There should always be some reason why a person makes some decisions!

What happens, who you meet, what changes occur in your heart, and then you make a decision!

But I don't remember why I made this decision, it was like a river, she kept hurrying forward, I could no longer see the source, I had to keep going.

I stare at the life in front of me, I can't see the past, I can't open the future, I always think, why choose my life like this, no preferences, no enthusiasm, but I only remember saying goodbye one summer, I don't know which old friends I have forgotten, and which new friends I have met, maybe I have no friends at all, so I decided.

I can't remember how I felt, there was no excitement, no hesitation, as if everything was predestined, I just followed. I went with the future that I had planned for this inexplicable decision, and thankfully, I didn't feel disgusted or resisted, because I didn't have anything explicitly to love.

It's just that I sometimes find it very strange, but to no avail, I just let go and continue with the life I planned.

I shook my head, shaking off the endless doubts.

I remember that I still have to do yoga! Well! I can't do it at night, I fell asleep last night, and it seems to be a deep sleep, like I had some kind of dream, but I can't remember it at all. That. Well, let's do it in the afternoon, there will be a lot of time in the afternoon, and then I can ask my eldest sister to go out to the bookstore to read books.

Big sister is my affectionate name for her, the original name is, I forgot? She has a handful of long black hair and loves to tie a ponytail, I only remember the first time I met her, I combined the above factors and blurted out a sentence "Big sister!" Hello, my name is Gu Jinjin, relishing the taste, people are as their name suggests, I eat everything with relish. ”

I still remember the surprise of my eldest sister at the time, and before she could say anything, she started talking again

"That big sister, you don't mind if I call you big sister! Well, you definitely don't care, you know it's a nice person at first glance,,,,,"

The eldest sister later got acquainted with me and said that she had never seen such a warm stranger!

At three o'clock in the afternoon, I changed into my tank top and shorts, stood barefoot on the floor next to the bed, and opened the yoga video.

This simple and ordinary act seems to have some meaning

Like? The sense of ritual is like announcing the start of some major event.

"Tree pose, stand first, shoulder-width apart"

I saw a woman in a white vest and white trousers standing on the green grass and under the rainbow sky, quiet and peaceful

Bend your right foot off the ground, support your ankle with your hand, inhale and slowly place the ball of your foot on the inner thigh

Exhale, let go gently, inhale, and fold your hands in front of your chest

Exhale and slowly raise your hands above your head, keeping your arms as close to your ears as possible.

Try to stand still and breathe evenly.

Imagine that you are a tree, standing firmly on the earth. ”

I listened to the introductory words and fiddled with my body as "a tree".

I thought I would not be able to stand steadily, but I actually stood firmly, I really felt that I was a tree, a tree that grows quietly between heaven and earth, and maybe it will grow beautiful flowers!

Strange, how did I come up with this! "Exhale, gently put the right foot down, let's switch feet to do .........."

I followed the video one by one, twisting and stretching my body

Every time I twist and stretch, I feel like I wake up my tired body that has been sleeping for a long time, and then I feel the world calmly.

I hear some movements when I can't stretch in place

"When you feel a little strained, it doesn't matter, just do your best, you will get closer to your goal in the stretching day by day, don't rush"

These words are very comforting.

An hour later, when I had done my last move, I took a long breath and felt much better, and thin layers of sweat broke out on my body.