Chapter 628: I Am the Legend: Silent in the Heart (32)
Many times it is one thing to know in your heart, but if you want to do something, you naturally have to do your best.
In order to earn my son to be able to stay by my side, I spent a lot of effort, anyway, everything I thought of went to Li Yu......
Li Yu has been annoyed by me for the past few days, but three days later, he finally let Shi'er come to my side, and I will bring it myself.
When I know it, don't mention my happy chat......
When I was holding Shi'er, that kind of love was uncontrollable.
I am a mother for the first time, and I am in a hurry a lot of times, but fortunately, there are a lot of palace maids, nursing mothers, mothers-in-law, and children when taking care of children, there are always a group of people with me.
I had breast milk, so I insisted on feeding the child by myself, and Li Yu agreed, and only drank the nursing mother's when I didn't have enough to eat.
I have always felt that I must feed myself, this is the child I really born.
Sometimes Li Yi wants to take the child to his mother's concubine, but I can't bear it.
I can't wait to keep it in my hands.
Yang Yuhuan also came to Chengde Palace to see me twice, and looked at my child with envy, feeling that she also wanted to have children.
Then I began to think crankily again, how could she and Li Mao have been married for so many years, how could they not have children?
Is this a problem?
But it's really hard to ask, so I can only let Yang Yuhuan hug my child more.
Such a day is calm and unwavering, which is very pleasant.
I often take Shi'er to bask in the sun in the back garden of the palace garden, and I sit for a few hours.
Like flowers and jade, they also like to rush to hug Shi'er when they live a long life, and they feel that life is unusually beautiful when they look at their frolicking appearance.
Maybe it's a whim, watching them play with Shi'er, I want to go to the study to see if Li Yu is back, my mind has been on Shi'er for a while, and Li Yi is a little jealous.
I wanted to surprise him today, but I didn't expect it to be a fright......
**
Li Qi, the king of Jianning, who I hadn't seen for a long time, was also in the study, and through the translucent veil on the window, I saw that Li Yu and Li Qi's faces were very solemn, which was completely different from the relaxed and cheerful expression in front of me.
"Brother Wang, Uncle Qing is very ...... this time."
Jianning King Li Qi said.
"Sooner or later, it's always a matter of not talking."
Li Yu seemed to be sighing.
"When the imperial grandfather snatched the concubine, it was destined to happen."
"But Jiangshan is not Uncle Qing's ......"
Jianning King Li Qi looked a little entangled.
"Uncle Qing was on the throne that day, and Uncle Qing let go."
Li Yi's words were very heavy, "But later, for many reasons, the prince could only sit with my father, and Uncle Qing regretted it." ”
"Does the concubine know that Uncle Qing let her go for the throne?"
"This is unknown, but it's true that Uncle Qing loves the concubine very much, and the concubine is very cold and won't care about those things."
Li Yi was obviously a little hesitant when he said this.
"An Lushan, it has been found out that it was made up by Uncle Qing."
The words of Jianning King Li Qi shocked me, and then my hand pushed the window lattice under the natural reaction of fright, and then a flying hand grabbed me squarely......
"It hurts...... It hurts......"
I screamed loudly, and there were five finger marks scratched on the back of my hand.
I'm a god, I want to change someone, and my life is over at this time, right?
This Jianning King Li Qi knows martial arts, so can Li Yi know, I'm curious again......
"It's the imperial sister-in-law, what do you scare me?"
I saw that the strict expression of Jianning King Li Qi showed a smile when he saw me, and then he looked very cute.
Hey, what a handsome person, one expression and one style!
I feel like I'm a color changer......
"Lady, aren't you taking Shi'er, why do you have time to come?"
Li Yu came out of the main door and took me by the hand into the study, rubbing one hand slightly on the back of my hand.
It seems that everything just now is an illusion, yes, an illusion.
Although Li Yi is helping me rub my hands, my hands are still really painful, yes, there are five love-hate Zeng Ming's hand scratch marks......
"I miss you, see if you're back without Sakura"
I turned to Jianning Wang Li Qi and said with a smile.
"Brother Wang, I haven't been here for a long time, let's have dinner with us in the evening."
"It's better to be the emperor's sister-in-law, Brother Wang never invites me to dinner."
Jianning Wang Li Qi also replied to me with a smile.
