After talking for a long time, I retreated from the Buddha Bead Hall, raised my face to look, the sky was still rippling, the sun was bright but not dazzling, looking at the clean branches dotted with green leaves in this courtyard, the vines were big and big flowers, the petals were yellow stamens, delicately stretched, revealing a delicate face in the green leaves, from time to time revealing an intoxicating fragrance.

The palace maids were laughing outside, while packing up their things, turned their heads to look at me, and came over to me with a made rose nitrate on the stone table in their hands, and asked gently, "Niangniang, this is leaving?" ”

I nodded, looked up at the sky again, smiled and asked, "What time is it?" ”

The palace maid immediately followed and looked at the sun, and replied with a smile: "It's almost time for Shen." ”

I thought in my heart, Shen Shi, it's better to go to Cining Palace. The palace maid tilted her head and stared at me, "Since Niangniang has come here, the weather is also hot, and the face and body are prone to rashes," and the rose nitrate in her hand was lifted in front of me, "Niangniang came by chance today, two days ago, I just picked the rose petals and dried them, and I made a few roses nitrate at the moment, and it is best to use them on the face to deal with those rashes." ”

I came to my senses, smiled, and took the rose, "Then I'll take it." ”

The palace maid smiled slightly, "Niangniang doesn't have to be polite. ”

Out of the courtyard door, since when you know where to go, into the palace for more than a year, to the Cining Palace of the road has already been familiar, because of the anxiety in the heart of the pace driven, not a while, as if a gust of warm wind to break into the sideburns, before the break, I have arrived at the side door of Cining Palace, Xu is just when the palace people below guard the handover of the lamp, here for a while down no one, I am happy, but save me a tongue strength.

At three o'clock, the pervasive breeze outside the window lattice blew through the leaves like a dragon, rustling like a wave, Aunt Jinyue sat at the table in the room, her hair was tied into a low goose bun with only an old silver hairpin tightly together, and tied with a dark purple hairband, a purple-black Wufu clear water satin palace dress, low-key waves densely pierced on the cuffs, the whole person was set off in the twilight, only the pair of white jade lock core bracelets on the wrist gave birth to a faint luster.

When she saw me pushing the door in, her face was full of disbelief, and she hurriedly got up to say goodbye, "Zhaoyi...... Mother......

I let out an "um" and helped her up, "No need to be polite. ”

Aunt Jinyue looked at me and asked, "What was the accident when Niangniang came to find the slave maid this time?" "Buried in thought," but the Queen Mother ......"

I put the rose nitrate in my hand on the table, and I was tired from walking, so I sat down slowly and said, "It's not the Queen Mother, and it's not a big deal, I just have some private things I want to ask Aunt Jinyue," After scratching away her worries, he waved his hand to her again, "Sit." ”

She sat down in reply, puzzled, "What words?" ”

I thought about it for a moment, and then I said, "Do you know where I came from?" ”

She shook her head, "The slave doesn't know. As he spoke, he poured me a cup of tea.

I smiled lightly, "Buddha Bead Hall." ”

Aunt Jinyue's hand holding the cup shook slightly, and soon, she said calmly: "Buddha Bead Hall, isn't that where the princess lives?" ”

I looked at her calmly, "Yes, that's where the princess lives," and took the teacup she handed over, "I haven't had much contact with the princess in the palace for a year, so my aunt doesn't wonder why I went?" ”

Aunt Jinyue's drooping eyes closed slightly, "The slave is not curious, the master's affairs, the slave has no right to ask." ”

I stared at Aunt Jinyue, her eyelids overlapped slightly, and unconsciously squeezed out a few deep and shallow lines, like a fishtail, and suddenly felt in my heart that in the face of such a person who has experienced the vicissitudes of the world, perhaps frank confession is the best way, so I said: "Today I went to the Pearl Hall to find the princess because of some of my doubts, I asked the princess some about the past, and the princess also told me what she knew, but it was only a part, not all," staring at her, "There is another part, I think Aunt Jinyue should know." ”

She glanced at me and smiled softly, "What else do you want to know?" ”

My eyes lit up and I said, "Why do I have amnesia?" And why did you enter the palace? What's going on here? ”

She gently stroked the crystal clear jade bracelet on her wrist with her fingertips, "That's a tortuous past, maybe it's better if you don't know," she suddenly raised her eyes to look at me, "Are you sure you want to know?" Don't you regret it? ”

I shook my head, "No matter how twists and turns, no matter how sad and sad, these memories should belong to me, they are part of me, I must get them back, so that I can make the best choices in the next part of my life." ”

Aunt Jinyue's eyebrows twisted like a peak, and she sighed lightly, "The slave doesn't know everything, but she can tell you what she knows, and as for the rest, if you want to know, you still need to find it yourself." ”

I nodded.

