135 Be yourself

I need such a hug so much that I can cry freely, Yan Shao kissed my face, kissed my eyes, kissed my tears......

Finally, he bit his chin and said, "Cry, cry well, you have shed all the tears you should shed, and then it will be their turn to cry!" ”

It was only after my crying became quieter and my emotions gradually calmed down that Yan Shao lifted my chin, gently wiped away every tear stain for me, and finally gently dropped a kiss on my lips.

He held my face full of pity and affection, but I saw in his deep eyes the anger that had not yet subsided, and he said, "I will make decisions for you!" How much blood they took from you, I must double it from them!" ”

I suddenly feel that my life is to rely on after all, I know that he will always stand behind me, from now on, no longer let me suffer from heartbreaking, he is God's compensation for the rest of my life, but I am a little greedy, I feel that it is not enough to have his backing, I need my own strength.

"I know you'll protect me, but I'm ......," I said, flipping the hand that had been held in his palm and wrapping my fingers around him, "I must learn to be strong myself, and if I am weak, I will have a weakness, and one day I will be hit by them, and I am afraid that it will give me the most fatal blow." ”

The anger in Yan Shao's eyes was replaced by appreciation, and he said with a smile: "If you can think like this, it means that you are becoming stronger, Ah Yan, you have always been tough and independent, but because the chaotic memories have tied your hands and feet, you have many scruples, and now, you can be yourself again." ”

"Be yourself," I muttered to myself, .......

"I will be behind you, standing behind you all the time, helping you find yourself, making you a strong self, the most complete version of yourself."

I was extremely moved, and at this moment a strange thought flashed through me, thinking that the suffering I had suffered before might be to be able to withstand the love of the person in front of me in the future.

I thought about the reason why I decided to leave him because my memory was tampered with by Shi Ji, and although he didn't mention it anymore, I think he still had doubts.

I can sit with him in such a hug at this moment, and I can continue the unfinished relationship, all thanks to his persistence and refusal to give up, I don't want to have any gap with him.

So, I also told him all the memories that Mr. Wen had tampered with when Shi Ji invited: "I...... I thought I really had a ...... with him This relationship, I can't accept the fact that I don't feel worthy of your love. ”

Yan Shao's face turned a little gloomy after he suddenly realized, and he pinched my cheek hard: "In vain, I always thought you were a smart person, did you forget that you and I fell in love that night, you once said that because you don't remember the past, you are afraid that you have ever married, promised to marry, and may even raise children, have you forgotten how I answered you at that time?" ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't forget, you said that you don't care what you come first, and you also said that I am the first woman to make your heart move, and for you, there must be a first come, first come." ”

"You still remember", he pinched my cheeks again, and I only dared to stare at him with my eyes, he ignored it, and continued: "Then do you remember that you still asked me, because you don't know your own life history, and ask me if I will be taboo if you have had an unbearable past." ”

I continued to nod and said, "You said that you would not be taboo, if my past is really bumpy, you will only pity me more, and you will definitely help me get back all the grievances I have suffered." ”

When he was about to pinch my face for the third time, I hurriedly brushed the hand that was still on my face, covered my face and said, "I can't pinch it anymore, it hurts!" ”

He forced a smile and waited for him to withdraw his hand before I let go of the hand I was covering my face, thinking that he would let it go, but unexpectedly, he made another quick move and scratched my nose hard.

"Before I took you to meet Shi Ji, I also said that I would share all the pain for you, including your past, no matter what happened, this can't shake my determination to marry you, do you really think that I am only saying these words for you to hear?"

I was so weak that I dared to reply easily, so I had to look at him pitifully, he shook his head and sighed: "You still don't have confidence in me." ”

"It's not that I don't have confidence in you, it's that I'm disappointed in myself, although I've asked you a lot of uncertain questions before, it's just that I want to get your affirmative answers, and deep down I still believe that I won't have a past that I can't explain to you, but, when the memory appears like this, I really can't face myself, and I can't face you-"

I panicked and hurriedly hugged his neck with both hands, but he carried me to the side of the bed, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, grabbed his shoulder with one hand, and asked in a trembling voice: "Lord Wang, you ...... What are you doing? ”

A deadly smile appeared on his handsome face, and his deep eyebrows were stained with sparkling stars, and I had never seen such a wild and evil side on his face, my heart ...... I whispered to my heart, "No...... No way. ”

He put me on the bed, and I tried to get up and run away, but he bullied me and pressed me under me, and I put my hands against me, panicked, nervous, scared, shy...... All kinds of emotions are mixed into a messy me.

He supported me with his arms and wrapped my body in his arms, and I was almost face to face with him, and we could hear each other's heartbeats violently.

I felt my mouth dry because I was nervous, I licked my tongue, but ...... But the tongue was grabbed and swallowed up in an instant.

I screamed, but I was attacked by another wave, and the wonderful sensation spread to all my limbs with the lingering of my lips and tongue, and my heart felt a faint pain because it was beating too hard, and I wanted to push him away, but I was extremely nostalgic for this fierceness and sweetness.

He stretched out his fingers and gently picked open the placket of my clothes, and I woke up like a dream, hurriedly grabbed his hand, shook my head at him, and said softly: "Lord, no." ”

"Because you have been tampered with your memory, you think that you and Shi Ji already have a skin-to-skin relationship and want to throw me down, you attach so much importance to your chastity, do you think I should be happy or sad? So I thought, in this case, why don't I ask you immediately, and from then on I can sit back and relax, and I will never be afraid that you will leave me! ”

"You ......" I didn't know that he had such a thought, and his heart was smeared with the sweetness that stretched out like a water circle, and his heart softened, and he couldn't help but say, "I will never leave you again, unless...... You don't want me. ”

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