Chapter 8 The Spirit Never Comes to Dream

We quietly rode the wind, and the lake did not interrupt my viewing, and I watched everything freely, and when the line was about to land, the lake said, "Be careful, ready to land!" ”

I subconsciously hugged its neck and as I spoke, we descended, our wings flapping slowing down, and we stopped at the top of a hill.

Xiao Hu gently folded his wings, knelt down again, so that I could come down!

After I came down, I unconsciously looked around again, this place is so open, different from the lake just now, there is like a secret garden-like woods, and here because it is the top of the mountain, the vision is particularly wide, as if you can reach out to touch the blue sky, the wind here is particularly cool and fresh.

The wind whistled and teased the trees, and the trees swayed leisurely.

Huhu didn't interrupt me, let me wait and see.

In this environment, I gradually began to come back to my senses. Why am I in such an environment?

Here, and where is it?

I remember that I was watching "The Classic of Mountains and Seas", and then suddenly I looked up and saw the owl, and then Bi Fang and the flying fish were at war, and then when the huge waves set off by the flying fish were about to drown me, the lake rescued me.

By the way, I turned around to look, and the lake stood quietly. At this point, everything is very strange.

"Where is this? Why am I here? ”

"What do you think of yourself?" But he asked me rhetorically.

"I," he asked, prompting me to think about the answer in my head

"How did I get here? Why? I was reading in the study, reading the book that recorded you, and then suddenly it was here! ”

The lake is still silent.

I suddenly thought of something, "By the way, you all seem to live in different places, why are you all in the same place just now, these places should be far apart, right?" I asked, confused.

"yes, we all live in different places. But here we are all at the moment. ”

"Here?" As I spoke, I turned my head to look at the scenery from this high place, with blue sky, white clouds, fresh wind, and green trees.

"Yes."

"Then why are you all here?"

"What do you think?" Xiao Hu asked rhetorically.

"Why are you asking me back? I'm asking you, huh? ”

"Because you know why?"

"How could I possibly know why?"

"You know that. You just haven't noticed it yet? ”

"Perceive what?"

"Spot where this is?"

"You've always said this is here, how do I know where this is??"

"Isn't this a place where? Nothing here. ”

"What do you mean!?"

"You have to think for yourself!"

"I," I was about to continue, but a rolling thunder rang out from the sky, which really startled me.

I looked up at the sky, it was no longer the blue sky and white clouds that I had just now, and as I had a strange conversation with the lake, the sky began to turn gray, as if it was about to rain heavily, and the wind blew violently, and when I was at a loss, the rain began to fall.

But the lake spread its wings and rose into the sky, ready to leave the top of the mountain.

I panicked all of a sudden, and ran in the direction that Huhu had left, shouting its name loudly, but it ignored it, and the strong wind and rain hit me even more violently, and I was still running and shouting, and accidentally stumbled and threw myself on the ground.

"Ahh I cried out in pain. Suddenly the wind and rain disappeared, and I propped myself up with my hands

In front of me was a window, a crescent moon bent against a blue-black background, and I froze, what was going on?

I gradually saw that the window was the one in front of my desk, and I gradually heard the sound of the TV series in my ears, and I seemed to understand something.

Looking down, I saw the spread out of the "Classic of Mountains and Seas", the mythical beast was still vividly depicted on it, I looked around, everything is very familiar, here, is my study.

Then I, I'm dreaming, this is the first explanation that comes to mind, it's natural and reasonable, but everything that just happened is very clear, every scene, every dialogue with Huhu.

Dreams, aren't they all about not remembering the beginning, forgetting the end, and only a vague part in the middle?

Everything just now seems to be real, but how can it be real?

I don't remember the beginning, I forgot the end, only the vague part in the middle!

How does it feel like it's talking about me, why is my Gu Jinjin's life so much like a dream?!

Dreams, in dreams, I don't feel like it's a dream, everything is so natural, no matter how absurd things are, only when I wake up will I find out how strange the dream is.

Then if Gu Jinjin is a dream. Then this dream is too real, and the plot, props, dialogues, and stories are so complete! It's just a little weird!

If Gu Jinjin is a dream, then whose dream is Gu Jinjin?

Thinking about this, I racked my brains to think about it.

If I weren't Gu Jinjin, who would I be!

