Thinking all the way, someone shouted behind him: "Princess! Second Miss! ”

The voice is very familiar, looking back, Lord Rong is standing under the willow tree that has just pulled out the tender yellow sprouts in the past two days, facing the sun, the hanging silk silk cleverly cut a few faint gray ink marks on his face, and he is wearing a blue and white bamboo brocade robe, and the bookish temperament that is always revealed is more and more dense at this moment.

Seeing that it was Lord Rong, Jian Ning couldn't hide a smile on his face, and pulled me closer and said, "Rong Ruo, why are you here?" ”

I looked at the two of them and asked curiously, "Rong Ruo?" When did you get so affectionate? ”

Lord Rong lowered his head and coughed lightly, "This is a long story," he smiled lightly, "You guys are so excited today, and you are actually walking around the garden here for the first time." ”

Jian Ning sighed, looked at me slightly, I smiled hard, and said, "Where is there such a good interest in visiting the garden, I just came out of the imperial study, and I want the princess to accompany me back to the room." ”

Lord Rong looked at Jianning, smiled, and asked, "Did something happen last night?" ”

Jian Ning stared at Master Rong vigorously, shook his head and said, "Don't you think Miao Miao is not bitter enough in her heart?" ”

Lord Rong was puzzled: "What is it? I can help me plead for mercy when I say it! ”

I lowered my head and stared silently at the stones on the ground, and Jian Ning hurriedly said, "This is not a question of asking for mercy or not at all. ”

Lord Rong asked, "Is there something wrong with that monk?" ”

Jian Ning hurriedly shook his head.

Lord Rong asked again, "Prince Ning?" ”

Jian Ning stomped his feet anxiously for a while, "Rong Ruo, don't you ask?" If you have doubts, go ask the third brother! ”

I still bowed my head and remained silent, and Lord Rong came to my side, frowned and asked, "What happened that I can't say?" ”

After a while, I slowly raised my head, tasteless: "Lord Rong, even if you say something, it is useless, just like Your Majesty's order for Prince Ning to divorce his wife, you tried your best to intercede, can it be useful in the end?" It's like Your Majesty grounded the great monk and sent him to prison, and you also pleaded, what happened in the end? ”

Master Rong paused in silence, leaned closer to me, and asked in a low voice, "Your Majesty, did you do anything to you?" ”

I trembled violently, took two steps back, and then said: "The matter has come to this, the mistake has been made, regret is useless, this body will eventually fall into the mud, the ridiculous thing is that if you want to be clean, the clouds and the sky may not be empty." ”

Lord Rong's expression became nervous, and he stared at me and said, "Do you remember what you said to me when you were in the Taifu Mansion?" ”

I smiled faintly and asked Lord Rong, "Too much, which sentence are you referring to?" ”

Lord Yung's gaze swept over my face and landed on a purple wildflower that seemed to be growing wantonly, "People, always have to look forward. ”

I followed and looked over, and I was very surprised in my heart, I had never found out when these small, inconspicuous flowers began to bloom, and the earth had not yet fully woken up from the cold of winter.

I said, "It was my fault that I said this too lightly at the time." ”

Rong Da said: "You can't think like that. ”

I chuckled and changed the subject: "It looks like spring is coming, I didn't even notice, these flowers are blooming." ”

Jian Ning stood aside and pulled me and said, "Miao Miao, these flowers have already bloomed. ”

Lord Rong said to me: "How fragile these wild flowers are, even they are trying to live, adding a touch of purple to the world, and you want to give up, you can see that since you entered the palace, you have lost your life, and today is especially prosperous." ”

I looked at Lord Rong, "Lord Rong is too worried, I didn't think about dying." ”

Rong Dadao: "You know that I don't mean this aspect, you don't want to give up your life, you want to give up hope, give up the future, give up all possibilities, just accept your fate, and live the rest of your life, right?" ”

I frowned, "What else can I do?" I don't have the qualifications or the courage to chase anything and fight for anything like I used to. ”

Lord Rong hesitated for a moment and said, "What about the monk who is still in prison?" You don't want it either? ”

As soon as I thought of the great monk, my heart throbbed and ached, I only took a few deep breaths, clenched my hands tightly to my chest, and choked in a deep voice: "I want to, but I, I can't afford him anymore," after a pause, he said again, "My only wish now is that he can live and live well." ”

Jian Ning cried and hugged me, "Miao Miao, I'm sorry, I'll tell you I'm sorry for my brother, you must get better, if you keep doing this, I will die of sadness." ”

I burst into tears and said: "I can now fully understand the state of mind of the eldest sister who came to me at that time, she must have entered the palace with the determination to die to come to me to say those words, for the people we want to protect, we can only sacrifice ourselves to fulfill, we can only do this, there is no spare strength, no matter how to do other struggles are useless." ”

Lord Rong comforted and said, "Don't cry, don't feel sorry for yourself, the days are still long, what are you afraid of," he pulled Jian Ning in his arms, but said to me, "As a man, I can tell you very responsibly that if he loves you deeply, he won't mind." ”

Jian Ning looked at Master Rong stupidly, and I shook my head secretly, "The problem is not only him, but also me." ”

Jian Ning wiped his tears, got out of Lord Rong's arms, walked over, still held me, and said, "Miao Miao, don't think about it too much, promise me, okay?" ”

My gaze slid over Jianning in front of me, and then fell on Lord Rong's body, this pair stood in front of me, very compatible, in the end, they can be together I also make a contribution, happy for them, I can't help but pull in my heart, it hurts!

