179 Not Rejoicing in Things, Not Feeling Sorry for Yourself (4)

When I returned to the Wanyi Palace, I was having dinner, no one spoke, so that everywhere was quiet, and the branches and leaves in the courtyard were blown down by the wind on the thick green mattress, which sounded loud and quiet, making people feel even more lonely and wandering.

Because of the confusion and uncertainty of his thoughts, he dropped the chopsticks after two mouthfuls at will, only thinking about what reason to find tomorrow in order to call the imperial doctor to the Wanyi Hall without losing weight, and not to make people have a little doubt, the more I thought about it, the more I became more and more distracted, until Luo Xi's light call, I suddenly looked back.

Luo Xi stood there with his hands behind his back, with a light smile on his lips, it was so quiet that my heart moved, "What, I came here for dinner, are you not happy?" ”

I pursed my lips and whispered, "No." ”

Qiu Si and Dong Xue hurriedly said goodbye, and added another pair of chopsticks and came up, "Your Majesty, please." ”

Luo Xi said "um", sat down and looked at me, "You don't have a good face, do you have something on your mind?" ”

My body trembled slightly, the hairs on my arms stood up all at once, I narrowed my eyes, and after a while, I chuckled: "Your Majesty is too worried, I eat well all day long, live well, and live a calm and gentle life, how can I have something on my mind?" After thinking about it, he said: "A few days ago, the queen mother and the queen mother all talked to me, and they all mentioned opening branches and leaves for the royal family," he said, and he couldn't help but feel ashamed on his face, "Although I don't care on the surface, I actually care in my heart, I have been in the palace for more than a year, and there is no news at all," pursed his lips, and his voice was even more sluggish, "Even Xiangxiang has it." ”

Luo Xi's inky ripples in his eyes swept away the smile one by one, and said softly: "It turns out that I am worried about this," the corners of his mouth hooked again, "Then since you know, you should also work hard, right?" ”

I glanced at him, "No matter how hard you work for this kind of thing, it's just fate." ”

Luo Xi put down his chopsticks, reached over and shook my hand, and said with a smile: "It's up to people!" ”

I raised my eyes and looked at him, and said with a light smile: "I heard that the imperial hospital has excellent medical skills, and I want to ask him for a peace pulse for me tomorrow, and by the way, ask if there is any good way to regulate my body," smiled and lowered his eyes, got up and saluted, "Please Your Majesty's permission." ”

He just smiled, "The Imperial Doctor is in charge of many matters in the Imperial Hospital, and he hasn't diagnosed the peace pulse for the harem people for more than a year. ”

More than a year...... No, that is to say, after I entered the palace, Luo Xi did not let the imperial doctor enter and leave the harem at will, this is not a coincidence, but Luo Xi did it intentionally, because he wanted to hide some things, my heart trembled, "I heard that the imperial doctor has excellent medical skills, so I wanted him to come and ask for a peace pulse, I don't worry about other people, and it's useless, Your Majesty, you just answer me, just ask for a peace pulse, and it won't be delayed for much time," got up and stuck to his side, shook his arm, and said coquettishly, "Your Majesty, don't you want to be your father?" ”

He smiled faintly, "Okay, okay," gently pulled me to sit down, raised his hand to brush the tip of my nose, and said dotingly, "Just let the imperial doctor come and show you, you fell off the horse before, and I just asked him to show you how you are recovering in the palace for more than a year, and after showing you, let him come to me to say." ”

I nodded, was silent for a while, my eyes flowed over Luo Xi's face, and then fell on the dark floor tiles, so that there seemed to be an indissolvable shadow between my eyebrows, Luo Xi turned my face with his hand, and asked gently, "What's wrong?" ”

I shook my head, quite touched: "Your Majesty just said that I fell from a horse, I regret it very much, thinking that my father is a general, commanding the three armies, whether on horseback or on the battlefield, he is heroic, fresh clothes and angry horses, so mighty, so beautiful, but I, as his daughter, can actually fall off the horse," sighed quietly, "Speaking of which, it is really a shame!" ”

His eyes lit up, and he asked in a deep voice, "But what ugly things did someone say to you behind your back?" Slammed the table, and the dishes and chopsticks immediately made a unison "jingling" sound, "Those who chew the root of their tongues, I will have to ask someone to cut off their tongues one day!" ”

Qiu Si and Dong Xue trembled beside them, and their faces were blue and white.

