134 I know it's wrong
Although I am still the one who has been trampled and trampled by fate repeatedly, I still have weaknesses in my body, and I am still burdened with all kinds of love and hatred, but I am focused on the sun at the moment, I have no scruples, I just want to see him in my heart.
At the end of the cloister flashed the corners of the fluttering robe, and I stopped, and the tall and straight figure seemed to be approaching me on the other side of my life.
My heart was hot, my eyes were moist, and I thought that I had almost passed by this figure, and if the ending was really wrong, how would I face my past and how would I continue my future for the rest of my life?
Like me, he stopped at the end of the cloister, and we looked at each other silently through the flickering glass lights, through the slanting moonlight in the court, and through the countless scattered tidbits that were darkened by the evening breeze......
He was the first to stand on his feet and walked briskly towards me, and I was encouraged to rush into his arms, and he opened his arms and hugged me tightly into his arms, and I buried my head in his arms and greedily sucked his taste.
His chin rubbed against the top of my head, and then, his lips fell on my forehead, and he asked, "Ah Yan, are you okay?" ”
I shook my head in his arms, then nodded again, he let go of his hand, gently stroked the back of my head, and said softly, "I don't know what you've been through, but I know that you must have gone through a lot of hardships, and then, can you leave everything to me?" ”
I had just returned from hell and finally threw myself into his arms, as if I had been wounded, and the frightened elk had finally found its way home, found peace and security, and I just wanted to grasp the tranquility of this moment.
He allowed me to rest in his arms, and time seemed to stand still in this beautiful courtyard, and it seemed to be a long, long time before he asked me, "Are you tired?" ”
I nodded, and then looked up from his arms, there was a gentle pampering in my deep black eyes, and my heart was filled with soft feelings, and said, "Lord, I'm sorry to let you ...... Sad. ”
His hand on my back stopped, his breath instantly became hot, and his warm lips swallowed my guilt and poured out his thoughts and resentments.
He gnawed at my lips gently, slightly punitively, and I wanted to hide, but the tip of my warm and soft tongue drove directly into my lips and teeth, and in an instant, I felt that I had lost my bearings, and let him lead me to sink into the deep affection that had been lost and regained.
"You ...... A woman without a conscience. His warm lips came to my ear at some point, and he bit my earlobe with his lips as punishment, "I almost lost my mind for you, if it weren't for the fear of you being sad, I would have been crazy enough to want to kill Shi Ji several times, thinking of losing you, I was so painful that I couldn't face every day's life, and I didn't know how to survive the nights." ”
I was so distressed that I turned my face sideways, stood on tiptoe, and took the initiative to kiss him on the lips, and he was shocked, stopped all movements, and opened his eyes wide, as if he couldn't believe that I would take such initiative.
I realized my gaffe in an instant, my cheeks were hot, and I quickly pulled the distance between my lips, and just as I was about to bow my head, his hand lifted my chin.
"I ......" His burning gaze almost melted me, and I watched him pull the corners of his mouth and raise his beautiful lips, and I was ashamed and panicked and wanted to cover my eyes with my hands.
"In this way, is it considered compensation?" His face seemed to usher in a fresh breeze, blowing the middle of the moon Shu Bo, and finally dissipated the gloom and haze.
"What else does the prince want?"
"I'm going to ......," he pushed me lightly, and then pressed me against the pillar behind him, "I'm going to punish you well." ”
Because there was no escape, I had to put my hands on his shoulders, push him and whisper: "Do you already know that you are wrong?" ”
He laughed softly, finally let go of me, and then asked me, "Is it cold?" ”
My painful heart, the ravines and ravines, was unspeakably miserable, but because of the people in front of me, the sweetness and warmth were like the drizzle of early spring, silently moistening my thousands of holes, giving me invisible strength, so that I am not afraid of the past and the future.
So, I don't feel cold.
"It's not cold." I shook my head.
He took my hand and wrapped my hand in the palm of his hand that was still warm and thick, I looked at him, and he smiled and pinched my face and said, "Is there anything you want to tell me?" ”
"I know who killed Miss Gongsun." There was a face in front of me that was almost the same as mine, but completely different, whether I was selfish or not, I felt that I should let Yan Shao know the truth of the matter.
He was stunned, and didn't rush to ask the reason for the matter, just nodded and asked, "If I kill her, will it embarrass you?" ”
He always makes me feel cared for by him in his inadvertent detail, and he can consider my feelings in everything, which makes me feel very touched and gratified.
"When I tell you everything, you'll have your own judgment."
He wasn't in a hurry to ask me about the old memory, I knew he couldn't bear to reveal my pain, but at this moment, because he was holding my hand, I had the courage to face everything.
Hand in hand, we walked side by side through the corridor to the room where Master Fang Cai had given me sleep therapy, there was no one in the room, and the master and brother had probably returned to their rooms to rest, the room was still burning with candles, and the air was filled with the fragrance of all kinds of flowers and plants.
Yan Shao and I sat next to each other by the window, and I started from the fact that I was forced to be born because of a medicine, and let him know that I had a sister who looked almost the same as me;
I told him how I was fostered in a Taoist temple by my biological parents as a source of living blood;
I also told him how I had been blessed by the Taoist temple to spend my carefree and fearful youth, which was full of fear because of the monthly blood collection;
I also did not shy away from telling him about his first encounter with Shi Ji, and the young love that I had gone through a heart-to-heart relationship, how I was sincere, and how I waited for many years and was finally deceived by him, and finally because he brutally killed the head of Changqing Dao and was inseparable from him.
After a long story, I felt as if I had experienced another bloody battle, and I didn't feel that Yan Shao's body would tremble with every time I spoke.
When I closed my eyes and could still see the corpse of the Taoist chief, and I could still feel her corpse getting cold and hard in my arms, Yan Shao couldn't control himself and hugged me fiercely into his arms.
I was shocked at first, and then, I felt that every organ in my body was being activated, the blood in my body began to rush, all the emotions rushed to my eyes, as if I had found an outlet, tears were pouring out, I could no longer control it, I no longer wanted to pretend to be strong, I began to cry, then sobbed quietly, and finally cried out loud under Yan Shao's embrace and comfort.
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