I took a shower, changed my clothes, and rode on a bike I hadn't ridden in months to the bookstore I had made an appointment with my eldest sister.

I arrived at the door of the bookstore, parked the car, looked at my watch, and it was 4:30. I looked around to find the figure of the eldest sister, but it didn't seem to be, I took out my mobile phone and was about to call the eldest sister, when my shoulder was patted, and then I heard a voice behind me "Jinjin, you are here,!" "It's the voice of the eldest sister, I turned around and said, "Eldest sister, you are here!" I... ”

My words stuck in my throat after seeing the eldest sister, the eldest sister's long ponytail was gone, and she was now wearing a thin and shredded shoulder-length short hair, I looked at the eldest sister with strange and surprised eyes, and the eldest sister was uncomfortable by me, and said, "Why are you staring at me!" ”

"Aren't you stimulated by something! How did his hair become Andy Lau, who has no thieves in the world! Are you in love and then fall out of love again! I grimaced with a shocked face.

"It's got it, and you're talking nonsense, shouting, isn't it just cutting your hair! Still out of love! The eldest sister finally couldn't help but interrupt me.

"I said according to the law, women change their hairstyles, probably because something happens, you see me, basically this short hair." I touched my hair and the man started to be in a trance, "I don't seem to have encountered anything that wants me to change my hairstyle?" I frowned.

"You're still muttering like a child, and you won't grow up."

"People just have to be not serious to be happy." I forcibly pulled the corners of my mouth, "Don't change the subject, I was just talking about you." “

“..................”

My eldest sister and I walked into the bookstore with a smile and laughter, walked past the long line of cash registers, walked past the recommended bookshelves illuminated by bright white spotlights, bypassed the rows of art bookshelves, and approached the quiet corner of the historical books, we sat cross-legged on the wooden floor, and the jazz songs echoing in the store enveloped us.

"Big sister, how long have we not seen each other?" I casually took a book from the shelf and flipped through a few pages on my lap.

"It's been a semester! The last time we saw each other was during the winter holidays. The eldest sister looked at me and replied with a pretended smile.

"It's been so long." No wonder I forgot your name.

"The traffic is bumpy, so you can suffer less."

I nodded in agreement.

"Eh, how do you feel that you are so well-behaved, you used to be the famous 'one word and nine tops', and if you don't talk to you for a few words, you will choke. I still remember when you were in the auditorium, Mr. Liu faced Gang. ”

"Yes, yes?" I subconsciously recalled the vague fragments of my life, like a drawer reviewing one by one, with old photos in it, but I couldn't remember the emotions. "You're putting a filter on youth, I can't remember it's so intense."

"This is a real passionate youth! Wow, ..... then"

The elder sister's words rushed into my mind, messing up my regular drawer, "but", I muttered.

"What but?"

"But I forgot!" I replied slowly with a frown.

"Forget, what do you mean?"

"It's, it's just, forget, only the picture has no feeling." I wandered my gaze to the wooden floor, and the words came out softly.

"Jinjin, Jinjin, what's wrong with you, are you okay!" The eldest sister saw me wandering in a daze, and hurriedly shook me with her hand.

"I, I'm fine, but my routine may not be normal lately." I forced the corners of my mouth back.

"Well, it's okay. In fact, you can continue to write a diary, you used to write a diary no matter how busy you used to, and you are mentally healthy. ”

"Keep a diary? yes, I remember that. "I really remember, just remember.

"Jinjin, what book did you just take?" The eldest sister picked up the book I had just pulled out of the bookshelf from my lap, "The absurd myth of the Classic of Mountains and Seas takes you through time, so that the ancient mountains, rivers, birds and beasts can reappear in front of you!" It's interesting, are you going to buy it? As he handed the book back to me, I took it, looked at it, and replied, "Yes!" I bought it."

After returning home with the book, I walked into my room, put down the "Classic of Mountains and Seas", walked to the bookcase, took out a random copy of my diary on the second floor, opened the first page, and there was a modern poem on it, I remember that I wrote it!

"A leaf is falling

At dusk

The light faded

There was a sense of suffocation

I can't dodge

Such a subtle melancholy

When alone

Get naked

As brutal as ice

Fierce as fire

The speed of memories sped up and ran wild

It came to an abrupt end

My mind went blank

My heart is like a calm sea without fish

I closed my eyes and still couldn't breathe."