Her face seemed to be shrouded in a thin layer of clouds, sighed lightly, and recalled: "At that time, the Yunnan palace was not peaceful, many things happened, everyone was peaceful on the surface, but in fact, everyone was worried in their hearts.

Early that morning, the two maids and maidservants who were waiting for you, one named Ning Xiang and the other named Ju Xiang, came to find Your Majesty, saying that you had gone out alone early in the morning, and that your expression was not very good, and I was afraid that you would do something stupid.

His Majesty was anxious when he heard the whole person, regardless of the situation, regardless of the illness, but also regardless of his own safety, he hurriedly took a team of people out to look for it, I don't know what happened, and then I found you at the foot of Xun Mountain, and you floated in the spring pool, after Your Majesty rescued you, you have been in breath for a long time, and after a simple examination, it was found that you didn't even have a pulse and a heartbeat.

Everyone persuaded His Majesty to accept the reality that you are dead, but His Majesty insisted on taking you back to Yunnan Palace for treatment, for three days and three nights, the Yanlai Palace was brightly lit, and no one from the imperial doctor or His Majesty left half a step. ”

I listened to my heart, my eyes were a little warm, and I couldn't help but breathe, "So, Your Majesty is my savior?" ”

She thought for a moment and said, "Yes and no." ”

"What do you mean?"

"Because if Your Majesty had never been to the Yunnan Palace, and had not forced you step by step, you might not have made such a choice."

"Step by step?"

She nodded, "You are in the Yunnan Palace, Zhongben and Ming Shizi," she paused again when she said this, and explained, "It's Cangyang, the two of you are a pair of beautiful people, but Your Majesty has always wanted to bring you into the palace to accompany you, although Your Majesty has never said it explicitly, but in fact, the people around you know a thing or two, and you at that time may be because of a dilemma." ”

I narrowed my eyes and asked, "What happened later?" ”

She shook her head and said: "Later, you woke up, but you lost your memory, you don't remember anything, and you are also confused, the slave maid and the princess went to see you at that time, and the whole person was like dementia. ”

I frowned and tried to think about it, "I don't even remember the time in the Yunnan Palace. ”

Aunt Jinyue said: "At that time, you looked like a three-year-old child, how could you remember?" ”

I took a clue and asked, "Do you know why I have amnesia, why do I have amnesia when everyone is awake?" ”

Aunt Jinyue shook her head, "The slave maid doesn't know the details, after all, at that time, His Majesty was not allowed to let anyone approach, and the one who served you in the palace was your personal maid in the Yunnan Palace, in addition, except for His Majesty and the imperial doctor, no one could enter, and no one dared to go in, and the slave maid also sent someone to inquire before, but the news was blocked by His Majesty impenetrable," she lowered her eyes, thought for a while, and said, "Maybe you can ask the imperial doctor, the slave knows that the imperial doctor who was with you at that time is the current imperial doctor of the palace hospital." ”

I nodded, but asked again: "But you all say that I and Cangyang are in love, then it should be life and death, even if it can't be life and death, it should be him to save me, even if he can't come to save me, in the end, I can't just be allowed to enter the palace with His Majesty, and he is the general title of the nephew of the King of Yunnan, why is it Your Majesty who saved me instead of him?" Why is it that when I am dying, he ignores me? Why didn't you try your best to stop me from entering the palace at that time? Why hasn't there been any news for a whole year? I snorted, "Is he such a selfish man who is afraid of things?" Then he lowered his eyes and said, "If he is, how can I fall in love with him?" ”

Aunt Jinyue said simply: "According to the slave maid, Ming Shizi is not a selfish person who is afraid of things, although Ming Shizi is the title of nephew of the king of Yunnan, he does not live in the Yunnan palace, but has set up another mansion outside, in those days, what happened to him, no one knows, I am afraid that something big has happened, I can't take care of it!" ”

"Really?"

He said, he didn't want me to hate him, and why?

I raised my eyes to look at Aunt Jinyue and looked at each other calmly, "You all know a little bit about it, but you all hide it from me." ”

She sighed and said in a low voice: "First, the slave does not dare to disobey His Majesty's will, and second, God will not only reincarnate you, but also make you amnesiac, maybe you don't want to worry about the past anymore, or maybe you forget, it is good for you, not bad." The slave can tell the mother that the past things that the mother wants to trace really won't make you happier than you are now. ”

"Your Majesty? Did Your Majesty not let you tell me? ”

"Your Majesty won't let it, and neither will the slave and maid."

"What right do you have to help me decide?"

"It's not Your Majesty who makes the decision, and it's not the slave maid who makes the decision, but God makes the decision for the mother, and the next thing is just to follow the trend."

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