large willow tree opposite, where we would bask in the sun and chat lazily with a group of people.
And in the evening, after Tang Tianqi got off work, he would rush to the hospital and come over to accompany me and my mother.
The life of these days is very peaceful, and in the calm, there is also a little beauty, which makes us forget about being discharged from the hospital, and even regard this place as a home in a sense.
But no matter how good life is, it can't hide the fact that the day of my mother's surgery is getting closer and closer.
Time is like the wheel of history, human beings cannot stop it from rolling, and finally, after the eighth day, the hospital finally has all the preparations for this operation.
When I was told that I could have surgery, I was a little hesitant to explain it to my mother, but when I walked into my mother's hospital room with a rough heart, I saw my mother's still kind smile.
She looked at me with a smile, her smile pure and pure except for warmth.
"You're going to have surgery, aren't you?"
When I heard my mother's words, I knew it, it turned out that my mother had always known, and she was pretending to be confused on the surface, but she just didn't want to demolish me.
Thinking of this, I walked up to my mother with tears in my eyes and hugged her tightly.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
With tears in my eyes, I kept apologizing to my mother, but instead of being angry, she kept patting me on the head and comforting me.
"Silly boy, what are you sorry for! Mom knows you're thinking about me, Mom won't blame you! ”
Before I could explain, my mother already knew, and she didn't blame me, so it was simple, I sent my mother to the door of the operating room, and before entering, I plucked up the courage to say to her.
"Mom, you're going to get better! Don't give up hope, keep it up! ”
Hearing my words, my mother turned around and smiled at me and said something that made me almost cry.
"Yes, for the sake of our family, I have to get better as soon as possible, don't I?"
After sending my mother to the operating room, I was anxiously waiting for the results at the door of the operating room.
Tang Tianqi knew that today was the day of his mother's surgery, so he deliberately postponed all his itinerary for today, and came to the hospital to wait with me shortly after the operation began.
Time walked by minute by second, and I sat anxiously in my chair, feeling like I was living like a year.
I don't know how long I spent in this torment, but finally, the door of the operating room was finally opened, and the first person to come out was my mother's attending doctor.
"Doctor, doctor, how is my mother's condition?" It's like when I came to the hospital a few days ago to find this doctor to ask about my mother's condition, I once again stopped in front of the doctor in a hurry and asked urgently.
The doctor pulled down his mask, and with no emotion on his face, stiffened by nervousness, he beckoned to us.
"Follow me first."
But I didn't listen to him, I went to the dark ward, and I tried to sneak in to see what was going on with my mother, but I didn't succeed, and was stopped by a nurse who came out on.
"The patient is now very weak and cannot be disturbed." The nurse emphasized, word for word.
"No, don't worry, let's go with the doctor first and see what he wants to say." Tang Tianqi also walked up, took my hand, and comforted me.
I looked up at the inside of the ward again, and it wasn't until the nurse who came out at the end closed the door and couldn't see the situation inside at all, that I lowered my head and was dragged away by Tang Tianqi following the doctor's footsteps.
Perhaps because of my urgency, the doctor didn't say anything, and as soon as he entered his office, he turned to us and said.
"How to say it, the tumor removal operation in the patient's body is very successful, it can be said that madam, this gamble, you are very successful."
I didn't listen to all of the doctor's words, I only heard the word success clearly, but when I raised my head and didn't have time to show a happy look on my face, I saw the doctor's strange face.
I felt a thump in my heart, and suddenly I had a sense of foreboding.
I didn't dare to speak, so I stared at the doctor for fear of something bad coming out of his mouth.
But what should come will come, just as I had that ominous premonition in my heart, and the doctor's next words, I suddenly felt the world spinning.
"But the patient's condition has not improved as a result." As he spoke, the doctor took out a report from the folder under his armpit and pointed to a piece of data on it.
"After careful examination, we finally found out the real source of the disease, and the reason for this is that the patient's lungs have been eroded by something, and now there are even signs of decay!"
Hearing this, I once again collapsed weakly into Tang Tianqi's arms, and a heart-rending pain came from my chest.
"Why, why, why the hell, my mom didn't do anything bad, why the hell is this......" I muttered confusedly, staring blankly ahead.
Compared to my depression, Tang Tianqi seemed much calmer, he pondered for a while, and then showed a look of sudden realization, lowered his head and said to me.
"I know, I know why my mother got this disease!"
"Why?" I asked weakly, not because I didn't want to know the cause of my mother's illness, but because even if I did, I couldn't go back.
"It's Lin Li and Li Tao!"
Although I am very disappointed now, but my brain is not so chaotic that I can't think, being reminded by Tang Tianqi like this, I instantly remembered the fragrance that Lin Li placed in my mother's hospital room before!
I gritted my teeth, and with a glint of resentment in my eyes, I confessed that from the time I was born until now, I had not wanted to peel her skin, pull her tendons, and tear her into pieces!!
But no matter how much I want to take revenge on Lin Li now, I can't do it anymore, she and Li Tao have been sent to prison by Tang Tianqi himself, and they will never see the light of day.
"It's a bargain for them!" I quietly clenched my fists and said unwillingly.
When Tang Tianqi and I were talking, the doctor stood by and listened, and when we finished speaking, the doctor muttered for a while before continuing to speak.
"I don't care what the patient is sick for, I am only responsible for my patient, in order to fulfill my responsibility, so I decided to tell you the truth, but before that, ......" Speaking of this, the doctor deliberately paused and looked at me, the meaning in his eyes was very clear, that is, to be mentally prepared.
Perhaps it was because I had become a little numb from the successive blows, but I barely managed to build up my mental preparation and nodded.
"Doctor, what's going on with my mom now, just tell me."