087 I'm not at ease
After sleepless nights, my physical and mental state was really not good, but in the face of Yan Xian, I had to cheer up and say: "Emperor Lao is hanging, Ah Yan is fine." β
Although Yan Xian didn't believe it, he still nodded and said: "Ah Yan, in fact, I don't want you to follow Uncle Huang to go south, but Uncle Huang said that this is also what you mean, I know that you have been bent on retrieving your memories in the past two years, if this matter is not possible, I am afraid that you will not be safe for the rest of your life, I think about it, I should have allowed you." β
My heart warmed, thinking of Yan Shao, I felt that I really couldn't bear Yan Xian's trust and care in the past two years, so I said sincerely: "Emperor Xie is so tolerant of Ah Yan's willfulness. β
"It's the same for Uncle Wang, he can't find a female assassin to take revenge, and he can't give the Gongsun family an explanation, he also has no intention of political affairs, if he commits a crime on the border in Japan, and another country commits it, I am afraid that he has no intention of fighting, so I also agreed."
When Yan Xian said this, he suddenly raised an arm and pressed it on my shoulder, "But Ah Yan, I'm very worried about letting you go with Uncle Wang. β
"What is the emperor worried about?"
I took a step back, trying to avoid Yan Xian's hand on my shoulder, but as soon as I asked, I regretted it a little, afraid that Yan Xian would give me an answer that would make me feel embarrassed to hear it.
"I heard that the Queen Mother intends to include you in my harem, and I also know that as long as you don't recover your memory, you will inevitably refuse, so Ah Yan, I have been waiting for you, waiting for the day when you recover your memory."
I looked at Yan Xian at a loss, he was ...... Confessing to me?
My head began to ache faintly, but Yan Xian continued: "I remember that Ah Yan promised me that he would accompany me to create a prosperous world, and he would also accompany me to achieve the great cause of becoming an emperor through the ages, Ah Yan, I remember all of this, and you won't forget it, right?" β
I said it, but he should have understood that my intention was not to be his woman, but to be a friend, and he said that I would be his confidant and friend for life.
"You will be my woman after all, let you go south with Uncle Wang, and live alone with men and widows for a few months, I am naturally not at ease."
In normal times, I would not hesitate to refuse Yan Xian, but now that I am determined to go south, I am afraid that if I annoy Yan Xian, I will take back my life, and I feel that I should promise him something.
But why should I promise him?
Also, once the promise comes out, it seems that many things are irreparable, and from then on I will lose myself, I will find myself and lose another self, so what is the point of all this?
"Your Majesty, how can there be only two people on the road, Ah Yan and His Royal Highness King Ming? Also, King Ming...... If you don't find the real assassin, you will always treat Ah Yan as an assassin, think about it, I am in such an opposite situation with him, it is good not to deepen the misunderstanding, how can I have anything to do with King Ming? β
Yan Xian tilted his head and thought about it, feeling that my words seemed to have some truth, so he nodded and pulled me to sit down.
"His Royal Highness King Ming has arrivedβ" The voice of the father-in-law outside suddenly sounded, and my heart began to rise and fall again with this report, and it was difficult to calm down.
After Yan Shao came in, I saluted him according to the courtesy, he just nodded lightly at me, and then saluted Yan Xian and said, "I don't know why the emperor urgently summoned his ministers?" β
My heart moved, I understood why Yan Xian would summon Yan Shao into the palace at the same time when I entered the palace, Yan Xian Lang Lang smiled and said: "This morning, Shi Yu came to me to say goodbye, saying that he remembered that Qin Xiang was young and couldn't bear to be separated from his parents, and even said that the marriage would not be mentioned again, and I was still worried about not knowing how to talk to the king of Nan'an. β