I nodded slightly, rubbing the corners of my clothes between my fingers, "I'm tired." ”

Jian Ning said: "I'll accompany you." ”

I looked at Jianning and smiled, "Okay." ”

Lord Rong looked obviously worried, and said busily: "I don't worry about you going like this, I'll send you." ”

I was silent, Jian Ning quietly nodded to Lord Rong, and just like that, the three of them walked slowly, and no one spoke.

The wind gradually increased, the jade wave-colored long skirt lifted silently, and the jacket was blown tightly by the wind.

The palace stretches all over the place, and I just feel that the road is so long today, I don't know how long it will take to walk to finish?

As soon as I entered the courtyard, Qiu Si and Dong Xue were guarding the door of the room, it must have been me walking too slowly, they were still in the imperial study when I left just now, but they came back before me. Qiu Si and Dong Xue respectfully greeted Jian Ning and Rong Daren.

Master Rong didn't step forward anymore, but stopped and said, "When you arrive, I'll leave first," turned around, and whispered to Jian Ning, "Take good care of her." ”

I ignored it, Jian Ning waved his hand and said, "I know, go quickly, you should be careful yourself." ”

I was helped to the room, and Qiu Si and Dong Xue saw that I was not very good, so they coaxed and said: "I heard from my father-in-law that the second lady and the princess haven't had breakfast yet, and the slaves and maids have prepared some, and the masters will taste it." ”

Jian Ning didn't know what to say when he accompanied me, so he hurriedly said: "Okay, bring more sliced cakes, I love to eat." ”

Qiu Si and Dong Xue withdrew to prepare.

I looked at Jian Ning, sighed and said, "Princess, I really envy you." ”

Jian Ning smiled, "What good do I have, Miao Miao, I also have my troubles." ”

I asked, "What?" Tell me about it! ”

Jian Ning shook his head, "But those are nothing compared to you now." ”

I saw through it and smiled, "You must be worried about how you can stay with Lord Rong, right?" ”

Jian Ning lowered his head, "After all, Rong Ruo and I have very different identities, and this matter is not easy." ”

I said, "The Queen Mother loves you so much, why don't you talk about it with the Queen Mother?" ”

Jian Ning shook his head, "My grandmother is the most obedient and four virtuous, and she asked me to read "The Biography of the Daughters" since she was a child, which is to teach me that women should obey their fathers when they are not married, marry their husbands, and obey their husbands when they die, and tell me that as a princess, I must be able to bear this glory and let go of some fetters, just like she did back then." ”

I frowned and said, "This is so unfair to you," and then, thinking of myself, I said sadly, "Then I'm afraid the Queen Mother will be more serious about me, and I don't know what she will think of me." ”

For a while, neither of them spoke, as if frozen, silently, just silently, until Qiu Si and Dong Xue came in with two plates of snacks and said softly: "The princess should use some early." ”

Jian Ning got up and said with a smile: "It's really fragrant, your craftsmanship is so good, there is no such good craftsmanship as you in my palace." ”

Qiu Si said: "Today's breakfast is made of winter snow. ”

Dongxue said: "It's just a general rough point, it's the princess who is hungry." ”

Qiu Si took advantage of the time when Dongxue was talking to Jianning, walked up to me and squatted down and said, "Second Miss is also hungry, go use some." ”

I sighed, looked at Jianning, and said, "Princess, eat it, I can't eat it." ”

Jianning said: "Seeing that you have lost weight, how can you not eat!" ”

Qiu Si said: "That's it! ”

In the end, I was forced to eat two bites, and in the end I put down the dishes and chopsticks in anger, and sat on the bed and cried, no reason, no trigger, just blindly cried.

The grievances and resentment in my heart rushed left and right like a beast that fell into the hunter's shackles, almost tearing open a hole in my heart, and then turning into a tenacious and winding aquatic weed under the water, firmly wrapping around my hands, struggling tighter and tighter, unable to move at all.

It was as if someone's hand was holding my neck so hard that it seemed to kill me, and I was so choked that I couldn't breathe, and my chest seemed to be struck with a hammer one by one, and it hurt as if it were about to break.