After Jianning left, I was weak and lay on the bed and slept quietly for a long time. The pain in my heart has also eased slightly.

The sunset faintly penetrated through the window paper, thin like a layer of orange yarn, soft and soft, brocade curtain satin, half rolled and half hanging, and the interwoven luanwei feathers on the top were faintly shining with cinnabar.

Embellishment, but not eye-catching.

Suddenly, I heard a shallow footstep outside the door, it was him.

I hurriedly turned over, pretending to be asleep, Luo Xi came in silently, sat carefully on the edge of the bed, for a while, he chuckled, I could feel his warm snort getting closer and closer, I opened my eyes suddenly, sat up and looked at him, "Your Majesty, you ......"

Luo Xi stared at me, "Don't be afraid, I just want to come and see you." ”

My mouth was bitter with thirst, my heart was beating heavily, my clothes were soaked with sweat, sticky on my body, I shrank back, "Your Majesty's business, are you done?" ”

Luo Xi smiled: "Hurry up, I just want to come and see you." ”

I forced my composure and said, "I'm fine, the princess came back with me." ”

Luo Xi nodded, "I know," after a pause, he added, "Choose a day and let Jianning accompany you to Cining Palace to meet the Queen Mother and discuss the matter of sealing the concubine." ”

I frowned and said, "I don't want to be a concubine." ”

He held my shoulder and said, "Be good, obedient, you are now my person, if you don't hurry up and become a concubine, you will suffer when the new person comes in the future." ”

I was shocked, "Newcomer? After reacting, he sighed: "Yes, there will be newcomers, batch after batch, so many people are competing for just you." ”

Luo Xi hugged me, "The draft every three years is a rule set by my ancestors, and it cannot be abolished, but no one else has ever been in my heart." ”

I sighed sadly and said, "No matter what, I don't want to be a concubine." ”

Luo Xi stared at me closely, "Do you understand what I mean?" You are so willful, how can you gain a foothold in the palace? ”

I choked up and said, "Then Your Majesty will let me go and let me out of the palace." ”

Luo Xi let go of me and said coldly: "I only asked you to leave the palace alone, I'm afraid you won't be willing." ”

I replied, "Your Majesty knows it, so why bother to tell it." ”

Luo Xishu said: "It's not that I say it, but you force me to say it." ”

My lips and teeth trembled slightly, and I tried to say, "Your Majesty, I am willing to accompany you in the palace for the rest of my life, can you let the great monk go?" ”

Luo Xi stared at me indifferently, without any temperature in his eyes, and after a while, he said angrily to me: "You actually want to exchange yourself for his freedom, do you think that you are already my person, and you have no face to be with him anymore, so you have this idea, right?" ”

I stared straight at me, my heart was beating rapidly, and my chest seemed to be bursting out, Luo Xi tugged at my neckline, and asked in a stern tone, word by word: "I said that, right?" ”

I was so agitated that my hands were cold, and I held the sheets that were still warm, and I couldn't restrain myself any longer, and yelled at him with tears on my back: "Yes! Be! Be! ”

With a wave of anger, his hand touched the low shelf standing beside him, and a yellow paper with tears was fluttered down by Luo Xi's wide sleeves, Luo Xi was slightly stunned, and then swept to the note, and the whole person suddenly froze there.

Of course, I understood what was written on it, the fragmentary and clear words, all the sincerity of the feelings, the people who saw the moon and thought were pinned on this piece of paper, and it was only because of a thought that this piece of paper was not turned into a wisp of green ash by the candle lamp that I put into it like those.

Thinking of sorrow, remembering the dream of a long time ago, I wish the bright moon to have love, and the headwind to understand, this heart and this love will be sent to the beloved.

It's hard to think hard, and there are a handful of bitter words left:

Who reads, the west wind is cool alone?

Lonely pillow with nowhere to talk about miserable,

Xiao Xiao yellow leaves, unthinking, unforgettable.

To the Xuan window, combing peach makeup,

Thousands of dreams and tears.

The place where the intestines are broken,

At that time, the month was long, and the people were long, and they were all beautiful.

But it's just the way, it's ordinary.

Luo Xi leaned over and picked it up, after taking a closer look, he sent it vigorously with both hands, and the paper fell to the black brick floor that was shiny against him, and his eyes were cold, I wanted to get out of bed and pick it up, Luo Xi stopped me, looking at it in pairs, my heart was calm and calm like a pool of autumn water at the moment, his depressed eyes were motionless, and half of it fell on my face, and the crimson knots of the orangutan that gradually appeared in my eyes were intertwined and thorned, stabbing me, as if I was going to spill blood, my heart moved slightly, and called: "Your Majesty." ”

Luo Xi's hand holding my arm shook intermittently, and he asked withholdingly, "One day, will you write such words for me?" ”

I didn't know how to answer, Luo Xi looked at me expectantly, and there was only a touch of loneliness on his face.

I was cautious, and said: "The princess also persuaded me today, telling me to go to see the Queen Mother, I thought I was going to go, this is the rule, I have to abide by it since I am already His Majesty's person, but I really don't want to be a concubine, Your Majesty may fulfill my wish?" ”

Luo Xi sighed helplessly, "That's it, if you don't seal it, you won't seal it for the time being, if you want it one day, it's not too late for me to give it to you," frowned, looked at me, and reached out to caress my cheek, "That's fine, I can come to see you from time to time, and I don't have to be bound by etiquette." ”

I said, "Your Majesty, then I will go with the princess to see the Queen Mother tomorrow?" ”

Luo Xi nodded, pulled out a faint smile, and said softly: "Okay, good." ”

Even though I couldn't speak, I bowed my head and said softly, "That'...... Great monk, Your Majesty may have let him go? ”

Luo Xi looked at me, didn't say a word, for a long time, and said: "I, I will neither let him go nor kill him, so you may feel at ease?" ”

I smiled sadly, bitter in my heart, what is this?

The great monk, Luo Xi and me, the entanglement of the three people, connected every nerve in my body, the huge and invisible pain made me more and more easy to wake up, and I recognized what reality is, what is a dream, I have absurdly thought, if I take the dream as reality every day, and live the reality as a dream, it is also a way to make myself better.

But later, I found that no matter in dream or reality, I couldn't escape the predicament of the three of them, and in the end, even I couldn't tell the cause of that embarrassment.

I looked at Luo Xi with a burning look, "Your Majesty is wise, you must know how to break this chess game to benefit the most." ”

Luo Xi said: "I am also a human being, and I also have weaknesses. ”

After speaking, he looked at me for a long time, and only left in a hurry when his father-in-law urged me.

I got up and pondered for a moment, picked up the words that Jianning had left on my case for a long time, and had not finished reading it, and said while turning it over: "Lovesick and not blind date, who is the spring for the day?" Is that how much of the world is like this? This sentence of Lord Rong expresses what I feel in my heart. However, he looked down and sneered.