My father-in-law, who was standing in front of the door of the imperial study, ushered me in, and said softly, "Your Majesty was angry when he was deliberating, and now he is alone in it!" ”

I pulled away my robe, and Dongxue helped me to walk inside, I stopped, turned my face and nodded to her, and she lowered her eyebrows and retreated.

Luo Xi turned his back to me, as if thinking about something, and I saluted, "Your Majesty Wan'an." ”

Luo Xi was silent, didn't look back, and after a while, he said to me in a deep voice: "I said, you are not in good health, you don't need to bow to me again." ”

I said slowly: "Your Majesty frowned, what are you thinking?" He smiled slightly bitterly and said, "I just heard from my father-in-law that Your Majesty is not in a good mood, can you tell me why?" ”

Luo Xi was stunned for a moment, and said with a slight tone: "What do you want to say?" ”

I looked at him and said gently, "Your Majesty, do you remember what you promised me?" ”

Luo Xi frowned and said, "Naturally, I remember." ”

I said lightly: "Your Majesty is my pillow person, and you shouldn't hide what you promised me," I shook my head and said with tears in my eyes, "Who does Your Majesty think of me?" ”

Luo Xi smiled indifferently, approached me, put his arm around my shoulder, and said solemnly: "I have always regarded you as my 'one heart', but Miao Miao, why do you always disappoint me? ”

I stared at him and said sadly, "Your Majesty, but I was wrong about this?" ”

Luo Xi hugged me in his arms and softened and said, "Who told you that?" After a moment of silence, he whispered, "No one else should know about this." ”

I raised my eyes to look at him, neither near nor far, and the complex and intertwined emotions in my heart made all my actions become trance and obscure, hesitating back and forth, and before I knew it, tears had fallen.

Luo Xi looked at me with gentle eyes, and sighed: "Cangyang made a big mistake, and I have to do it. ”

His words, for a while, made me think of the eldest lady, the eldest sister, and Luo Quan, didn't everyone end up because of his "wrong"? The anger in my heart was provoked, "Yes, what he did was wrong for His Majesty," I pulled out, "Not only is he wrong, I am also wrong, and the most wrong thing for me is to still foolishly believe that His Majesty will keep his promise." ”

Luo Xi froze, his tone became stiff, and said, "I am the emperor." ”

I was stunned, my heart seemed to be slashed, and I suddenly felt a sharp pain, and said resolutely: "Yes, Your Majesty is the emperor," and continued to tearfully say, "But why should I bear this? Why do you keep hurting the people around me? ”

Luo Xi looked at me deadly, "The stability of the country and the stability of the imperial power are more important than anything else, whoever endangers it must die!" ”

I laughed wryly, "What about me?" Your Majesty, what am I? ”

Could it be that your previous kindness to me was all fake? If I'm so invaluable to you, why are you locking me in this deep palace? So much so that everyone and even myself feel that I am unique to you!

Luo Xi's voice sounded coldly in my ears, "I said that I love you and love the country, and I must make such a decision since I am in this position." ”

I argued, "I don't know what happened to Cangyang?" Your Majesty, can you talk to me? If there is no forgiveness for sin, I will ask for nothing more! ”

Luo Xi turned around, his eyes fell on a scroll, faintly uncertain, "The king of Yunnan is only in a corner of peace, but the day before yesterday, he wrote a book for him to advise me," sighed, and he said, "The king of Yunnan is powerful and I can't move, but can't he still move?" ”

I "chuckled" in my heart, Luo Xi suspected that Cangyang and the King of Yunnan had colluded. I frowned and said, "It's impossible!" ”

Luo Xi pointed at me and said, "I'm not sure, why do you say that?" ”

I replied, "He has just been released from prison, how can he collude with the king of Yunnan?" ”

Luo Xi sighed and said, "Maybe it's through letters to exchange news." ”

I insisted, "Then dare to ask Your Majesty if you have intercepted the letter?" ”

Luo Xi was dumbfounded, and after a long time, he said in a deep voice: "Even if you exchange letters, how can you ask me to intercept them at will, take 10,000 steps back, even if they don't have the opportunity to meet now, it is possible that they will have known each other before I ascended the throne," waved his hand, "In any case, the fate of Cangyang, this time I will be decided." ”

