That's probably life! Life always has to go through some ups and downs, and the longer you live, the more transparent you will probably be!

———————— Zhang Youyi

Zhang Youyi hugged Chi Hanyu, and after a long time, she continued to him, "Zhang Lixuan is really good, the biggest comparison with me. ”

"From childhood to adulthood, the two of us often fight, you often have conflicts, and the sentence I have heard the most is, you are a sister, can't you let your brother go?"

"I don't know why I want him to let him, he has to compete with me when he can be safe, and he has been like this since he was a child."

"That's when I wanted to escape, I went to boarding school in high school, and I didn't have to worry about that anymore."

"It's the disgust that grows day by day, and I was extremely disgusted with him at that time, so I scolded him for being indifferent day after day."

"He's also indifferent to me day after day, he still hates each other too much, right? So never spoke again. ”

"Then one time, I was bullied by a guy, you know? It was the most touching time of my life, and I was really happy because I had a younger brother. ”

"That's real happiness, happiness from the bottom of my heart, Zhang Lixuan taught that person a lesson, and that person never dared to trouble me again."

"People are like this, if you rely on others alone, you will become a little weak, at that time I felt that he had changed, Zhang Lixuan he has grown up, and he is no longer the younger brother who knows how to fight with me whenever something happens."

Chi Hanyu saw that Zhang Youyi didn't speak, and then said, "Let me guess!" ”

"So you are so moved, so for so many years, you have been very moved, and you are also very good to Zhang Lixuan, knowing three years ago."

"You had a quarrel, you didn't expect that your brother actually beat you, I guess you are a talker everywhere."

"Although you were isolated in high school, you are very good at resolving it, which all shows that you are a person with strong self-esteem."

"And you're a very smart person, you know that women are a vulnerable group, but women also have to have a good relationship with men, so you're very good at dealing with men."

"You will make people feel that you don't like Flame Fist, so I have to say that you are very smart, so those male classmates probably held you very much back then."

"These can be reflected from Cai Xiaokui's body, and there are many people chasing you, back then you fought back against those who isolated you, undoubtedly, those male classmates also made a lot of efforts."

"You think Zhang Lixuan is your family, so sometimes you don't care so much, so you must have said something that Zhang Lixuan didn't like to hear that day."

"But what you said is the truth, so a useless man beat you, and the most ironic thing is that your parents didn't help you."

"Your parents still think that you and Zhang Lixuan are fighting like when you were a child, and you are still like when you were a child, and you lose your temper for no reason without any reason."

"You said you have a young lady's temper, and I guess the eldest lady's temper is very straight and willful, but obviously no one wants to accommodate your temper."

"So in these long years, you automatically began to learn to grow up, learn to change your temper, so your current temper is honed by so many years of self-training."

"So you always say that you wear a mask, and for many reasons, it creates your mental illness, so in fact, you are not what we see."

Zhang Youyi looked at Chi Hanyu, and Chi Hanyu continued, "You are actually the same as me, you yearn for a peaceful and peaceful life, but you are more afraid of being burdened by money and living like your parents. ”

"Everything you just said seems positive, but it's what you say to yourself every moment in the past."

"Because only when you say such things will you feel good in your heart, and you will feel that life is very happy, and there is no need to worry so much."

"Actually, you have always wanted to have a peaceful life, a peaceful love, but it is clear that your character determines all your life."

"What happened three years ago, you seem to be struggling, sad, even a little painful, very much what happened back then."

"But there are two sides to everything, you hate it, thank it at the same time, rejoice at the same time, and feel a little ridiculous at the same time."

"Everything is ironic and counterintuitive, just like a twisted life, you and I ......"

Ji Hanyu didn't, and continued, Zhang Youyi looked up at Chi Hanyu, and the two of them understood everything from each other's eyes.

"You, He, I, the two of us, have always been selfish people, and family and everything are not as important as ourselves, because we have been hurt too much."

