Chapter 627: I Am the Legend: Countless Thoughts (31)
"Why don't you say anything?"
"Is that a difficult question to answer?"
Seeing that Li Yu didn't answer, I felt a little impatient.
Is this a difficult question to answer?
I think maybe in the eyes of the man, this question is not at all constructive.
But in the eyes of us girls, it doesn't seem to be ordinarily important!
It seems that it can be as important as whether you love me or not!
At this time, Li Yu's eyes were unusually bright when he looked at me, but he didn't say anything......
What I saw in his eyes was Shen Pearl's peerless face......
It is really a talented man and a woman, a pair of affectionate looks!
This beautiful picture kills a group of mortals in seconds!
Look, I've forgotten what I'm doing by being so obsessed with beauty?
My Cong Wushuang's brain must be a show of teasing......
"The Tang Dynasty is strong and the people are safe, there will not be such a ...... If there really is a day, I would rather be in danger for my husband and myself, and let you escape from your ......"
Li Yu's sincerity was great.
Where does adulteration come from?
Look, I'm all moved by Li Yu to chat!
I felt for a moment that it seemed that the Tang Dynasty Sect in history left Shen Zhu, and there must be a last resort in it......
Either that, the historian scribbled and chatted......
I'm completely messy by the beauty fan......
In fact, after the wedding, Li Yu knew that I was just pretending to have amnesia, but I never broke it.
I thought about it later, I don't know what Li Yu meant?
But after all, I didn't figure it out!
And the days go on like this, and the beauty of the beauty day after day, I Cong Wushuang except for the fetus to drink medicine, and then make rice worms, there has never been any waves......
**
Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, it is already the winter season.
I was covered with a quilt on the soft collapse of my room, holding the stove, eating delicious pastries, and my life was quite comfortable.
It's just that the fly in the ointment is that the ancient air is so cold, there is no air conditioner to blow, but fortunately there are several large heaters in the room, which is barely freezing.
It's been almost five months since I was with Li Yu.
These months have undoubtedly been a few months for me, when Cinderella inadvertently broke into the palace and composed a psychedelic love fairy tale with the prince there.
Is it hard to distinguish between the real and the fake?
In the 21st century, that place seems a little distant in my memory......
The days in Chengde Palace are simply completely out of touch with the outside world.
Li Yu took a good picture of me, the only change was that my belly was getting bigger and bigger.
Pregnant women need to recuperate, is this also the case in the Tang Dynasty?
What happened in the outside world, Li Yu has never been with me.
It's just that a lot of times it sounds like a flower and jade, and they live a long life, and those four people are definitely gossip talents, telling me that there is an extra red man named An Lushan in front of Emperor Tang Ming......
Well, the people who are going to appear in history are still going to appear.
It seems that An Lushan is very pleasing to Emperor Tang Ming, and the concubine Niangniang, who has always been cold, also likes An Lushan.
I just thought that weird?
That's how history says it.
But the Yang Guifei I saw with my own eyes was very cold, how could she be close to a Hu person who was not very good-looking?
I don't believe it either.
No matter how many things have to be seen with your own eyes to know if they are true or not?
But I have to wait until I can get out of Chengde Palace......
Li Yu went out of the palace today, and I sat alone in the palace in a daze, thinking about my mother, who wondered if she had recovered from the grief of losing me?
I feel so guilty about my mom.
Originally, I wanted to make money in the future and be filial to her, but unfortunately I didn't follow people's wishes, and my soul came to the Tang Dynasty in the middle of the 8th century......
Maybe my mom will be happy to see that I'm married here, and I'm about to become a mother?
I gently stroked my towering belly with my hand, and in my belly, more correctly, Shen Pearl's baby was about to be born.
For a while, Li Yu has been immersed in the joy of being a father, and I ......
In fact, I understand very well in my heart that Li Yu is happy to have Shen Pearl's child.
Shen Pearl's, isn't it mine now?
I often think about this question when no one is around, but I never have an answer......
**
"Li Yu, I'm so bored."
Wearing a wide robe unique to the Tang Dynasty, I feel that my big belly is also covering most of it, and I can still walk vigorously.
Li Yu saw that my whole person rushed towards him, and hurriedly caught it.
"Heart, a pregnant person can't walk that fast."
"I'm glad to see you back......
I hid in Li Yi's arms and coquettish, so that I could get out of Chengde Palace.
I've been talking to me for the past few months. I feel that I have to become a big fat man when I eat and sleep, what a waste of Shen Pearl's beauty.
"Lady, if you want to know anything in the future, you can ask your husband directly, you don't need to go out to make a bag and inquire, and then the place where the lady can go is only Changle Palace."
Li Yu hugged me directly and went directly to the study.
Li Yu seems to have to do his homework every time he comes back from the morning court, and he is a good boy who works hard.
This is what you must have to be an emperor, you have to know everything, you have to master everything.
That's right, even the strategy of the cross also requires sufficient homework.
"You've been very busy lately, so you have time to pay attention to me."
I was placed on the chaise longue not far from Li Yu's desk, lying down to watch Li Yu work, and then looking at my bulging figure now, I definitely have the potential to be a pig.