Luo Xi's words, I had to scruple, I had to bow down and kneel, and begged sadly: "Miao Miao is willing to accompany Your Majesty for the rest of my life, I just hope that Your Majesty can carefully review this matter again, and don't kill anyone by mistake again!" ”

Luo Xi pinched my shoulder, and the corner of his lips said hard: "Miao Miao, do you have to be aggressive with me like this?" He paused, "If it weren't for the fact that I held the vicissitudes of life, wouldn't you be as willing to accompany me as you are now?" ”

I looked up at him and said sadly, "Your Majesty knows better than anyone else in your heart, and you don't need me to answer again." ”

The strength in his hand is getting bigger and bigger, I "ah", he let go of his hand tremblingly, there was a faint pain in my abdomen, he turned his back and said in a panic: "Thinking of sorrow, remembering the dream of a long time ago, may the bright moon have love, the headwind is relieved, this heart and this love will be sent to the beloved, hard to send, and there is a handful of bitter words left: who reads, the west wind is cold alone?" The lonely pillow has nowhere to talk and is sad, Xiao Xiao Huang Ye, not thinking, unforgettable. To the Xuan window, combing peach makeup, dreaming of tears. He smiled coldly, "Beloved...... Love, when you are with me, you think about him all the time, I still naively expect something, how ridiculous. His tone was stern and cold.

My whole body knelt on the ground and trembled, as if falling into the water of the lake of the moon, it was completely cold, "Your Majesty." ”

He restrained his strength, turned around and pulled me up, his arms trembling like fallen leaves being swept up in the wind, with tears in his eyes, and asked me intermittently: "Miao Miao...... You...... Have you ever had a place in your heart? ”

The strength of my whole body seemed to be drained, and my body collapsed softly, "Your Majesty, I ......" my eyes closed weakly, I couldn't answer, my heart was depressed, and the pain in my abdomen became more and more.

Luo Xi sighed coldly and threw me on the ground, "I understand. ”

I'm almost going to laugh like crazy, you know? What do you understand? Even I don't understand what is the cause of your and my fate, your and my iniquity? And why should it end?

The kapok outside the window is red and dazzling, the demon is in full bloom, when the red flowers fall, the sky suddenly floats up the snow-white and light kapok wool, and the blood-red flower soul turns into a snow-like flying floc and dances, one after another dances with the wind, winding, separating, and falling slowly......

I laughed miserably, my chest seemed to be about to vomit blood, my abdomen was bursting with pain, my hand was weakly tugging at my dress, and the whole person fell to the ground, Luo Xi was then shocked, and hurriedly picked me up and shouted: "Miao Miao!" Miao Miao! ”

He yelled outside the door again: "Call the imperial doctor!" ”

Dongxue and Qiusi rushed in, squeezed on the side of the bed, their faces were frost-white, and shouted at me: "Second Miss! Immediately turned around and knelt down, kowtowed to the red sunset outside the door, and cried and begged: "God, please, the second miss has suffered enough, please don't take away the second miss's children, the slaves and maids are willing to incense every day in the future, and fast every month." ”

Seeing that his plain skirt was dyed scarlet, winding and terrifying, Luo Xi's face was pale, his hands trembled, and he roared: "What about the imperial doctor? Why haven't you come yet! ”

As if the pain of a knife was wrenching, I opened my mouth wide, breathing in a blur, every inch of damp skin was pulled, and I forcibly said to Luo Xi: "Child, I'm afraid I can't save it." ”

Before Luo Xi could make a sound, the imperial doctor had rushed in, Luo Xi was holding me, the imperial doctor was taking the pulse, his hands were obviously trembling and cold, Luo Xi stared at the imperial doctor's words and said in a deep voice: "You must do your best for me, adults and children are not allowed to have anything, otherwise, I want you to be buried with me." ”

The imperial doctor gave a prescription, ordered someone to dispense the medicine, and after arranging it, he knelt on the ground and kowtowed heavily to Luo Xi, and said in a trembling voice: "The child has returned to heaven and has no skills, and the ministers can only try their best to keep the adults." ”

I exhausted all my strength, and at the last glance, the flying petals fell little by little, and his face was like frost and snow. I fell into a dark dream, exhausted, unable to open my eyes again. Long and trivial, endless memories of the past come like the pages of a book, and the fragrance is dark and hidden.