151 Life as First Seen (2)
() Luo Xi raised his eyebrows, "Really? ”
There is a momentary silence, and the sound of the wind outside is gradually entering the ears, probably stirring the dense green leaves, and the uproar will come and go one after another, and it will last for a long time. My face turned cold, and my heart was gloomy, "Your Majesty has never given it, it doesn't mean that everyone in the world will not give sincerity to others." ”
His expression gradually softened, he reached out and stroked my cheek, and smiled lightly, so indifferently, so gently, "Miao Miao, I came to tell you that there is no man in this world who doesn't care about the innocence of the woman he loves the most," his eyes rolled, his lips slowly approached the root of my ear, and his tone was so calm that he couldn't be calmer, just a few words he said, it was so simple that it couldn't be simpler, but it was like an awl made of cold ice deep into my heart, and the cold was extremely cold and extremely cold penetrated into it, and the cold gave birth to wisps of pain," Unless the man doesn't love the woman at all. ”
As soon as I struggled, there was a touch of dazedness and surprise in the coldness of my whole body, this is what I can feel, even if I desperately want to hide in front of Luo Xi, but I know that in the end I will definitely be seen through, shaking my head and saying, "Impossible!" The tone sounded full of confidence and affirmation.
Luo Xi squinted at me lightly, the cemented atmosphere was really suffocating, and his fine wheat-like eyes pierced my already panicked heart with precision, "Impossible? Why is it impossible? Smiling, he was silent for a moment, then slowly reached out to support my chin, "Tell me why." ”
My mind was buzzing, my heart trembled, and I calmed down, and I really wanted to find a reason that could never be refuted, but I couldn't find it, so I could only say lightly: "We have been through a lot together." He almost died several times because of me. ”
He sneered, and the hand holding my chin obviously increased a little strength, "Do you think that everything you met and took care of in Jiankang before was accidental?" Do you think the knife he blocked for you in Yaqi City was really just because he loved you? ”
I looked at him in silence and said quietly, "Isn't it?" Snorted coldly, "Even if Your Majesty has a three-inch tongue, there is no way to distort the facts that have happened, no matter what Your Majesty says, I will not believe it." ”
A sneer tugged at the corner of his lips and asked, "You don't believe me?" ”
I looked him in the eye and shook my head slowly, "I don't believe it." I only believe what I see with my eyes and what I feel in my heart. ”
Luo Xi's eyes still didn't show the slightest anger, no one knew how much I wanted to see the anger in his eyes, "You know that sometimes you can't believe what you see in your eyes. ”
There was a dull pain in my jaw, and I frowned, "But if what you see is the truth, then you can believe it." ”
"Facts," he said of a moment, releasing the hand that was holding my chin, "well, then let me tell you what the facts are." ”
I was very stunned in my heart, my eyes were just staring at Luo Xi, motionless, and the horror in my heart had risen to the extreme.
His face was gloomy, like a bone-piercing chill emanating from the thousand-year-old ice, "The first time you met him, it was not an accident, but something he had been planning for a long time," there was a faint luster in his eyes, "He has never been a clean person, and he doesn't know how much filth he has in his hands, he has reached a consensus with the former Mrs. Li half a year before he first met you, so that there will be no second lady in this world, but one more woman who will be secretly sent to the palace," And it wasn't the first time he'd done it, but it didn't work out. ”
My hands and feet were numb, and I could barely move, but I felt that I had been hit a few times on the head, and I was so dizzy that I couldn't think, "Impossible, I don't believe it," took a deep breath and calmed down, "Since the lord had this idea from the beginning, why did he want to do it on the good horse of the first emperor later, he has no reason." "I desperately tried to find the loopholes in Luo Xi's words and try desperately to convince myself.
But his voice was calm and bewildering, "Because then he saw a better opportunity." ”
"What chance?"
"He's found out what I have in mind for you."
My lips trembled slightly, and I shook my head instinctively, "According to His Majesty, Cangyang must have sent me to the palace, but then he didn't hand me over to the first emperor." ”
He stroked my cheek very gently, "Of course, because he sees your greatest value, he is reluctant, he wants to maximize this unique value." ”
My voice trembled uncontrollably, "What's the value?" ”
Luo Xi stretched out his hand to straighten the wings on my bun and shook the golden feather jade pearl step by step, so that the tail of the night pearl strung with three strands of crystal silk thread hung down on his cheeks just right, and mentioned the pink and yellow silver knot silk silk grosgrain hanging for me, "Because I told him that you look like a concubine who has been dead for many years." ”
I asked, "You have known each other for a long time?" ”
He smiled, "How can you not know each other when you walk around in front of you?" ”
I pressed the tip of my tongue to the tremor of my teeth, "It wasn't the first time you had met at the wine store that night, so why did you pretend you didn't know each other?" ”
In the dim shadow, his eyes were as deep as an endless black hole, faintly giving birth to a faint purple knife light, cold and hard, "Why?" Miao Miao, can't you think of it? ”
I was deflated, lowered my eyes, and couldn't help but say in a trance: "Because of me, I can't let me have any doubts in my heart, otherwise all the arrangements will fail." ”
"Yes," the curtain in the hall has been lowered, and the twilight is blurred, and the smoky breeze through the curtain seems to have turned back suddenly, and returned to what I thought was the happy days at that time, "only if you let down your guard can you be at the mercy of it." ”
"That time to enter the palace to celebrate his birthday was also intentional?"
