Chapter 19: That's Enough
"Chen Xingyun, Chen Xingyun?" Lu Hanmin called Chen Xingyun several times, but Chen Xingyun didn't react at all.
suddenly slammed the table, which frightened Chen Xingyun: "What are you doing?" ”
"Chen Xingyun, what's wrong with you lately? It's okay to be distracted in class, but you're still in a daze after class, and you don't pay attention to what you call. ”
"I, I'm just thinking about a few questions."
"What's the problem, can you tell me about it?"
"This ......" Chen Xingyun was a little embarrassed, there were some things that Lu Hanmin wouldn't believe even if he said them, he really didn't know how to speak.
Lu Hanmin looked a little embarrassed, and sighed heavily: "Chen Xingyun, I don't know why you are like this, but you make me very worried about it, if you don't ......."
"I have a friend who was weird for a while, and recently she's just disappeared. I don't know what's wrong with her, and she doesn't tell me anything. ”
"That friend must be important to you."
Does it matter? She didn't know, she had always thought it was good before, but now she couldn't see through Su Yanjiu.
"Probably so."
"Since she didn't tell you anything, it may not have come to tell you, in this case, don't worry about this matter, when she comes back after a while, won't everything fall into place."
Chen Xingyun thought about it and felt that it made sense, so he agreed: "Okay, you lend me your notes, I haven't listened to many lectures recently." ”
"That's right, it's almost time for the college entrance examination, and you should be worried about this matter." Lu Hanmin smiled with a little satisfaction.
For the rest of the day, Chen Xingyun didn't think too much, but concentrated on studying.
But to be honest, Chen Xingyun didn't feel much difference from before, Su Yanjiu was gone, but she didn't have a habit of talking in class.
Because since she disappeared, she felt that many things were different, especially in the recent period, many things that only Su Yanjiu did were replaced by various people.
For example, after class, classmates often come to talk to her and play with her, and after school, someone will ask her to go home with her, and even some people want to go to her home to play during the holidays.
She didn't know why her studies were smooth sailing, as if she had suddenly opened her mind.
Everything is getting better, and there is an indescribable feeling, as if ...... Started a new life.
"See you tomorrow." Chen Xingyun smiled and said hello to the other people, and walked home alone.
Walking to the door, while humming a song, he took out the key from his bag, and with a "click", the door opened.
Chen Xingyun was stunned.
Because she has always lived alone, she should have some sense of precaution, so she has developed a habit of locking the door twice every time she leaves the house, but this time it was opened all at once.
Could it be that she remembered that she only locked one when she went out in the morning?
This possibility is almost none, how can so many years of habit be forgotten, then there is only one explanation.
Someone went in.
But who is that man?
Chen Xingyun cautiously pushed the door open, in fact, she had some suspicions that her parents had returned, but this should not be possible, they had not been home for more than a year.
But pushing open the door, there was no difference between inside and usual, and Chen Xingyun, who was hesitating whether to go in or not, suddenly heard a familiar and least likely sound behind him.
"Xingyun?"
Chen Xingyun turned his head suddenly, but was directly hugged tightly into his arms by the comer.
Chen Xingyun was a little flustered, she had never had such close contact with her mother since she could remember, and this sudden enthusiasm suddenly made Chen Xingyun a little helpless.
I wanted to push her away very stiffly, but I was stunned because a drop of water fell on my neck.
"Great, you're okay......"
Chen Xingyun, who originally wanted to push Lan Yandan away, somehow stayed where she was and didn't move, letting Lan Yandan cry like a child by her side.
"How old are people who still cry their noses." Another familiar voice sounded from behind Lan Yandan.
Chen Xingyun looked up and saw Chen Shantao carrying several bags of vegetables behind Lan Yandan.
"Let's go in first."
In this way, Chen Xingyun walked into the house with a stomach full of questions.
Chen Shantao put the dishes in the kitchen and looked around curiously, speaking of which, this was the first time they had come back since Chen Xingyun moved in, and this deserted house could finally be called home.
After a general look, Chen Shantao sat on the sofa: "Your mother had a dream a few days ago that you were burned to death by fire. ”
Chen Xingyun just wanted to say that this was a dream, but was interrupted by Chen Shantao.
"I know you want to say it's just a dream, and we think so too, but ......" Chen Shantao paused and continued, "It wasn't until your mother saw this report on the news that there was a fire in the XX urban area of G City, and the entire building was burned to ashes, and no one was still alive, that we realized that this dream might be true, so we rushed back overnight." ”
Chen Xingyun would have been happy before, but now she only wants to know one question: "So after making sure I'm okay, do you still want to leave?" ”
Su Yanjiu was stunned, he didn't expect Chen Xingyun to say this, and thought that she would be very happy.
