After about a cup of tea, I walked into the Yanlai Hall step by step, the sun was very good, light and abundant like golden sand waving a hall, the edge of the grape-colored blue concave and convex wine glass was startled by a line of dazzling light and shadow, the ten colors were as gorgeous as a rainbow on the horizon, and the wine was already intoxicating before taking a sip.

Looking up along the light, the bamboo branches and red silk silk reflected in the near window screen, and I don't know where there were a few sand geese chirping, and I thought of watching the mandarin ducks in the water all the way before I came in, and I didn't feel warm and quiet in my heart, and the word "Yanlai" was really worthy of its name.

However, no matter how bright the color is, as long as Luo Xi is there, there will always be an indescribable solemn and deep aura, this aura is like a silent beast hiding somewhere, staring at everything around you, you don't know when and in what way you will accidentally provoke it, and then it will pounce on you and tear you apart. This unpredictable pressure can be overwhelming, and the fear in people's hearts will slowly increase and proliferate.

His footsteps were always steady and gentle, so indifferent that there was no emotion, and I could feel him come close to a sudden stop, and then paused for a moment before he said, "Do you know what I have come to you today?" The tone was so low that it was already distinctly grainy.

I turned around with a bow, bowed slightly, as if it was none of my business, and said calmly, "Of course I don't know." ”

Luo Xi looked at me, and the voice in his throat became even lower, "I will leave for Jiankang in the near future." ”

I raised my head suddenly, but my eyes fell on his peacock blue robe, as if sparkling, setting off layers of ripple-like crystal, a little reluctant, but more relaxed, Ying Ying bowed: "Miao Miao wishes Your Majesty a smooth journey." ”

Luo Xi looked at me, didn't say a word, after a while, he waved his arm, and the gorgeous robe trembled in front of my eyes like a peacock colored feather, and then brushed from my fingertips, the smooth texture was extremely soft, and the wrist that had been pinched by Lord Rong was even more painful at the moment, and I seemed to be able to hear the "rattle" sound of cracking at the bones, "I'm leaving, you can still be so calm, your ruthlessness is something I can never compare." ”

He never knew how painful it was to have two people living in his heart that he couldn't get rid of, and only when one of them withdrew, I could be relieved.

I lowered my eyes and chuckled, not so much laughing as sneering, "Otherwise, what does Your Majesty think I should do?" Glancing at him lightly again, I continued: "One crying, two troubles, three hangings? "Smiled," or are you chasing after Your Majesty and begging to send you a thousand miles?" Doesn't Your Majesty think that these are too petty? ”

Luo Xi's gaze was always locked on me, and there was a faint trend of mountain rain between his eyebrows, "Little family? After a pause, "If I could, I would love that you could be angry with me." ”

There was a contemptuous smile on the corner of my mouth, "Your Majesty should know about me, I can't do any of this, so Your Majesty wants to leave, I will never stop you, and I will never send each other, Your Majesty is Your Majesty, not an ordinary person," took a deep breath, "Also, Your Majesty just said that I am ruthless, but Your Majesty knows that my ruthlessness is not for everyone, only for the right people." ”

Luo Xi sneered: "The person? ”

I said, "Your Majesty must remember what he has done." ”

The corners of Luo Xi's lips were lightly raised, and he sneered lightly, "I remember, I naturally remember," he snorted sullenly, "Never stop each other, never send each other, this is indeed your Li Miaomiao's style," he retracted his hand hard, I staggered, and almost fell into his arms, fortunately I stabilized my pace in time, and he saw that he had not succeeded, so he had to raise his feet and take a small step forward to the hurdle, "However, I want you to accompany me back to the palace." ”

I gasped and exclaimed, "What? ”

Luo Xi looked at my performance, and a deep smile was already on his face, like a bare plum branch accumulating thick ice and snow, and it was cold, "Are you afraid?" ”

I frowned, I had thousands of ideas in my heart, and I had prepared thousands of arguments, but I didn't expect Luo Xi's move, I was expelled from the palace three years ago, how could I go back? When I go back, how will I deal with the people I used to be? I thought about it, and my expression immediately weakened, "Your Majesty, I don't want to go back to the palace." ”

Luo Xi snorted slightly, "For him?" ”

I shook my head, "It's not for anyone, I just don't want to go back to the palace, because there are my most unbearable and painful memories there, and I don't want to remember them again." ”

His expression flickered, anger seemed to arise in his eyes, and there was a little more rigidity in his deep eyes, "Those days with me in your heart turned out to be your most unbearable and painful memories. As he spoke, he smiled contemptuously, not knowing whether to laugh at me or himself.

