086 Tossing and turning

But I still resolutely tied the door, and cut off their idea of welcoming Yan Shao into the door before the ninth sister-in-law and the little girl arrived. I took a deep breath, and then pretended to be light-hearted, "Green, go and boil the hot water and wait for this girl to bathe." ”

The little girl and the ninth sister-in-law looked at me suspiciously, and their eyes told me that they thought I was normal, and they thought I was a little abnormal.

How dare I confront them, so I had to haha: "Today I went to Nan'an Wangfu to watch the ceremony, and I went to the post house to meet guests, which is really tiring." ”

In the end, the little girl still dragged the ninth sister-in-law to pour me water, took a change of clean clothes, and after I bathed, I pretended to yawn at them a few times, and finally sealed their mouths that closed and opened several times.

Extinguishing the lights in the glass lamp, I tossed and turned in the cold and fragrant night of late autumn, closed my eyes, and the scene of the undercurrent breath in the carriage with Yan Shao in my mind was in my mind.

For a moment, I remembered that he wanted to stop talking before he got out of the car, and was finally interrupted by Mio, and then I remembered that I saw him last when I closed a door.

The figure...... It seems that it is not only the figure at that time, but the countless figures that appear alternately in my mind.

No, I can't have strange feelings for Yan Shao, and I can't move Yan Shao's emotions because ...... I am Yan Xian's person, and the two of them each hide their other sides, so that they who were originally opposed seem to have no contradictions.

And I, if ...... If you are moved by Yan Shao one day, then you will push yourself into the most embarrassing situation.

I repeated it all night, fell asleep several times, and woke up several times, and the dreams were full of unorganized and messy thoughts, and the next morning I was weak, with a headache and fever, pantothenic acid, and I was afraid that the little girl and the ninth sister-in-law were too worried, so I had to force myself to freshen up.

The little girl rolled up the silk curtain hanging in front of the window, I hugged a thin jacket lazily leaning on the beauty couch, looking outside the window the autumn is deep, the weeping vines in front of the court have turned yellow, the east wind of nothing annoyingly blows up the fallen leaves all over the garden, and the autumn scenery is difficult to stay after several autumn rains.

I wanted to steal half a day's life, but just after the hour, the unfair father of Pinghai in the palace came to pass the decree for Yan Xian again, and wanted to summon me into the palace.

I dressed up, endured tiredness and discomfort, before going out, I pulled the ninth sister-in-law and said: "I will go south with King Ming in the near future, you and the little girl will help me pack up the clothes first, maybe one day I will suddenly set off." ”

After hearing this, the ninth sister-in-law smiled and said, "It's good to go south!" Good for the south! I heard that the south is like spring all year round, and your body is not much better than that sick seedling king Jin, and it is best to go there for people like you who are afraid of cold. ”

The ninth sister-in-law didn't ask me why, and when she heard that I was going south with King Ming, it was like everything was okay, so she naturally went to pack up for me happily.

I took the carriage and went down to the Fengxi Gate, and followed Pinghai Gonggong all the way to the Tianlu Pavilion where Yan Xian was going to go after the court.

A palace maid had already come to salute and say hello, and lifted the curtain embroidered with gold satin for me, and Yan Xian, who was lying on the desk and commenting on the folds, saw me, hurriedly abandoned the book in his hand, got up and bypassed the black lacquer and gold bookcase, and came to me.

He was still bent and smiling, he looked at me, shook his head and said, "Ah Yan, I haven't seen you for many days, I seem to be a little haggard, are you okay?" ”