181 Not Rejoicing in Things, Not Feeling Sorry for Yourself (6)

Sending the Imperial Doctor away, I only took Qiu Si out for a stroll, saying that it was a stroll, but it was better to say that it was because of what the Imperial Doctor told me that made me feel depressed in my chest, and even the huge Wanyi Hall made me feel depressed, looking at Qiu Si and Dongxue, I couldn't help but feel heartache, lying to me so far, I am also skilled, but I look at them wholeheartedly towards me, and I don't know how to treat them for a while, so I have to come out to breathe.

The sun was so hot, stinging my eyes, I couldn't help but raise my hand to cover the silk on my forehead, as if someone was coming behind against the scorching sun, I heard the soles of my shoes stepping on a crisp leaf "click", like a jade shattered into slag, and then raised in the wind to be rolled into the vast air, a head bowed and walked forward, the footsteps behind continued to follow, never stopped.

Qiu Si reminded in a low voice, "Niangniang, there is Prince Ning in the back." ”

I smiled faintly when I heard this, stopped and turned my head, and asked in a lazy tone, "Is Prince Ning on the same road?" ”

He didn't look at me, only chuckled, "Yes," paused, "On the same road, I wonder if it is possible to walk with my mother for a while?" ”

As far as the eye could see, Prince Ning was wearing a python-gray brocade dress with a fine pattern of necklace, and a large lotus pattern appeared on the thin clothes. A silver hairpin tied more than half of the hair high behind the head, and the color was like a pool of ink that could not be dissolved. His cynical eyes seemed to have a deep knot hidden in him, dark and forested, and the bamboo shadows were intricate, so he stood there with a smile instead of a smile.

I nodded, "Of course," and glanced at Qiu Si beside me again, "You go and follow." ”

Qiu Si clearly, "The slave understands. ”

Prince Ning walked over slowly and walked beside me, "Niangniang is really interested, if it is Xiao Wang, it will never be as leisurely as Niangniang." ”

I smiled helplessly, "What else should I do?" Crying and grabbing the ground? While walking forward, he shook his head lightly, "Prince Ning doesn't often enter the palace, but today is it summoned by His Majesty?" ”

He raised his eyebrows, "Niangniang may have some misunderstanding about Xiao Wang, does Xiao Wang have to be summoned by His Majesty before Xiao Wang enters the palace?" ”

I asked curiously, "So can Prince Ning tell me what kind of person you are?" ”

He patted his head and smiled deliberately, "I almost forgot, Niangniang is not the little girl before," his eyes looked at the craggy rockery in the distance, and sighed softly, "There are a lot of rumors about Xiao Wang, but most of them are hearsay, only one point, what they said is right." ”

I squinted and asked, "Which point?" ”

He pursed his lips and smiled: "Cynicism," and added, "The prodigal son is a prodigal son after all, even if he does a few bloody things, he can't change his own *** son and will never look back." ”

I laughed and said: "Prince Ning is really interesting, where does anyone say this about himself, isn't it possible that you are not afraid that in the future, the boudoir lady in the entire Jiankang City will be frightened and turn around and run away?" ”

He snorted lightly, as if laughing at himself, "Isn't this already the case?" He took two steps forward and stretched out his arms, "The world is so big, not only in Jiankang City that there are fair ladies." ”

I followed behind, the wind blew, the leaves rattled, and suddenly I remembered that when we first met, he spoke to me, and he was calm, and said quietly, "You have known me for a long time." ”

He paused, looked back and said with a smile: "What Niangniang said, Xiao Wang didn't understand it for a while." ”

I stopped, looked at him and said, "In the twenty-third year of Nanliang, you were expelled to Wenshan Prefecture by Your Majesty, before this, you and I should have known each other," his eyes were slightly hot, and the corners of my mouth hooked a smile, "When I first saw you, I was surprised by your words, and then the princess told me something, since I know the princess, Your Majesty, and Cangyang, then I must be acquainted with you." Am I right? ”

His face was slightly stunned, "Have you seen the vicissitudes?" ”

I nodded, "Yes." ”

He asked, "Do you remember the past?" ”

I shook my head, "No," after a pause, I added, "I'm just piecing together memories, I don't want to live in vain." ”

His blazing expression, which had been lit like a flame, finally slowly dimmed, "The patchwork memories are all subjective and not real, besides, Your Majesty is right, let you know that those gloomy past events are not necessarily good for you, isn't it good for you to do this?" ”

I stood stunned and asked, "Okay?" After a while, I sarcastically said, "Is it good to live like the walking dead?" I don't know who I am, and I let others slaughter like fish on a chopping board, is this good? I don't even know who my relatives are, isn't that good? ”

He smiled wryly, "Sometimes, in some cases, relatives are not as good as strangers. ”

I asked, "What do you mean?" ”

He patted me on the shoulder, "If you knew how your relatives treated you before, you would definitely feel that it is better to have such relatives than not to have them." ”

I wondered, "How so?" ”

He smiled, "You have a sister who later became Xiao Wang's princess, your relationship is not good, because you are a concubine, and your mother died early, and the whole family treats you as a maid, she often sneers at you in front of Xiao Wang, think about it, I really haven't said a good word about you." ”

"She can be ruthless to me, but I can't be unrighteous to her."

The smile on my face was faint and thin.