"How can a husband ignore the lady, seeing that the lady is about to give birth, I am afraid that the lady will work hard. Is it also the husband's fault to let the lady rest more? ”
Li Yi has been looking down at the words on the silk silk in his hand, frowning, and comforting me with a warm wind, which is not easy.
The frowning look is going to knead the handsome face into dough, ugly chat.
"Well, you're right, you're right."
I changed my sleeping position and continued to look at where Li Yu's eyebrows had been tangled.
I really want to go up and flatten Li Yu's frowning brows, but forget it.
It's also very possible for him to suddenly get angry, and it feels unpredictable.
Although Shen Pearl is a very special existence for Li Yu, it is inevitable that there will be accidents......
Because at this time, in addition to frowning, the eyes that have been bright and clear have risen to a sinister chat.
It's very aggressive, don't let the living go.
It seems that it is better not to come in the study during office hours, and there is a feeling of fear for life.
"Lady, remember the last time you asked me if there was a palace in danger?"
Well, why is this the case?
I'm a little wondering, could it be that the Anshi Rebellion in the rumor came in advance, or was there another riot?
"What do you mean?"
"A lot of things are out of control......"
I'm thinking, does Li Yu need such profound words with me?
I'm having a hard time digesting, okay?
I didn't go into the conversation because I couldn't afford it.
No matter how pregnant a woman is, she doesn't need any stimulation, and the next generation of emperors also needs a stable environment for fetus.
I need to help Shen Pearl raise her baby with peace of mind.
**
"Lady, do you like sons or daughters,"
Li Yu suddenly asked me when he was having lunch with me.
I am a woman of the new era in the 21st century, and I like my sons and daughters just as much.
"I like them all."
I.
But I always feel that people are really strange sometimes, and yesterday I felt unusually happy.
But after only one night, I felt a kind of panic in my heart...
And Li Yu's question deepened my heart...
I wonder if the fate between me and Li Yu is likely to come to an end?
I always feel like I'm here to help Shen Pearl give birth......
I raised my eyes to look at Li Yu, only to feel that my voice was fluttering.
I don't know when I started to rely on Li Yu...
"Don't worry, this baby must be a man."
"Are you tired, let's help you go back to the room for your husband."
Li Yu probably heard that my tone was a little weak, and hurriedly put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, and helped me back to the room......
"No, I ......"
In an instant, my face was covered with beads of sweat, and I never thought that giving birth to a child would be so painful......
Li Yu asked the palace maids and eunuchs outside to call the imperial doctor, and he was always by my side.
The anxiety, trepidation, and uneasiness in his eyes may have been the first time for him......
I don't know if it's to show that this child will be the identity of King's Landing in the future?
This child has been tossing in my belly for three or three nights, and it has not yet been born......
I really hurt so much......
I feel like I'm going to die!
Thinking about how convenient it is to have a caesarean section in the twenty-first century, at least the extreme pain of the labor pains that lie ahead.
But in this place, only natural childbirth can be made......
And what's worse is that the child in Shen Pearl's belly just won't come out......
In ancient times, when women gave birth to children, they were worried about their lives anytime and anywhere, and I feel that I am almost the same......
"Lady...... You're going to hold on to ......."
Li Yu grabbed my hand tightly, I could only feel the energy coming from his palm, but the severe pain had made my consciousness a little blurred, and I only felt a force in my lower body to penetrate the skin......
I couldn't breathe in the sharp pain that was about to drown me over...... Can't gasp for air......
I just want to shout, or scream hysterically!
I felt like I was dying......
No matter how hard I tried and struggled, I still couldn't escape this heart-rending pain......
I wonder if I can cross the brink of death?
Aren't there many such examples in ancient times!
I've been tossed around for three nights, and I'm unusually weak enough to open my eyes in a fog and helpless......
And Li Yu is also staring at me deeply at the moment, the warmth, affection, and encouragement from his eyes......
I don't think I can live up to him, I should have a lot of happy days with him, I can't give up so easily, I can't ......
I don't know how long it took for me to suddenly hear a baby crying......
My baby was finally born......
I really want to see him......
But after so much tossing, I'm really tired, so tired......
By the time I woke up, it was midnight.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Li Yuzheng staring at me blankly, and there were tears in his eyes.
"Born a boy or a girl......
I asked weakly, very worried in my heart, could it be because of Cong Wushuang's interference that the child has a different gender?
"Lady, I made you suffer, it's a boy......"
Li Yu still stared at me deeply, low, soft, and humble to me.
"What about our children?"
I grabbed his hand excitedly and asked him nervously.
"Just now my mother came over and hugged him."
Li Yu hugged me and comforted me, but I didn't like to listen to his words.
"Why, I haven't seen him yet?"
I grabbed Li Yu's arm and struggled to sit up, but there was a burst of pain in my lower body, and I couldn't help but moan......
"Lady, you lie down well, stay for a while, I'll let my mother bring Shi'er over."
Li Yu helped me to fall back to sleep and whispered softly to me.
"Shi'er, what did you name?"
