136 I want to kill

The smile on his face was like a green willow brushing through the spring color of the garden, and he leaned down and kissed the corner of my lips, and said jokingly: "Little fool, tease you." ”

"You, you're a manβ€”" I blushed, pounding his shoulders with fists with both hands, "it's so annoying." ”

He laughed, grabbed my hand in one hand, suddenly stopped laughing, and whispered in my ear: "I know you're shy, but ...... It's also a matter of time. ”

I was so blushing that I wanted to find a handkerchief to cover my face, but I had no choice but to strike him on the other shoulder with my other hand, and he caught him again, so that his arms lost their support, and he pressed against me.

His gaze was fixed on my chest, and before the placket that had been half-opened by his fingers had not yet been tied, I hurriedly pulled my hands out of his hands to straighten the placket.

"Don't move!" He grabbed my hand, put my hand on his lips and kissed it, and said softly, "Let me see your scars......"

"Don'tβ€”" I shook my head hurriedly, trying to push him away, only to realize that these ugly scars had given me more than just pain, they had also imprinted me with inferiority, and I ...... Don't dare to let them face Yan Shao, "Don't look at it, it's too terrifying, it's too ugly......"

Yan Shao turned to his side, lying on my side, he hugged me with one hand, and the fingers of the other hand slid into my hair, gently stroking my hair, he sighed in a low voice: "Ah Yan, what can I do to give you a full sense of security, so that you can believe that as long as it is yours, whether it is beautiful or ugly, good or bad, I will accept and cherish it." ”

I looked up at him, I believed everything he said since I opened my heart to him, I never doubted his sincerity to me, and every time I couldn't get past it.

"Lord Wang, it's not your problem, it's mine, I'...... I don't want you to see such an ugly side of me. ”

"You have also seen the scars on my body, big and small, will you dislike me in the future?"

I hurriedly shook my head: "No, never, I was shocked and ...... It hurts, but being a woman is different. ”

I looked at him and met each other, neither of them spoke, his hand moved to my face, gently stroked my cheek, and then after dropping a kiss on my forehead, he said, "Good, close your eyes." ”

I closed my eyes nervously, his hand moved from my cheek to my neck, and then rested on my collarbone for a moment, and then, he pulled down my shirt, and I panicked, grabbed his hand tightly, opened my eyes, and asked softly, "Do you really want to see it?" ”

He smiled and asked me, "Won't you want to be my wife?" ”

"Huh?" The topic jumped a little fast, and I couldn't answer.

He bit my earlobe and smiled slyly: "On the wedding night, do you also plan to lie down in your clothes and let me spend the night in vain?" ”

"You, that's always the case." The tension was relieved by his intentional teasing.

He smiled lightly, "So, don't save your nerves for that night, now, we can rehearse to take your nerve-"

Before I could finish speaking, he had already lifted the placket of his shirt, and before I could fully react, his fingers flew and quickly untied the knot in my belly pocketβ€”

"Ahh

Yan Shao pulled away my hands in front of my chest, my body trembled, and under his gentle gaze, I finally mustered up the courage to expose my shame and inferiority complex to him.

His expression changed dramatically at the sight of the scar, he gasped at first, then his eyes widened, and he shook his head desperately, I saw his fingertips trembling slightly, he reached out, and his fingertips gently crossed the scars, whether shallow or deep, new or old.

His Adam's apple was sliding up and down, and I could tell he was desperately trying to restrain his emotions, his warm palms covering the scar and gently soothing it.

His movements were so gentle, but I saw the blood bulging on the back of his hand, and I grabbed his hand with both hands and told him, "It doesn't hurt anymore." ”

"I hurtβ€”" He pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly, he buried his face in my neck and asked in a loud voice, "Why didn't you let me meet you sooner?" Why make you suffer like this? ”

"Lord Wang, I've already met you, and the heavens have begun to make up for me, isn't it?" I hugged him, thinking that he shouldn't feel guilty for what I had suffered?

When he looked up again, I saw that his eyes were bloodshot, and he was staring at the scars on my heart, as if he wanted to seam every scar into my mind.

He said: "I have fought for more than ten years, and I have seen countless bloody and ferocious pictures, but it was a war, a duel between men, and a last resort to defend my family and country. But you don't deserve this kind of torture, your own parents, your own sister, they are so cruel that they cut your heart and suck your blood when you were a baby, are they still human? ”

"Lord ......"

"I want to kill!"

"Lord Wang," he was angry and excited because he felt sorry for me, I was full of emotion, I leaned on his shoulder, and said softly, "Don't be sad, I've already survived, do you know why I can face those painful memories of the past so calmly at this moment?" ”

Yan Shao stroked my head lying on his shoulder and asked, "Why?" ”

"Because of you."

I felt Yan Shao's body stiffen, and I continued, "I can't imagine how I would have to endure such pain when I recover all my memories without you, but because of you, when I recovered all my memories, when I was sure that I and Shi Ji were still innocent, I was so glad that I didn't think too much about how much pain these people gave me, the only person I thought of was you, I just wanted to see you soon!" ”

"Ah Yan ......" Yan Shao's voice was filled with irrepressible excitement and joy, he couldn't wait to grab my lips, I responded to him warmly, he held my face, and promised me again: "I will definitely tear this group of bastards!" Certain! ”

I understood his mood at the moment, but I still turned my back from his arms, trying to hide the ugly scar again, but Yan Shao's hands pressed my shoulders, and his low and hoarse voice came from behind my ears: "I'm coming." ”

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