I'm afraid that was like this before, it seems that I owe her too much in the past ten years.
"No, we're not leaving."
"Won't go?" Chen Xingyun said in a weird manner, his eyes full of sarcasm, as if he had heard the best joke in the world, "You left me alone at home, did you think I was safe?" Now come and pretend to say that you are worried about me, have you taken care of my life and death! Let's go! Keep walking! If you're gone, don't come back! ”
Lan Yandan was frightened, "Chen Xingyun is not like this, we just want to make more money, so that you can be admitted to the university smoothly, we ......"
"Enough! Why do you want me to go to college, you say it nicely, making so much money is not for yourself, so that you don't need my money when you are old, you can live a happy retirement life, since you think I am a burden, why did you give birth to me in the first place! ”
Chen Xingyun almost roared and said these words, these words are also those words that she has been hiding in her heart for so many years, and they all came out today, after saying it, Chen Xingyun felt that her heart was much happier, and the depression in her heart for many years was also gone, but she couldn't help but worry about whether her tone would be too heavy, after all, they are also her own parents Just like what Xiao Jiu said: You don't like them, even hate, but there is no way, you love them.
At the beginning, she always felt that there was something wrong with this sentence, since they hated it, how could they still love them? And she doesn't feel like she's in love with them.
I know what that sentence means now, isn't the reason why she is angry is because she loves them?
Chen Xingyun lowered her head, not daring to look at their expressions, she thought, they must have been very disappointed in her if she said such an excessive thing.
But after a long time, she didn't wait for the sound of their blame, but waited for a heavy sigh, as if it was heavily pressed on Chen Xingyun's heart.
"Chen Xingyun, you have been wronged all these years."
The moment Chen Xingyun heard this, Chen Xingyun suddenly raised her head, tears were not stopped, she had been waiting for this sentence for a long time......
With tears in her eyes, Lan Yandan sat down beside Chen Xingyun and wiped her tears for her, as gentle as Chen Xingyun had always imagined.
"Okay, don't cry, it's going to be ugly, and we'll definitely try our best to make it up to you in the future."
got the warmth that she had not seen for a long time, Chen Xingyun cried even more fiercely, and Lan Yandan touched her head helplessly.
That day, the three of them chatted for a long, long time, almost wanting to tell their hearts for more than ten years......
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Dididi......
Chen Xingyun lazily turned over and turned off the alarm clock next to the bed.
Sleepy-eyed sat up, looking at the empty room, she smiled stupidly: "It seems that I had a good dream yesterday." ”
After changing his clothes, he walked out of the room as usual, but he smelled the smell of rice, and at a glance he saw Chen Shantao sitting on the sofa looking at his mobile phone.
I rubbed my eyes in surprise, a little incredulous.
At this time, Chen Shantao had already seen Chen Xingyun come out of the room, and said with a smile: "Did you get up so early, and plan to let you sleep more." Your mother has already cooked the meal, go eat it. ”
She doesn't remember how Chen Xingyun walked into the kitchen, but she only remembered that when she walked into the kitchen, Lan Yandan turned around and said with a smile: "Good morning, my mother is not very good at cooking, and I don't know what you like to eat, so you can eat first." ”
After eating the breakfast made by Lan Yandan, Chen Xingyun subconsciously wanted to go out by herself, but was stopped by Lan Yandan.
Lan Yandan said while putting on her shoes, "I'll give it to you." ”
In this way, the two came to the school talking and laughing, Lan Yandan looked at the unfamiliar school in front of her, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart: She really missed a lot of things about Chen Xingyun's growth, but it doesn't matter, she will definitely not miss anything in the future.
After saying goodbye to Chen Shantao, Chen Xingyun came to the school, Lu Hanmin pounced on him with a smile and asked, "Who is the person who was at the door just now?" So young. ”
Chen Xingyun said with pride in her tone that she didn't even notice: "That's my mother." ”
Lu Hanmin was a little surprised: "Oh my God, that's your mother?" It's too young, it's so beautiful. ”
Chen Xingyun smiled and didn't respond, and walked into the school with her, that day, the sun was shining, everything was good, just like she had always hoped, but there was no Su Yanjiu.
She didn't realize that she didn't know when she had forgotten her, forgetting that this person named Su Yanjiu turned out to be her best friend, and forgetting that she had reached out when she needed help the most.
She was just thinking that if she would be like this every day in the future, she would be enough.