"Let's eat together later."
I warmly invited Li Qi, the king of Jianning.
"Okay."
Jianning Wang Li Qi also replied briskly.
"Lady, keep Brother Wang for dinner, you go and call the kitchen to cook a few more delicious dishes, otherwise the sincerity of leaving Brother Wang to eat is not enough."
Li Yi seems to be sending me away.
Okay, then I'll go to the kitchen.
Hmph, Li Yu doesn't like to eat spicy, add spicy tonight, it's good to kill him!
**
Li Yi looked at Shen Zhuzhu's departing back, his eyes were deep and confused......
Pearl should know a lot more than she thinks......
The people of the future should have a vivid purpose for the events that have occurred in history.
Sometimes I even begin to wonder if my father will inherit the throne in the future?
Will he inherit the throne?
The laity are always concerned about the world, how can they be spared......
"Brother Wang, the imperial sister-in-law has always been so enthusiastic, it's good."
Jianning Wang Li Qi always has a lot of good feelings for Shen Zhu, people are beautiful and kind, girls should be like this.
"Pearl and the concubine are very close, I am afraid that she will be in danger."
Li Yu is not without worries, knowing that everything does not mean that the threat can be avoided.
History only records major events, and throughout the history of the past to the present, events should never be recorded in place.
"The concubine won't embarrass the pearl, they used to be such good friends, didn't they?"
After exploring for many days, I finally learned that the concubine knew Pearl before entering the palace, and her relationship was still very good, which was really unexpected.
"Uncle Qing is a person who can't be controlled, and now he doesn't do things like before, and we are all the objects of his hatred."
Li Yudu felt that it would not be long before the Tang Dynasty might experience a bloody storm.
The pearl of the present comes from the future, and the truth is definitely known.
Otherwise, how could there be such a thing as a crisis in the palace for no reason......
"Brother Wang, for the sake of my father and your future, I can't do it first."
Li Qi, the king of Jianning, was very serious in asking for Li Yi's consent.
Their Dark Guard has been in existence for years, and it's time to help.
"If you guess correctly, Uncle Qing has more secret guards than we ......"
Li Yu pointed out the facts to Li Qi, the king of Jianning.
Shouwang Li Mao has been planning for many years, and An Lushan is just a means to get close to the concubine.
If you guessed correctly, did you want the concubine to leave with him?
Or do you really want to be an emperor?
This one is a bit hard to guess.
"Uncle Qing has always liked music and rhythm, and he has no quarrel with the world, I don't believe that his secret guard can be so powerful."
After all, Li Qi, the king of Jianning, didn't believe that the secret guards they had cultivated from the beginning would lose to others.
"Every member of the royal family is not an ordinary person, and everything on the surface cannot be understood."
Li Yu glanced at his brother Wang, it was good that things were so simple......
"However, there has been a rumor in the market recently, 'Those who mess with Youzhou will also be Hu people'."
An Lushan's identity is the identity of Turkic Rao, which is considered a Hu person.
It's just that no one thought that this An Lushan would not only mess up Youzhou, but also mess up the entire Tang Dynasty......
"Uncle Qing has been taking care of everything in the past two years, we just look at the group of people from the concubine, and now I think that the group of people from the concubine's relatives can't actually become any climate, and if Uncle Qing uses his identity as Rao, he won't be able to become any climate, but An Lushan's identity is different."
Li Yu knew that it would be difficult to stop what Uncle Qing wanted to do this time, so he didn't just sigh in his heart.
This flesh and blood affection can be so vulnerable in front of many things......
"Yes, as an outsider, you know all the details of the inner court of the palace and the civil and military officials, then this is a very terrifying thing."
Jianning Wang Li Qi knew the seriousness of the problem, which affected the overall situation.
This royal crisis is because the son wants to take revenge on his father, which makes people sigh more than once......
"But Brother Wang, the secret guard you trained is very powerful, and you actually found out that An Lushan is Uncle Qing."
Li Yu thought about it and felt that his royal brother was still very powerful.
"Actually, I've been staring at the concubine's side, but Uncle Qing is very honest in front of the concubine, and I happened to see Uncle Qing's clumsy body in the concubine's bedroom......"
Thinking of the situation described by the secret guard, Li Qi, the king of Jianning, was also surprised.