The smile on the corner of his mouth seemed to mock me, "You are indeed not unjust to her, you exchanged her life for my life." ”

I wondered, "We? ”

He said, "Yes, you still have Your Majesty." ”

I frowned and muttered, "It turns out that I have already entered the palace at that time." ”

His gaze swept over my face, "You entered the palace, but it seems that you were forced, and you don't have a concubine, let alone a title," he sighed deeply, "However, it seems that it's not that Your Majesty doesn't give it, but you don't want it yourself, because this matter has been making a lot of trouble for a while, and then I left, so I don't know what happened to you." ”

Suddenly, there was a cold wind blowing into my eyes, and everything in front of me was filled with a white and misty aura, and I didn't know why, but when I heard him talk about it, my heart throbbed, "Princess, how did you die?" ”

Prince Ning looked around, sneered with his hands in his hands, "Heavy?" ”

I hurriedly said, "Of course it's important! ”

His eyes were gloomy, and his voice was low, "Those who were burned to death were burned to death by you, are you satisfied?" ”

I asked, "Where?" Seeing that he didn't know why, he added: "Where was she burned to death?" ”

He exhaled, as if suppressing his sadness, and after a long time, he slowly said three words: "Zichen Palace." ”

I was confused, "Zichen Palace? Shaking his head, "I've never seen this palace in the palace, are you mistaken?" ”

Prince Ning snorted lightly, his eyebrows were silent, and after a long time, he said: "Everything in Zichen Palace was burned to ashes by a fire on that terrible night, how can there still be Zichen Palace?" ”

I gasped, "How so?" ”

He looked at me and sneered: "To be honest, I don't blame you, and I can't blame you, everything is 'to blame', she treats you like that, I treat you like that, you have done your best." ”

I asked, "What do you do to me?" ”

He stared at me and said, "Remember, I'm not a good person, anyway. I have not been kind to you, nor have I been kind to your eldest sister. ”

I smiled faintly, "You're not a good person, but you're not a bad person either." It's just that people are a little stupid. ”

"How so," he asked. ”

I smiled and said, "I obviously know that I have amnesia, and I still show it all in front of me, without leaving a little room for myself, isn't it stupid?" When we met for the first time, you had already said a lot of things, and later, you kept pretending not to know, as if nothing had happened, what is not stupid? ”

He breathed a sigh of relief, "Fools have foolish blessings," sighed, "Many years ago, when Luo Xi ascended the throne, I was not convinced but there was nothing I could do, I could only watch my younger brother ascend the throne, and now I have just woken up." ”

I laughed, "Wake up to what?" ”

He said: "The emperor is not good at all, it is not interesting at all, fighting all day long, guarding against it, marrying a bunch of women he doesn't like for the sake of profit under his eyelids, weighing the pros and cons, physically and mentally exhausted, the emperor has been doing it for a long time, people have no trust in their hearts, doubt this, doubt that, and even have to guard against the women around them." ”

I smiled, "You're right. ”

He squinted his eyebrows, "What?" Do you regret it now? ”

I asked, "What do I regret?" ”

He lowered his eyes, "The reason why Your Majesty is Your Majesty is that you and Cangyang were the first to do it back then!" ”

I was silent for a while, looking panicked, "What?!" ”

He sighed lightly: "He was expected by everyone at that time, and you and Cangyang were a potential force supporting him behind the scenes, so even your father, your own father, and Mrs. Li helped him a lot openly and secretly." ”

I hurriedly asked, "What did you say?" My own father? Where is he? Where is he now? ”

His voice was low and firm, "You don't have to care so much about your own father. ”

I asked, "Why?" ”

He said: "You didn't have a trace of nostalgia for the entire Taifu Mansion before. ”

I asked, "Why?" ”

He said: "I heard your sister talk about it, you have lived a miserable life since you were a child, and your father looks at it as if you didn't see it, and even few people in Jiankang City know that there is a second lady in the Taifu Mansion, so you never call him a father, only call him master, and it can be regarded as temperamental, and later it is said that you were poisoned by the eldest lady, and carried out of the house overnight to the ancestral grave to be buried, but I don't know what happened to be saved by Cangyang, he was not like this at that time, he was the abbot of the national temple at that time, and he had an official position. ”

I frowned, my mind in turmoil, "It's too messy, it's too messy." ”

He smiled, "There's even more mess!" ”

I tugged at his sleeve, "What is it?" ”

He looked at me and said, "You really want to know?" ”

I nodded.

He said: "Cangyang to save you is not a whim or kindness, I have checked at the time, he just wanted to use you, but I didn't expect you to wake up halfway, and attracted a group of wolves, I guess or when the eldest lady poisoned you, a soft hand, the amount of medicine was less, so you actually woke up halfway, he should have taken over in the ancestral tomb, but there was no figure left and right, and he was anxious, so he asked the people who followed to wait in place, and ran out to find a night along the road. ”

I snorted and squinted at him, "How do you know?" Se Wu smiled, "It's like I've seen it with my own eyes." ”

He looked inscrutable and said to me: "Because later, Xiao Wang, I noticed Luo Xi's strange appearance at that time, and found that these two people actually joined forces, so I took the opportunity to check down and found out everything." ”

I was startled, and a chill ran down my spine, "Why?" Why me? ”

He sneered and asked, "Do you think he gave less before?" ”

I hurriedly asked, "What happened later?" Did I enter the palace? Could it be that I and the first emperor are also ......"

He looked at my face, "Naturally, no, because he found a great benefit in you." ”

I asked, "What is it?" ”

He took two steps towards me, and I stepped back, "Your face really looks too much like the winter concubine back then, he has to make good use of it, he must not destroy the heavens, right?" ”

I whispered, "Why are they doing this?" ”

He sneered, "One wants freedom, the other wants power." ”

I trembled and whispered, "And then?" ”

He was disdainful, "Then both of them fell in love with you, and both wanted to get you, and then, the first emperor died." ”

It's unbearable, it's unbearable.

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