062 Living Up to the Glory (2)
There was a wind blowing, the leaves "rattled", and I looked back in a panic and saw the wind gently blowing down the red petals all over the ground.
Dinner was over, and Jianning also went.
The light fragrance of flowers burned in the room for a long time, and it was quiet and quiet, and at this moment, I was smelling the fragrance of indifference.
Suddenly, Qiu Si hurriedly walked in, looking anxious and nervous, and before she could speak, I asked, "What happened, panicked so far?" ”
Qiu Si saluted and replied, "Aunt Jinyue is here, and now she is outside." ”
I frowned, "Aunt Jinyue?" ”
Qiu Si explained to me: "Aunt Jinyue is an old man next to the Queen Mother, and she is very favored by the Queen Mother, Your Majesty needs to give her three points of thin noodles, and she is half the master of the slaves and maids in the palace, and she will never dare to offend." ”
After hearing this, I understood a little in my heart, nodded, and said, "Then please." ”
Subsequently, Jin Yue led a group of palace people, holding food boxes, clothes, and accessories quietly penetrated, and the footsteps were extremely calm. ”
Jinyue looked at me and smiled slightly, "Your Majesty is blessed to like you so much." ”
I bowed my head and smiled back and said, "I haven't been given the title yet, and my aunt really tormented me when she said that." ”
Jinyue nodded and said to me: "The second miss has already known about the queen mother, the queen mother means that the second miss has an imperial heir, so she can give birth to a baby, as for the second miss's previous request, what the queen mother can do has been done, presumably the second miss has also known, and what is determined by heaven, for the sake of the royal bloodline, please ask the second miss to obey the will of heaven," she looked at me, with a smile full of joy, and said, "The queen mother is happy when she heard that the second miss has an heir!" Slave maid is here first, congratulations to the second lady, your glory and wealth are behind! ”
This sentence is like a knife to me, cutting my heart, and I sigh endlessly, full of sorrow like ashes. But there was a light smile on his face, and he said politely: "Auntie is serious, I really don't dare to take it." ”
Jin Yue looked at me, and pointed to the things in the hands of the palace maid behind her and said, "These are all given by the Queen Mother to the second lady, so that the second miss can have a good baby." ”
I thanked myself and said, "Thank you Queen Mother for your care." ”
Jinyue motioned to the palace maid to go down, sat down with me, seemed to have something to say, looked at me carefully and said: "The second young lady is like a clear lotus, not stained or demonic, such a simple dress is the cleanest person a slave has ever seen in half a life." ”
Qiu Si brought the tea and handed it to Jinyue, and I also asked her to step back before saying: "Auntie is really exaggerating, I am the posture of Pu Liu, how dare I compete with the sun and the moon." ”
Jinyue smiled and said, "Sun and moon? ”
I said: "The queen mother is the sun and the moon, and the queen who will be there in the future will also be the sun and the moon, and my aunt is well-informed, so I really can't afford it." ”
Jinyue shook her head and said, "What is the sun and the moon, whether you are the sun, the moon, or the floating clouds, all in the emperor's thoughts," she glanced at me and whispered, "With the emperor's grace, you have everything." ”
I sighed: "Auntie shouldn't have said this to me, the Queen Mother knows my thoughts." "I had already guessed that the Queen Mother was testing me, but why did she do this?
Only, she doesn't want me to really fall in love with Your Majesty. I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse.
Jinyue smiled and said, "Very good, that's what the Queen Mother meant." ”
I slowly lowered my eyelids and looked at the edges of my smooth nails, "The Queen Mother's mind always makes me feel that there are other things," raised her eyes and stared at Jinyue fiercely, "Auntie may mention a little bit or two?" ”
Jin Yue's eyes flashed with panic for a moment, just for a moment, and then she gently raised the corners of her lips, revealing a decent smile, "The Queen Mother's mind is something that a slave can guess?" ”
My heart flew like a wheel, and I said slowly: "Auntie is not good at covering it up this time!" ”
He also said: "The Queen Mother keeps me for the sake of the imperial heir, but she wants to control my feelings for Your Majesty at all times, why is this? "I don't seem to expect that I will truly fall in love with Your Majesty." ”
Jin Yue stared at me expressionlessly, and there was a little incredulity in her tone, "You actually saw something." ”
I whispered, "Auntie, there is no one else now, and I will definitely repay the kindness." ”
Jinyue looked at me meaningfully, "What can the slave know, it's probably because the second lady looks too much like the winter concubine back then." ”
I frowned, and counted slightly, "Winter Guifei? ”
Jin Yue nodded.
I thought for a moment, "I've heard a few things about the first emperor and the concubine, but so what? ”
Jin Yue said: "The first emperor is a lover, and his son will definitely not be bad, the first emperor made trouble to the point of going to the monk for a step-concubine, and lost the second half of his life, just to bet on that breath with the queen mother." ”
I said, "There are indeed rumors in the market that the first emperor was arrested by the Queen Mother. ”
Jin Yue shook her head, "The Queen Mother is not easy, speaking of which, who has not regretted it, in the end, the first emperor is not mature enough in love, and then look at the current appearance of our majesty, compared with the first emperor back then, it is only better than that." ”
I nodded, "So the Queen Mother was worried, so she specially sent her aunt to test my mind." ”
Jin Yue smiled, "But the second lady still saw that it was the slave who was incompetent." ”
I smiled and said, "Auntie, don't say that, no one else will know about today's conversation." ”
Jinyue and Yan said: "The slave couldn't help but ask more, in fact, with the current situation of the second lady, the future must be limitless, why not accept the concubine?" ”
I laughed and said, "This world is so big that not everyone wants to spend their whole life in the palace. ”
Jinyue said again: "If you don't seal the concubine, once the child in the second lady's womb is born, it will be separated, and the second miss is willing to do it?" ”
I was shocked, and then asked worriedly, "There are still such rules in the palace?" ”
Jinyue asked me, "Second Miss doesn't know?" ”
I shook my head.
Then he said firmly: "Of course my children should follow me." ”
Jin Yue said: "This is absolutely undignified. The second lady has to think twice even if it is for the sake of the child. ”
I gasped, and a breeze blew in, and I was like a sharp blade scraping against my skin, without pain, and with a dark determination, the coldness of the cold soaking penetrated into my heart.
After a while, I said that I sent Jinyue away, and I came back and only leaned on the bed, thinking quietly, gently caressing my lower abdomen, pondering, Aunt Jinyue's words echoed back and forth in my mind, is this child destined to be separated from me before he comes to the world?
Only Concubine Feng can accompany my children to grow up, is this the only way to go?
So, what about myself? What about my own heart?
The Queen Mother means that she wants me to stay in the palace, but she doesn't want me to have feelings with His Majesty, is this good or bad for me? Is it too harsh in the long run?
After all, no one knows what will happen in the future.
Come to think of it, I'm still selfish. I smiled sadly, slightly stunned in my heart, and simply turned sideways to go. After about half an hour, his lips were thirsty, and he said lazily: "Qiu Si, pour me a glass of water." ”