"Naturally," he sighed with a smile, "I heard that Ben was still worried about how to instigate you to enter the palace, but I don't want to, but you yourself helped in this matter." ”
"That horseback?"
Luo Xi nodded, "Although I missed it, I know that you have met the first emperor, do you still want to ask me?" ”
"Lord Yung also knows about this?"
"Yes."
"Does Jianning know too?"
"Yes."
"I always thought it was an accident."
"It's an accident, it's just that under all the frequent stumbling accidents, the final result can go to the point where people want to go, and there must be some elaborate layout of someone in the middle, for example, to take away me, or for example, a coincidence that happened to be discovered by the first emperor......"
"That's it! Say no more! ”
I sighed, nodded and shook my head, the sadness in my heart was even deeper, and suddenly my mind seemed to think of something, and suddenly it lit up, as if I had easily grabbed a piece of driftwood in the vast sea, "But the friendship he made for me is really deep, and Your Majesty can't deny anything." ”
Luo Xi smiled lightly, "You are the second lady of Yunnan Wangfu, and it is just his duty to save you." ”
My heart suddenly cooled, and I shook my head, "No. ”
Luo Xi said: "What do you think he has been doing in Yaqi City for the past three years," his face was calm like a puff of clear water, "It's hard to hear, but it's just a dog of the king of Yunnan, what hasn't he done in the past three years, who hasn't killed anyone?" ”
I looked at him quietly, "I don't know what he's been doing for the past three years. ”
Luo Xi glanced at me, snorted, and said: "What's more, there is me, if you die, what kind of fate will I let him end, he knows very well in his heart," exhaled, "To put it bluntly, he is saving you, and he is also saving himself." ”
It turned out that everything was self-righteous, it turned out that I had become a pawn from the beginning, and when I thought I was at the safest, I was already a pawn in a power struggle.
My heart ached, "What am I in your hearts?" ”
Luo Xi smiled and said, "So, I tell you that I am selfish, he is more selfish than me," his tone was shallow and resolute, "You have been just a plaything in his palm from the beginning, but you still think that all this is his love for you, how ridiculous!" ”
I looked at him, "Why didn't Your Majesty tell me earlier?" Lowering his eyes and whispering, "Tell me sooner, wouldn't I have died sooner?" ”
He sighed softly, "I still can't bear it. ”
I looked at me and asked, "Then why is Your Majesty coming to tell me now?" "I only felt angry and heartache, but there was not a trace of tears in my eyes.
He chuckled, "Because I want you to know that I am the only one in this world who is worthy of you." ”
I took a few steps back, and endless pain and fear struck me, shook my head, and said, "You are all terrible. ”
His eyebrows were calm, "It's not me who is terrible, it's this whirlpool, but who started this whirlpool?" ”
Yanlai Hall Xiaoxiang bamboo color verdant, more and more lined with the lonely empty courtyard late autumn breeze relish, the bottom of the rhododendron petals is dotted with purple spots, the top petals are dark red, the bottom is peach pink, the petals are excessive color just right. As night fell, the desolate sky was as black as if it had been covered with thick ink, and the first few faint stars fell to the side. It's like my desolate state of mind at the moment, falling into hell, "He wants to be Lu Buwei, but I don't want to be Qin Ji." ”
Luo Xi's voice was soft, as if he was out of the clouds, but his expression was misty and deep, "Come back to the palace with me, you are indeed the one I once expelled from the palace, but I will definitely do my best to protect you, keep my promises, and will not let you send someone to go, let alone let you suffer any anger from others." ”
I stared at Luo Xi gently, my heart suddenly softened, but because of the tearing pain and despair in my heart, my body shook suddenly, I couldn't control myself, and lowered my eyes, "I'll think about it again." ”
He approached me, and his tone was extremely earnest, "Come back to the palace with me, okay?" ”
I closed my eyes and shook my head, my mind in a state of confusion, "Your Majesty, don't force me. ”