Chapter 61
Passing by the bazaar, Zhang Lei kept speeding up his pace. The cacophony always upset him.
The villagers chatted and laughed in their own ways, but no one noticed Zhang Lei. I thought I was going to visit my mother, so I didn't smoke, but at the moment I was really uncomfortable and panicked, and even felt that I couldn't breathe, so I could only rely on cigarettes to open my nasal cavity to continue my life.
Zhang Silence...... Why do you smoke? Suddenly hearing this sentence reach his ears, Zhang Lei stopped, looked around, and saw the old grandmother not far away waving to him.
"Zhang Lone?" Zhang Lei threw away the cigarette butt and walked over to squat down with an expressionless face.
The old grandmother was first startled and knew that she had recognized the wrong person, and then squinted her eyes and exuded a kind gaze. A warm smile still hung on his face and asked with a smile: "You are Zhang Lei, oops, the real resemblance to Zhang Xiaochang, especially this nose"
Zhang Lei was stunned for a while, he didn't know who this old grandmother was, but she knew her younger brother. Could it be a distant relative? Zhang Lei looked at the strange face of the old grandmother and fell into crazy thinking.
"You're going to see your mom too, aren't you? You brothers are so filial, your mother is so happy! The grandmother's tone is still gentle and kind, like a spring breeze blowing through Zhang Lei's heart, Zhang Lei doesn't know why her smile is often on her lips, whether it is just to herself or to everyone so kind.
I can't talk about any ups and downs in my heart, but I suddenly felt some pleasure, and this pleasure slowly expanded out of control in my heart, giving rise to a feeling of family, which made Zhang Lei a little overwhelmed.
"Go ahead, don't delay the time, I'll see you later"
At the end of the short conversation, Zhang Lei stood up and felt comfortable for a while, said goodbye to the old grandmother, threw the cigarette into the trash can and walked towards the health center.
There are not many people, Zhang Lei walked to his mother's door and was still refused to enter, his mother was lying peacefully on the hospital bed, the machines next to him were operating regularly, Zhang Lei didn't know the role of these machines, this machine was like endless shackles wrapped around his mother's body, pulling on the edge of death. Mother must be in pain.
"Zhang Lei?" The nurse walked cautiously, her face slightly red, her feet trembling a little, such a handsome man was only a few steps away from her at this moment.
"Will you wake up?" Zhang Lei looked at his mother in the room and asked.
"Ah...... Yes, it will, although ......" The nurse's emotions changed from excitement to insipidity to despair, and Zhang Lei heard it clearly.
After smiling numbly and politely, Zhang Lei left, and suddenly remembered the coffin prepared by his father, and the ending was already certain. I just want to talk to my mother, even if it's in a dream.
Zhang Lei began to regret throwing away the pack of cigarettes, the desire in his heart was leisurely, and he turned around to find a familiar doctor to save himself, but found that the nurse behind him was still watching him, and there was no turning back, only a dead end.
Zhang Lei's sleeves were pulled, his heart was tight, and he was about to make a move, but he heard an innocent and childish voice coming.
"Brother...... Are you Brother Zhang Lone's brother, brother? ”
Xiao Yulu's nervous appearance made Zhang Lei cry and laugh, this girl was looking at herself expectantly and even with some admiration, I don't know why.
Zhang Lei took Xiao Yulu's hand away from his clothes and explained his identity, but Xiao Yulu was even happier, jumping up and down and saying: Brother Zhang Lin likes his mother very much, Brother Zhang Li's brother will definitely make his mother like it even more, come home with me!" After Yulu finished speaking, she grabbed Zhang Lei's clothes and feet again.
"Wait? Why should you make your mom like it? Zhang Lei's mind came up with Yulu's mother's face, which was a beautiful face that made the village man lose his soul. Even if he was at home, he could hear the villagers talking about it, but Zhang Lei was not interested in it. If you have seen a face as beautiful as the sky, how can you never forget it.
"Because my mother will be happy and laugh when she chats with the person she likes, my mother hasn't laughed for a long time, and she looks good when she laughs" The naïve Yulu said the reason that made Zhang Lei speechless but couldn't refuse.
That day outside Xiongzi's house, Zhang Xiao worked hard to protect her, that feeling was like protecting his beloved, Zhang Lei had this kind of desperate action, and he was desperate for her, but now he is still alone.
Looking at Xiao Yulu's face, Zhang Lei had already made a decision.
"Mom, I'm leaving" After saying this to himself in his heart, Zhang Lei followed Yulu home.
Standing at the door, Yulu's mother was still busy packing up the sundries, and when she looked up, she glanced up and thought it was Zhang Lin and lowered her head and said, "You go and sit down for a while, I'll come after I finish packing."
Zhang Lei sat aside, he counted the time, he would leave here in five minutes, and he wouldn't stay for a second.
Lowered his head and closed his eyes and began to count silently, and when he was three minutes and thirty-three, a hand suddenly stroked his head, Zhang Lei instantly raised his hand and got up, and his wrist exerted force, this weak arm couldn't stand such strength at all. The scream sounded, and Zhang Lei opened his eyes coldly.
