The soul seems to be wandering for a moment, and every breath is so heavy and tired, and I feel that my body is no longer my own, and I just want to fall asleep like this, and sleep for so long in a lifetime. The dream woven by the light of a bean candle really couldn't carry the pain of my body and mind, my eyes were astringent and sour, my fingertips gradually became conscious, and my heart slowly cleared up, and the fear suddenly returned, and I suddenly sat up and shouted: "Child! What about children? ”

My vision was still blurry, and the dim figure was near and far, so I rubbed my eyes vigorously and said vaguely to the visitor, "What about my child?" ”

"Second Miss, the slave is here, what do you want?" The tip of my tongue tingled, and when I heard the voices of Dongxue and Qiusi, I was relieved at the moment.

The strength of the whole body seemed to be exhausted, and I felt dizzy as soon as I struggled, Qiu Si and Dong Xue hurriedly came up to support me, and stuffed a few silk soft pillows behind my back so that I could half lean on, I looked at their haggard faces, and then completely withdrew back to reality, and after a while, I whispered to them: "Thank you for your hard work." ”

Before Qiu Si could speak, tears fell first, "The second lady scared the slave to death." ”

I raised my hand to wipe her tears, "Am I all right?" He turned his head and asked Dongxue, "How long have I been asleep?" ”

Dongxue whispered, "Second Miss slept for several days. ”

I went out for a while and asked, "Your Majesty can pursue this matter?" ”

Dong Xue looked left and right, with hatred and fear on her face, "I don't know, but His Majesty has been with the second lady for the first two days, and he didn't go to the morning court for two days. ”

I exhaled, "It's okay, I didn't miss anything." ”

Qiu Si cried: "I shouldn't have listened to the second miss, whatever the imperial study, it's all because the slave didn't stop it, otherwise the second miss's child wouldn't ......"

My heart twitched, I suppressed my grief, took her hand, shook my head and said: "It's none of your business, you can't hide from what you want to come, what you plant will be, you will get what you reap, you don't understand all kinds of entanglements, you really don't need to blame yourself." ”

Qiu Si wiped her tears and said, "Second Miss, why?" Why? ”

I bowed my head and said, "Everyone has something to protect. ”

Dong Xue said: "Qiu Si has had several troubles with the slave maid for this in the past few days, and in the end blame the slave and maid for not stopping them together." ”

I looked at them and explained kindly: "There are many accidents in the palace, many things are unforeseeable to us, in the future, no matter what happens, you two must cherish fate and work with one heart and one mind," I sighed with tears, "I have no fate with this child after all, but I pity him before he has a chance to come to this world and leave, but it's okay, the world is too bitter, he is blessed, he doesn't have to bear this." ”

Qiu Si and Dong Xue took advantage of my wakefulness to help me scrub it, and brought me a bowl of decoction, the bitter soup penetrated and stretched between my lips and teeth, and the endless soreness accompanied by this smell permeated my heart, and my heart beat wildly.

After everything was cleaned up, Luo Xi strode forward, Qiu Si and Dong Xue hurriedly bent over to say goodbye, he didn't pay attention to it, just stood there staring at me, it seemed that he had palpitations, he didn't dare to go any further, Qiu Si and Dong Xue glanced at each other, and both withdrew.

The dazzling bright color of the woven gold Tianxuan brocade inlaid with small night beads pierced my eyes dizzy, I tried to pull out a smile to him, he slowly approached, I looked at him, I don't know what's wrong, he suddenly hugged me, his voice was low and torn, and said: "But it's only been a long time since I left, and it's like a few spring and autumn seasons that I haven't seen for a long time." ”

I don't know when I got used to the smell of his body, and rubbed it in his arms, "I'm sorry, I know that Your Majesty is looking forward to this child." ”

A trace of pain passed through his face, and after a moment, there was only a smile, he stroked my eyebrows, looked down at me, and said, "Compared to you, the child is not worth mentioning." ”

I stared at him, if this child could be born successfully, would it be more like him, or would it be more like me? If it were a girl, what would the sharp Xiao Su between his eyebrows and eyes look like? But after all, I can't see it, the words of comfort to others are often never believed in my heart, sadness continues to pervade, but I will always slowly say against my heart: "Resentment will, love parting, can't beg, Hongchen actually has no nostalgia, he will be very happy in the chaotic world of bliss." ”

Luo Xi listened with a smile and responded softly: "Yes, he will be very happy." But I could clearly feel that he was forcibly controlling his trembling body, in fact, he was also very sad, but he didn't want to show it.

I touched his face, "I'm obviously sad in my heart, why do you want to endure it?" Obviously, the tears have blurred the vision, why do you want to control it and not let it flow? ”

Luo Xi's body stiffened, lowered his eyes, tears rolled down, and whispered, "Miao Miao, you...... I also have my helplessness. ”

"Don't be angry with anyone, okay?" I helped him wipe the tears that were about to drip from his jaw.

Luo Xi took my hand gently, "I figured it out, I promised you." ”

I hesitated slightly, and asked softly, "What?" His tone was strange.

Luo Xi stared at me deeply, and said with a gentle expression: "It's nothing. He smiled and shook his head.

In his deep gaze, there was an abyss, cold and resolute without the slightest light, and there was a kind of separation and renunciation in it, cold and cruel.

I shuddered in my heart, frowned and asked, "Your Majesty, is Your Majesty planning something?" ”

Luo Xi said: "Is God punishing me?" There was a hint of anger in his mournful tone to rebuke the injustice of God, the kind of anger that made people shudder.

I pleaded, "Of course not." Does Your Majesty believe it? Heaven has its own certainty, and there is no way to disobey it. ”

Luo Xi gradually said sadly: "Miao Miao, do you know? I even thought of the child's name, it was me, who harmed this child, and it was also me, who harmed you. ”

I shook my head and said, "Your Majesty, what is his name?" I smiled, "Your Majesty, I don't blame you, it's not just Your Majesty's fault, from the beginning when everyone fell into this quagmire, no one could escape, Your Majesty, Prince Ning, Cangyang, Princess, Lord Rong, in fact, the beginning of everything is still because of me, so, Your Majesty, fate, you and I should have this paragraph." ”

Luo Xi was silent for a long time before he said: "The name I gave him is Xuan, which means 'it is not suitable to be exhausted, so as not to prosper'. ”

I said, "There is nothing inappropriate, and it will be subject to heaven." Blessings are falling, but maintenance is insufficient. Tianbaodinger, to Mo Buxing. ”

Everything is satisfactory and as desired, and there is no cause that will not be revitalized. It can be seen how much Luo Xi values this child, and even has the intention of making him a king. And Luo Xi's intentions for me are completely clear at this moment.

Luo Xi said gloomily: "Only feelings in the world hurt people the most, and even the emperor can't escape it." ”

I said, "What's wrong with Your Majesty?" ”

Luo Xi shook his head and said solemnly to me: "As long as you are good, I am willing to do everything, Miao Miao, do you believe it?" ”

I looked down and smiled, and casually comforted, "I believe it." ”

You are the emperor, you have everything, there are countless treasures, and your "everything" may only need you to wave your hand and throw your foot, so that others can bring the shining rare goods to me and let me choose, and that's it. But this is the emperor, this is the royal norm.