I hurriedly waved my hand, "No," I sighed lightly, and bit my lip again, "It's just my own self-pity." As I spoke, I glanced at Qiu Si and Dong Xue. They understood and retreated.

Luo Xi's hand caressed my face and curled my hair, "You really don't need to mind this, you will never embarrass the Meng family, you know that your riding skills were excellent before, and that time was just an accident." ”

I grinned and poked Luo Xi's shoulder, "Your Majesty coaxed me!" ”

He straightened his back and frowned, "How can I coax you!" ”

I cleared my throat and smiled at him, "How will Your Majesty know how well I used to ride?" "Raise your head," Your Majesty didn't know me before I entered the palace," I saw that his eyes tightened, but it was only a momentary catch, "Your Majesty still said that it wasn't to coax me?" ”

Luo Xi changed his smile in a blink of an eye, and said to me: "I also listened to General Meng, General Meng is an honest man, and he will never lie to me. ”

I nodded, my eyes fixed on Luo Xi's face, but there was a smile on the corner of my mouth, and my hand was supporting my head, "I really don't know what kind of person I used to be." ”

Luo Xi stared at me suddenly, my heart was shocked, his face was silent, his gaze at me gradually eased, like the condensed frost all over the ground, the pear blossoms were white and delicate, and his voice was a little emotional, "I ...... I've also heard General Meng say that you were very different from now. The words are full of the ever-changing gentleness of the world.

I hurriedly raised my eyebrows and asked, "How is it different?" ”

He thought for a long time before he said: "You have too many things hidden in your heart, too many emotions, you are unhappy, sensitive, sentimental, you act carefully, if people don't take the initiative to treat you, you will never have a little transgression towards people, this is not pedantic etiquette, but a kind of self-protection of you, a kind of self-shame," after a sigh, he said, "Such a tired life, how can you be as happy as you are now?" ”

I frowned slightly, incredulous, "Was I that person before?" After a while, I shook my head slightly, and said in a puzzled tone, "However, I am the only daughter who grew up in General Zuo's mansion, how can I be such a character in His Majesty's mouth?" I couldn't help but look puzzled, and said with a smile, "I always thought that I was delicate, arrogant, and warm, just like a pomegranate flower with a proud branch standing in the spring light, but I never thought that I would be a cold plum blooming alone in the winter wind and snow, so bleak and lonely." As he spoke, there was a sour feeling in his eyes.

Luo Xi sighed with emotion: "The moon is cloudy and sunny, people have joys and sorrows, since many things have dissipated like smoke, there is no need to pursue them, isn't it?" He said, taking my hand.

Although I was a little unwilling in my heart, I also said softly: "Since it is God's choice, then, I accept the current result." ”

His gaze rested on my face, and he suddenly frowned, and his tone was calm, and he said to me, "Miao, you have to remember that no matter what I do, it is because I love you, I want to protect you, and I want you to be happy. ”

I bowed my head, "Why did Your Majesty say that?" ”

He squeezed my hand and chuckled, "I'm so scared of losing you. ”

I looked at him with a smile and asked, "Why is Your Majesty afraid?" ”

He shook his head, relieved, but his face was also confused, "I don't know," he lowered his eyes and was silent for a while, and then asked me a strange word, "Miao, do you believe that there is a heart-to-heart connection in this world, and there is no prophet?" ”

I lowered my head and smiled, and quipped, "Why, Your Majesty has also begun to learn the art of Qimen Dunjia?" ”

Luo Xi and Yue smiled: "When I met your eyes, I only felt a panic in my heart, there was no reason at all, it's really strange, even if there was a blade in my throat before, I was never afraid of half a point." ”

I smiled, "Your Majesty has thought too much, I have entered the palace and am Your Majesty's Zhaoyi Niangniang, so I will definitely not leave, it must be that the state affairs are complicated today, and Your Majesty is a little tired, so these nonsense worries will suddenly arise." ”

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