I frowned, my mind confused, and I glanced up the window, only to see that the moon was only a small crescent, but it was exquisite, with delicate patterns hollowed out on it, and in the blue-black night, it sparkled!

I was fascinated by the moon at a glance, staring at it, here, nothing?

The night breeze was a little cool, stirring my bangs, the gray clouds enveloped the moon, I couldn't see the moon clearly, I stood up unconsciously, leaned forward, my eyes eagerly tracked, but there was only blue and black in front of me.

"The Moon." I muttered to myself, my right hand stretched out into the void in the direction where the moon had just been, trying to touch the moon, and I was in a trance.

The moon was still nowhere to be seen, and I felt some sadness welling up in my heart.

I pushed away the things on the desk, climbed onto the desk, and stood shivering against the window in the cold night breeze.

I'm still looking for the moon.

The things on the desk fell and made a lot of noise, which alarmed the mother in the living room!

"Jinjin, what's so loud?" Mom asked aloud in the living room, I couldn't hear her, still stunned in the wind.

Seeing that I didn't answer, my mother walked to my room, and when she saw my scene, she couldn't help but be stunned, and shouted, "Jinjin, what are you doing!" Come down! ”

That's when I heard someone call me. "Mom?" I slowly turned around and saw a woman with an anxious and frightened face, and I felt that this person was very strange.

"Jinjin, what are you doing, this is too dangerous, come down, don't scare me!" As she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes, and she seemed to want to get close to me, but she didn't dare, for fear that it would irritate me.

I just felt very confused, I was very confused about what was in front of me, I had no idea what it was, I just wanted to find out the moon and why she was so much in the mood. By the way, the moon, I thought of the moon, turned my body back, and continued to look around, but the sky was still blue and black.

"Jinjin, don't!" When she saw me turn back, she screamed in fright, "Come down, what's wrong with you, you seem to have no soul!" ”

I turned a deaf ear and still looked out the window, only to see that the blue-black night sky had become completely dark, like a huge dark vortex, and the wind stirred it, and it gave birth to a rainbow of colorful light like fine dust, which was a shattered rainbow, spreading.

I seemed to remember something, as if I had once floated in this dark and brilliant whirlpool.

When I think about it, I want to be thrown into this whirlpool, as if I want to return to the most primitive embrace, and my body begins to relax, and I fall forward, thinking, go back, go back there.

As soon as I fell forward, my body was pulled back and I fell into an embrace.

"Tsuzu! What are you doing here! As he spoke, he hugged me tighter and sobbed.

My body was shaking, and the sobs of women kept coming from my ears, and I only felt strange, I didn't move, as if I was watching a TV series, my eyes still looking out the window of the void, my attention on the whirlpool of the moon.

But the crying voice became louder and louder, more and more manic, like, like a tuned ghost animal, I suddenly had a kind of irritability, and suddenly, I realized something, I was in an embrace that I didn't know what kind of, and then like a paste wanted to entangle me, I looked up to see clearly, but my eyes began to dizzy, like Van Gogh's starry sky map, the stars and clouds in the starry sky all formed a whirlpool, the cry in my ears was still there, and my whole mind was about to explode.

I entered a state of struggle, as if trying to survive, I tried my best to break free from this embrace, but the hands were tightly entangled with me, like, like something, like fate, thinking of this, I suddenly froze in shock

Fate, fate, my body began to tremble, and many strange images kept flashing in my head, and then I trembled even more

Fate, fate, what's so great about fate, get out of the way, anger envelops me like fire, my tears are hot like lava, I continue to struggle, I clench to break the hands that are not like women, my finger joints are white, my elbows feel a strong antagonism, I expand with all my strength, and in a moment I push something away

Then I subconsciously jumped on the desk and jumped out of the window without hesitation, still with the manic roar behind me.

As I ran out of the window, I threw myself into the water-cold air, the moon in the sky was gone, the sky was dark, I opened my hands and obeyed gravity, only to find that time had frozen, or that the air seemed to have turned into a soft liquid

I was floating in it, and I couldn't feel the thrilling speed I should have.

It was an abyss, a whirlpool, there was no end, I was floating, gradually losing consciousness.

I felt very sleepy, I couldn't straighten my legs, I knew I was lying down, but I didn't have the strength to sit up, my arms and shoulders were a little cold.