I asked him on my back on my back, and when I heard the name, I knew it to myself.
If you want to come to this future emperor, you can't go wrong.
"No, it was the emperor's grandfather."
Li Yu replied softly.
"Li Shi, another emperor."
I said lightly, I, Cong Wushuang, gave birth to an emperor for Shen Zhu.
"Lady, what are you?"
Li Yu asked, the look in his eyes was obviously because he listened carefully.
"It's nothing, I'm just scared...... I'm afraid I won't wake up again, I won't see you, and I won't see Shi'er......"
I said to Li Yu faintly.
I don't care who is the emperor, I should only be able to see what is in front of me now.
Only then did I realize that it was not my mother who was most concerned about in my heart, but Li Yu......
"Lady, we won't be separated again in the future."
Li Yu kissed me lightly on the cheek, low and clear to me, but the tears in his eyes inadvertently flowed into my eyelids......
"Li Yu ......"
I reached out to wipe the tears from Li Yu's face, and I was relatively speechless with him......
Loving someone and being loved by this person, I think I should be satisfied.
All of a sudden, tears welled up in my face, and I didn't know why.
The only explanation is that these tears were shed for me and Li Yu, and perhaps for Shen Zhu......
At this time, I can experience the realm of 'crazy men and women'!
"Li Yu, I'm really happy to have you by my side." I.
"As a husband, too, there is a lady, and everything around is beautiful......"
Li Yu looked at me and stroked my cheek, he seemed to be thinking about something again......
But soon he faced me, "Lady, I love you......"
He kissed me tenderly to wipe away the tears left in the corners of my eyes, and I looked at him fixedly.
Want to find out what he's doing?
But unconsciously, in his eyes as bright as the stars in the night sky, I sank......
Everything doesn't seem to matter anymore, the important thing is that he Li Yu really loves me!
**
After giving birth, my whole body was completely collapsed, and I needed to recuperate for a while.
Fortunately, Li Yi's care for me was very subtle, which made me feel very comforted.
When Li Yuhuang's grandfather named the child Li Shi, he felt that everything was so smooth.
The course of all historical events may be ever-changing, but the main figures in history cannot be changed.
Helping Shen Pearl give birth to a good baby, I feel that my mission has been completed.
Isn't it time to leave?
Thinking carefully about coming to the Tang Dynasty, from the extreme panic in his heart to the acceptance of the status quo, Li Yi played a decisive role in it.
Someone is always happy to take care of it, although this happiness is Shen Zhu's, but it is I Cong Wushuang who is personally suffering this happiness
Many times I have always thought that I am Shen Pearl, how good should it be?
There is no stealing happiness, just enjoying the happiness that is taken for granted.
But the next second, I felt that I was too greedy to talk......
Under Li Yu's careful care, my body gradually recovered, and I was finally able to get out of bed and walk, and the crown princess often came to see me with her child.
Shi'er is really cute, with big eyes, a straight nose, and crystal skin like snow, she must be a beautiful man when she grows up.
This child was born to me after three or three nights of pain, and during those three or three nights, I thought that maybe I would die in childbirth, and I was still a little scared when I thought about it......
I think that this child is always Shen Zhu's child, but now I am also breastfeeding, isn't that also my child?
Yes, he's my peerless child.
Whenever I picked him up, I unconsciously felt a protective and loving mother's love for him in my heart.
When I saw his innocent laughter, I couldn't help but want to kiss him.
When he cries out loud, every nerve in my body is anxious for him and worried for him.
But every time I see him dancing, I feel very happy, and he is a lot more relaxed.
I think this is the greatest mother's love in the world!
My mother must have felt the same way for me!
"Li Yu, can Shi'er let me bring it."
My body has just recovered, and when I was walking in the back garden of the palace, I asked Li Yu, but I was half gone, and my heart was empty.
"Lady, your body has not fully recovered, and there will be opportunities in the future."
Li Yu should have seen that my body had not fully recovered.
It's just that at the time, I was a little lost.
With the passage of time, I always feel that the happy time I have with Li Yu will not be too long, and the time I spend with Shi'er is even less......
Maybe I'm too upset and I always need words to cover it up.
"Yes, I'll do it later."
Maybe it's not much later, I think I'm still greedy,
I want Li Yu's love, I want my child's dependence, and I even want to live with them forever.
And I don't really want to be Cong Wushuang at all.
I wish I was Shen Pearl in the first place, and not an imposter soul using Shen Pearl's body.
It's a pity that the fake is always fake, even if everything in front of me is so real, but I just know that this so-called happiness or happiness will not last long after all......
What I'm greedy for is a mirror after all!
My thoughts flowed, and my thoughts were deep, and I was trapped like this, and there was no way out......
But even so, I think that as long as I live every day now as my last day here, then, in the end, no matter what the ending, I should be able to have no regrets!
"Li Yu, do you know? I have no regrets in this life to know you! ”
I actually wanted to cry a little, but I didn't want Li Yu to see it, so I could only throw myself into Li Yu's arms.
Yes, I want to cherish every moment, every minute, every second now.
Let me leave a good memory between Li Yu and me......