I said lightly, "That's not what I meant. ”

He held his breath for a moment, just staring at me with that sharp gaze, and then like a knife blade, he never crossed his face, and lowered it little by little, his voice quietly tinged with coercion, "Then what do you mean?" ”

If his eyes were a real knife, then I would have been stabbed to the flesh by him, "The eldest lady is dead, the eldest sister is also dead, Luo Quan is exiled, even if His Majesty has His Majesty's reasoning, they have their faults, but for me, these are painful memories that are overwhelming, and once I think of it, it will still hurt to the bone marrow." Your Majesty, some injuries cannot be healed by time alone, and besides, I was the one who was expelled from the palace," the tears in his eyes could no longer be contained, "So, Your Majesty, you can let me go." ”

His expression was as cold as a thin layer of autumn frost on a chrysanthemum leaf, "Let it go?" The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and there seemed to be a hint of mockery in it, "You come and tell me, how can I let you go?" ”

I hurriedly whispered: "It's like the princess let go of Lord Rong, just like Aunt Jinyue let go of the king of Yunnan." "I was careless, my mouth was so fast that I announced the matter of Aunt Jinyue and the King of Yunnan, or in front of Luo Xi, I was ashamed and more frightened, I stared at the change in the expression on Luo Xi's face, even if I didn't let it go at all.

But he didn't do anything, he still looked at me with the same look, stretched out another finger wearing a transparent jade ring and slowly hooked it under my chin, and said closely: "I am not the person you say you are, everything I want, everyone must get it." Otherwise, I will not be reconciled. ”

My heart was shaken and I was unwilling. It turned out that Luo Xi's attachment to me was not because of deep affection, but only because of unwillingness. What a good reason to be unwilling! I frowned, couldn't help but smile contemptuously, my eyes swept to Luo Xi, with tears in my eyes, and said word by word: "Your Majesty, you are so selfish," not so much tears, but the blood dripping from the tip of my heart, "If you want to say it, Your Majesty has already got me, hasn't it?" ”

He said coldly: "That's not what you willing, you can't count." I have got your people, but I haven't got your heart, I can't count. ”

I took a light breath, closed my eyes and said, "I should have known." ”

He asked in a deep voice, "What do you know?" ”

I opened my eyes slowly, and my tone was stubborn, "Your Majesty has never delivered your sincerity to me, Your Majesty's heart only has imperial power and himself, and the words he said to me before were actually lying to me and coaxing me, I would still believe it," snorted lightly, "It's really stupid!" ”

A dark look flashed in his eyes, "You say I'm selfish, how can you not be selfish?" ”

I could feel the heat on the tip of my nose between his lips and teeth, and tilted my head slightly, "Am I selfish? ”

Luo Xi stared for a moment and said: "In the past three years, you have lived peacefully in the Yunnan Palace, opening your mouth and closing your mouth to recognize others as your father, have you ever thought that your biological father is suffering in Jiankang City?" ”

My body shook slightly, "He treated me and my mother like that when he was prosperous in the past, and he didn't think about our life and death, so why should I care about how he is doing now." ”

He smiled, didn't mean to let me go, and lowered his voice and said: "You clearly know that you are already my person, but you still have to be with Cangyang, what man in the world will not care about the innocence of the women around him?" His tone was so light, but every word was so clear, "You know all this in your heart, but you still want to stay by his side, what are you greedy for?" ”

Luo Xi's words are like a basin of cold water pouring me through, I am greedy, his warmth, his clarity, are unique in this world, no one can compare with it, I also know that as long as I don't let go, he will definitely not leave my side. That's what I think, I just don't want to admit it.

I was stunned, and there was a little tremor in my voice that had been hollowed out, "I didn't." ”

His eyes folded into a grim color, "You have," looking at me, "Moreover, you are not only dominating him, but also me, you are in it, don't you enjoy it?" The corners of his mouth outlined a small smile.

I only felt sarcasm to the extreme, and struggled to push him away, and whispered, "Then you go!" I didn't even want to dominate Your Majesty! ”

He dragged me into his arms, unable to resist at all, and grabbed me and said, "What's so good about him? "The eyes are faint," I told you to push me away for him! ”

I couldn't help frowning and said in a deep voice, "At least he is sincere to me." ”

Luo Xi sneered twice, looked at me with lowered eyes and said, "Really? He sneered at the look of disdain, "Don't say the word 'sincere', can he deserve it, just talk about temperament, don't you really think that I and you should be a natural pair?" ”

I said angrily, "He naturally deserves it," and then turned his head and smiled, "He can't be sincere, can Your Majesty deserve it?" I couldn't help but feel so ironic that it was funny, so I took a breath, and after a while, I raised my neck and said, "I, Li Miaomiao, have no future, and I won't be with someone who doesn't have me in his heart but just wants me to satisfy his vanity." ”l0ns3v3