Once upon a time, Li Mao, who was once known as the 'first beautiful and lonely Shouwang of the Tang Dynasty, could pretend to be ugly like a cluster?
finally explained why a person weighing three hundred pounds could dance in front of the emperor's grandfather, but his movements were as fast as a whirlwind?
"Uncle Qing can be so favored by the imperial grandfather, and the concubine must have played a very decisive role in it."
This is the point of view that Li Yusi came up with after thinking about it, and the consequences of combining the inside and the outside should be more serious.
"The couple has always been in love, the imperial grandfather is old, and this thing is very ridiculous."
Jianning King Li Qi told the truth, and he didn't seem to be afraid of killing his head.
"Do you want to inform my father, I think it's a big deal......"
Jianning Wang Li Qi said to Brother Wang, there are many things that need to be taken first.
"Don't, my father has been stared at by Li Linfu, let's let him be a prince of peace, he is very troublesome. According to Uncle Qing's speed, Li Linfu should have been bribed. ”
It's troublesome, it's still very, very troublesome.
Li Yi felt that things had never been as serious as they were now.
"At present, we need to find out how many of the DPRK and China are Uncle Qing's comrades?"
"Why don't you just tell Grandpa Huang?"
It's a risky move, but it should also be the most productive.
"As long as the concubine is there, the imperial grandfather will definitely not be bad."
With the help of the concubine, the old life of the emperor's grandfather is also in the blink of an eye.
Li Yu is also hesitating what to do......
"Now that An Lushan is only the acting envoy of the Imperial History Zhongcheng and the Pinglu Festival. It's just a matter of deliberation at the imperial court. ”
Jianning Wang Li Qi is still optimistic about the current situation.
There's really no way, so send the secret guard out and cut it directly.
"So now how many alliances Uncle Qing has must be thoroughly investigated, and each can be broken, otherwise our Datang will really change."
The sense of crisis that he had never felt before was deeply disturbing Li Yu, and things had reached an extremely tricky point......
**
In Changle Palace, at this time, the singing and dancing were leveled, Yang Guifei danced the song of neon clothes and feathers, and An Lushan danced the Hu Xuan dance.
When the classical and graceful neon clothes and feather clothes met the rough and unrestrained Hu Xuan dance, that feeling was particularly wonderful in the eyes of Tang Minghuang.
The combination of the soft extreme and the rough extreme is particularly pleasing to the eye.
And the performance of music is naturally indispensable to the most famous performer of that era, Li Guinian.
Everything in front of me seems to be perfect......
Yang Yuhuan looked at Li Mao, who was dancing in a leather dress of nearly 300 catties, and felt sad and romantic in his heart.
A person is willing to change his appearance for you, change his methods to please himself, and let go of the old year can forgive the chat......
Since she entered the palace, she has rarely performed in the palace, unless Emperor Tang Ming particularly wants to see it, she has to dance for a while.
After all, that dance was studied and danced with Qing, and it was because of this dance that he was favored by Emperor Tang Ming, which caused all the embarrassment and helplessness today......
A long time ago, I danced the song of the neon dress and feather coat extremely much, and then I was extremely disgusted!
Now maybe it's because Qing is by his side, and he feels more happy than ever.
But Qing Qing's sentence of 'waiting for the opportunity to leave' made Yang Yuhuan embarrassed?
If it was so easy to leave, how could it have created the situation it is today?
The bottom is big, but the general is not the king's land, there is no escape, there is no escape?
The price of this opportunity is not achieved by ordinary great talents......
**
Li Yu has been so busy lately, always going out early and returning late, Shenlong has not seen the beginning and the end, and he has completely ignored me and Shi'er.
I really don't know what he's up to?
Waiting for Li Yu to come back in the evening, Shi'er and I had already fallen asleep.
In the morning, when Shi'er and I woke up, Li Yu didn't talk again.
I have some grievances about this, it seems that I am a wife abandoned by Li Yu.
Today, I am going not to sleep in the door, and as soon as the lights come on, Li Yu will come back.
I don't see each other for a few days, like every three autumns.
I saw that Li Yu looked a lot haggard than a few days ago, is it because he didn't sleep well?
Or is it too much of a laborious relationship?
No solution......
"Lady, why haven't you rested yet?"
Li Yu came into the house and saw that I was not asleep, so he asked Shen Pearl with concern.