Zhang Youyi said to Chi Hanyu with a smile, "Actually, you didn't say comprehensively, to be precise, the real reason for my change was because of two years ago?" ”

Chi Hanyu didn't understand why Zhang Youyi said this, so he heard Zhang Youyou say to him, "Actually, I'm still a child after all, no matter how I changed back then?" will not be so restrained in their temper and temperament. ”

"Remember what I told you? That small talk I had with my mother was actually what really changed me. ”

"It was a very sudden thing, I remember that summer when I was working part-time, I met a woman of the same age as my mother."

"We inadvertently talked about family, and I said that it would be very disappointing to have a girl, after all, in your time, it was a very shameless thing to have a daughter."

"On the contrary, if you give birth to a son, you will probably have a lot of face and be able to stand up at home."

"At that time, the eldest sister said to me with a smile, how can I actually be considered an enlightened mother, when I became a mother for the first time, I was really uncomfortable, I vomited every day, and I couldn't sleep well every day."

"I was sad when I knew that on the day I gave birth, I gave birth to a daughter, and I never thought that one day my daughter would have to live like this with me."

"Actually, you know what? When I heard these words, I was really touched and saddened, and I think probably all mothers in the world would think the same way. ”

"It wasn't until after that incident that Zhang Lixuan beat me, and within a few days of me, the whole family really thought I was making trouble unreasonably."

"I resisted this, I didn't take the initiative to clean up, I didn't clean up anymore, but you know what? What does everyone think I should do? If I don't do it, I'm not sensible. ”

"Do you know what it feels like to be in pain? My heart was throbbing at that time, but I was helpless, really from that moment on, I realized that all the face was not given to you by others, but you have to have face, even if there is no step down, you have to find the step down. ”

"At that time, I actually felt more sympathy for my family than seeing someone kill someone, so the visual impact and the spiritual impact made me hate everything three years ago even more."

"I'm starting to get smarter, I have a temper and temperament, and I seem to be careless or everything, but no one knows how much pain I feel in my heart."

"I was almost afraid to open the Internet during that time because I was so scared to see that my younger brother would do a lot of things for my sister."

"Because in my heart I felt that it was all fake, until one afternoon, I suddenly had a conversation with my mother."

"We talked about it again, we talked about Zhang Lixuan beating me again, and my mother's attitude at that time made me very sad."

"Am I not? I remembered what the part-time eldest sister said, so I told my mother that I saw a video on the Internet about all the feelings of a mother who knew she was born a girl during pregnancy. ”

Zhang Youyi looked at Chi Hanyu, tears fell one by one, and when Zhang Youyi and Chi Hanyu talked, their hearts were still aching.

Zhang Youyi adjusted her breathing, Chi Hanyu wiped Zhang Youyi's tears, and Zhang Youyi continued, "At that time, my mother told me, do you know? When they told me that I had a girl, I was very unbalanced. ”

"You know what? I didn't want to hear anything about the rest of the story, I only had this sentence in my head at the time, and when I knew that I had a suitable girl, my heart was very unbalanced, and I wanted to tell them that I could have a son. ”

"Later, I gave birth to your brother, and it was better at that time."

Zhang Youyi smiled and shed tears, Chi Hanyu looked at Zhang Youyi quietly like this, and Chi Hanyu also felt heart-wrenching pain at that moment.

It turns out that everyone's life will really change because of a sentence, Zhang Youyi is like this, and she is changed because of lies.

The more Zhang Youyi burst into tears, Zhang Youyi smiled and said to Chi Hanyu: "Actually, I'm very grateful for meeting you, and I don't regret it at all, what happened two years ago was three years ago." ”

Zhang Youyi looked down, and the children below were frolicking, wearing new clothes, holding fireworks in their hands, chasing and laughing.

Zhang Youyi could hear the laughter and talking of the children upstairs, Zhang Youyi said to Chi Hanyu: "Actually, do you know? I was afraid that I would have children, that I would treat her badly, that I would scold her for being impatient, that I would follow my mother's path. ”

Chi Hanyu picked up a tissue and gave it to Zhang Youyi, wiped her tears, Zhang Youyi said to Chi Hanyu with a smile: "I, such a selfish person, never dare to fall in love with others, nor dare to give sincerity."

"I'm afraid I'll get hurt one day, but I met you."