Yulu's mother was squatting on her side with her whole body, her expression was extremely painful, and her right hand was grabbed by Zhang Lei and couldn't move. Zhang Lei quickly let go of his arm, knowing that Yulu's mother would fall, so he quickly came to him and helped her up and put her aside.
Yulu's mother was flushed, trying her best to show a natural expression, but she still couldn't cover the pain in her eyes, if Zhang Lei used a little more force just now, this hand would definitely be useless.
"If there is any bone-setting wine, just wipe it for a while" Zhang Lei's tone was cold, and he didn't look at Yulu's mother from beginning to end.
"I'm sorry, I thought you were Zhang Lone, so I ......" Ignoring the pain, Yulu's mother hurriedly explained her faux pas.
"I asked you if you had any bone-setting wine" Zhang Lei retracted his scattered gaze, and suddenly focused on Yulu's mother's face, these deep eyes that no woman could dodge.
After hesitating for a long time, Yulu's mother said intermittently: "Yes...... Yes upstairs in my room."
Zhang Lei glanced at it and walked upstairs. The heavy footsteps whipped my aunt's heart, which was a feeling I had never felt before, but that glance just now had already made this lonely woman's heart relaxed and unrecognizable.
Sitting where Zhang Lei was sitting just now, Yulu's mother quietly lit a cigarette.
The footsteps are getting closer and closer, Yulu's mother's heartbeat is getting more and more flustered, her hand is grabbed by the man in front of her, it comes suddenly, defenseless, he doesn't say a word, his eyes are locked, his thick palm slides over his skin, the bruising wine plays a role in lubrication, and the tenderness of his fingertips has been better left. Zhang Lei wiped his wrist for Yulu's mother without saying a word. The reckless action ended quickly, and Yulu's mother turned sideways and let out a sigh.
"Go to the toilet and wash your hands" As soon as the sentence came out, Yulu's mother regretted it, the current toilet is messy, not only is it all her dirty clothes, but there are also underwear that she just changed last night.
Before the words came out, Zhang Lei had already left, and Yulu's mother looked at Zhang Lei's back, as if she was watching her beloved go home, and suddenly felt a sense of security in her heart.
Zhang Lei's purpose was to wash his hands, and the surrounding scene was all ignored, even if there was a young woman sitting naked in the corner, he would not waste time taking a second look.
Walking to Yulu's mother, Zhang Lei stretched out his hand and asked, "Can you give me a cigarette?" ”
Looking at Zhang Lei's mother's heartbeat, she had no reason to refuse Zhang Lei at all, she took out one from her bag in a panic, and wanted to get up and use a lighter to help light it but was indifferently rejected by Zhang Lei.
"I'll come by myself, I'll leave after smoking this cigarette"
What Yulu's mother just wanted to say was choked by Zhang Lei's decisive refusal like this, and her low mood was like swallowing a stone.
"Zhang Lin also likes to come to me, he also likes to smoke this cigarette," Yulu's mother thought about it and finally mustered up the courage to say this,
"I know"
replied ruthlessly again, which was even more embarrassing than the previous situation, and Yulu's mother bit her lower lip and was unwilling.
"He is not sensible, he can't understand many things, if he has caused you trouble, I will compensate you" Zhang Lei stood up and bowed deeply after speaking.
Yulu's mother hurriedly got up to stop: "No, no, how can it be troublesome, I can't welcome you two brothers, they are all benefactors of me and Yulu."
Zhang Lei motioned to Yulu's mother not to touch him: "I'm just helping Zhang Lone, you don't have to think about it" I wanted to refuse Zhang Lei with a smile, but I found that Yulu's mother's eyes were full of herself, and she felt a little disgusted, and her smile stopped abruptly.
"Anyway, I should thank you two brothers, stay and eat together, your brother Zhang Lin often eats here with me, okay?" Yulu's mother prayed, and the autumn wave in her heart tried to send it to Zhang Lei's eyes.
"He is him, I am me. No need," Zhang Lei finished speaking, and snuffed out the cigarette butt in his hand.
"Can you not go!" When my aunt said this, Zhang Lei had already walked to the door.
Zhang Lei stopped, and one of Xiao Yulu's sandals fell outside.
When she entered the house and put the slippers back, Yulu's mother suddenly rushed up and hugged Zhang Lei.
"I know I can't keep you, but I want to ask you, who is Zhang Lian?"
pushed Yulu's mother away, and the smile on Zhang Lei's face rose: "He is my younger brother"
Zhang Lei was very complicated and very happy, very happy that this widow was so smart, she heard the hurdle that had always existed in the brief conversation between the two just now, a hurdle that existed in her heart to Zhang Lone, Zhang Lei could not freely combine Zhang Lone and his younger brother to say it together, even if Zhang Lei wanted to say it together but needed a step, and Yulu's mother unreservedly saw the step that Zhang Lei needed and said it. Such a smart and mature woman may not have appeared in Zhang Li's world.
The heat in Zhang Lei's chest made Yulu's mother linger, this feeling of red heartbeat has not appeared for too long, Zhang Lei seems to have rekindled her passion, she is a little intoxicated, and now her mind is full of that man......