"Waiting for you ......"
I muttered under the covers.
"These, there are a lot of things to deal with, so there is less time to spend with the lady. The lady won't blame her husband, right? ”
Li Yu stroked Shen Zhu's head, and said with love.
"There are many capable people in the Tang Dynasty, so you need to work so hard in King Guangping, like Fang Xuanling, Du Ruhui, what Di Renjie, Zhang Jiuling, whatever, anyway, there are many, many ......"
I wrenched my hands and counted, but unfortunately I only thought of four......
I think I should have studied history well, but I hated to read less when I used it.
"Zhang Jiuling is from this dynasty, Fang Xuanling, Du Ruhui is from the Tang Taizong dynasty, and Di Renjie is... No, it shouldn't be the prime minister. ”
When Li Yi corrected me, I felt as if he was deciding something, and his eyes were unusually deep and difficult to understand.
"Lady ......"
Li Yu pulled my hand a little harder, and I felt that my thoughts were too strong, and I forgot to control the strength of my hand.
"You know, I'd love to call you by your name a thousand years from now, but unfortunately you haven't been willing to tell me."
Li Yu is watching my reaction, am I not amnesia?
Why are you asking me this question?
Or did Li Yu forget that I had amnesia?
This question is so profound......
"I'm your lady, my husband has always told me that my name is Shen Zhuzhu, isn't it?"
I thought about it for a long time before I decided to do this, don't I have amnesia now, I don't know, it's just that I don't have amnesia, this is also a fact that can't be changed, why bother with who Shen Pearl is?
But at this time, Li Yu seemed to have to let me find out who Shen Pearl was......
"In the past, pearls were knowledgeable, suitable for advance and retreat, and very likable."
Am I not likable at all?
can see that Li Yu's mood is not right, and my dissatisfaction does not need to be revealed.
I'm having amnesia anyway, so listen to it......
"You know, the first time I saw pearls from the first time, when I was sensible as a child, I decided that I must be with her for the rest of my life......"
Even a god, isn't Shen Pearl on TV called into the palace when he is older?
What's going on?
Well, for the delay of history, I am no longer surprised after I came to the Tang Dynasty.
Today's Li Yu is very different, and it seems that he has opened the chatterbox that has been sealed for a long time......
As for me, this fake Shen Pearl can only be a competent listener......
"I was able to know Pearl because my father and mother visited Jiangnan and met the famous Confucian there-Shen Yufeng, who was Shen Pearl's father.
At that time, Mrs. Shen was pregnant with Liujia, and my mother was also pregnant with me, because they had a very happy relationship, and the two families agreed that if they were a man and a girl, they would be in-laws when they grew up.
A year later, my mother gave birth to me, and Mrs. Shen gave birth to pearls.
It's just that my mother's milk was scarce at that time, so my father had to invite Mrs. Shen to the palace to be my nurse for a year. ”
Li Yu's thoughts had drifted so far that I couldn't catch up as a spectator and listener......
"Pearls have always been very cute, smart and very likable.
A year has passed, Mrs. Shen is going back to Jiangnan with pearls, and my father and mother are reluctant to leave pearls to Mrs. Shen.
In this way, Pearl and I eat and live together, play together, and we are really happy at that time! ”
At this point, Li Yu's expression was extremely excited and happy.
Yes, that is a memory that belongs to him and Shen Pearl.
No matter how long time passes, it will not be easily forgotten.
"Later, Pearl and I grew up and gradually understood people, and Pearl and I had some expectations in our hearts......
It's just that at this time, Shen Yufeng took Mrs. Shen into the palace to bring back the pearl......
It was the first time Pearl and I parted, and Pearl and I were both 10 years old. ”
Li Yu paused for a moment, and then, "Originally, I made an appointment that five years later, I would go to pick up the pearl and return to the palace to get married." But before five years had passed, the pearl was missing......"
It should have been a very sad time, and seeing Li Yu's tears flowing down the corners of his eyes, my heart was moved with extraordinary sadness and desolation......
Shen Pearl has always been very important to Li Yu.
That's when I realized how pathetic my delusions were......
Why are some words and some things so clear?
I don't know, I don't understand, and I can pretend to be confused.
Pretending, experiencing it yourself, this is happiness, this is peace and joy!