I subconsciously pulled the quilt over a little, and I saw the computer on the right side of my stomach, showing what drama was suspended on what page, and looking up again, it was a white light, a lattice cabinet for clothes and sundries.

I felt thirsty and naturally wanted to sit up, but I found my neck and back tired, and my whole body was tired.

I struggled to sit up, picked up the cup beside my bed and took a sip, my dry throat aching from the water, and I frowned.

Drip-drip-drip, drip-drip, the sound came from the computer.

I click on the dialog box, and when I see something, I reply to it.

The final conversation is:

"I'm going to change my clothes and go out to eat, I haven't eaten normally in a few days!"

"And what have you been eating these days?"

"Carrots, relatives make them every day, all kinds of carrots, I feel like I'm about to become a rabbit!" As I said this, I felt the red, mushy object engulf me, clinging to me.

"I'm out!"

I simply wore long sleeves and pants, I looked at myself in the mirror, I couldn't see my face clearly, I saw shoulder-length messy short hair, black-framed glasses as large as diving goggles, completely covering the godless eyes, the red shirt seemed to be soaked in dry old blood, I looked at it for a long time, I didn't know what I was looking at.

I closed the cheap iron door and walked into the dimly lit hallway, the yellow voice-activated lights still woke up by the sound of footsteps.

My hair obscured the contours of my face, my glasses were more like a mask, I felt like a doll, because my mind didn't seem to exist, and I walked down the stairs and out of the building, and the cold and humid air didn't wake me up.

There was no moon in the sky, only faint white street lamps. The gravel road gasped faintly at his feet.

I walked out of the curvy path, past the bottom of the viaduct, past the garbage cans, past several small hotels next to each other, and I was heading to one place with a purpose.

I passed a traffic light, I was confronted by a young man with a bag and glasses, an uncle sweeping the floor, passing me a couple with a shoulder on their shoulders, their faces were expressions, naturally happy and happy to live here, my tired and unconscious body revealed a trace of jealousy and disgust, I shifted my gaze, continued to walk forward, turned right and walked straight, entered the sidewalk, the sidewalk was planted with many trees, colluded with the darkness to form a road that did not see the light of day, It felt like a forest that was leading nowhere, with forces lurking in it, snooping and waiting for an opportunity to move, and my legs were still moving forward step by step.

There was a green fluorescence on the right side of the front, very light and light, regular rectangle, like a coordinate, I walked in and found that it was a bus stop, there were a few sparse people in front of the station, their faces were still full of expressions, I was very close to them, but I felt that I did not belong here.

The scrutiny of them did not stop me, I walked out of the forest, turned left, and there was a lively long street, where people came and went, and although it was dark, the people were happy, and I bowed my head and went forward, avoiding all sight.

"What do you want to eat?"

I stopped, and when I looked up, it was a middle-aged man who was not tall, with a positive smile on his face to attract customers, I looked left and right, only I stopped, it was a noodle shop facing the street, there were tables and chairs on the street, I ordered set meal A and sat down, I looked down at the chili sauce.

A hand reached out to Chili Sauce, Chili Sauce moved across from me, I followed my gaze, and I saw a pair of slender hands, a silver watch, black sleeves, then a dark red tie, and then a pair of eyes looking at me.

I couldn't take my eyes off it, I looked at him, he looked at me, I don't know why, but I don't think I could control myself.

"Does evasion work? It's time for you to fulfill your mission! Thin lips spat strange and magical words.

"Me," I seemed to start to feel emotional, but I didn't know what it was, I wanted to cry, but I was tired and tired.

"Can you remember me?" He suddenly laughed mischievously.

"I," I was still holding on, I looked at him in front of me, looking closely, trying to find something in my head, but I shook my head in surrender.

"Ah, how ruthless!"

"What?!" I wondered slowly and feebly.

"Maybe it's too hard, but you still look at me like this, you must have a deep affection for me!" He ignored me completely and talked to himself.

My lips squirmed, and I was about to say something.

"Miss, this is your shrimp wonton noodles! Please use it slowly! "I had a bowl of fragrant wonton noodles in front of me, and my tired body seemed to be able to draw some energy from the swirling steam, and I seemed to be a little more awake.

"You still like this, it seems that these are not going to change!"

I looked up, his eyes blurred even more between the faint vapor, and he looked at me with a nostalgic tone, as if two old friends were talking about the past, and I suddenly felt a warm and comfortable, familiar feeling.