Su Qian'er in her arms gradually closed her eyes and fell asleep.

"Sakurakura." I slowed down, maybe I shouldn't have thought too much about it in the first place.

"What's wrong?" She turned her head.

"I like you."

No matter what she means to me, since I don't want to stay away from her in my heart, then follow my heart's choice and treat myself as a friend like Geng Li from now on.

"Huh? Chunyang: Is this a confession? ”

"Like you, the kind of affection between friends."

"Poof." She didn't speak again, just laughed.

"Any questions?"

"No, I just didn't expect Chunyang to say such a thing."

"......" I obviously felt a lot more relaxed when I got her answer, and sure enough, I had thought too much about it before.

……

Having reached the entrance of the complex, she suddenly fell silent, and then looked at me.

"Chunyang, it seems that my key has fallen on the school again."

“…… Stay at my house. ”

This kind of thing has the first time, and the second time is much easier to accept.

"Slightly, I'm bothering you again."

"It's okay."

……

When I got home, I put Su Qian'er on the bed.

"Do you want some snacks?"

It's only 9:13, and I'm not used to going to bed too early.

"Hmm... Chunyang, I want to eat potato chips. Sakuraku sat down on the bed.

"Well, I'll get it for you."

According to Geng Li, I am an introvert and not good at making friends, but if I become friends with someone else, I will definitely be good to that person.

Personally, I don't like to eat snacks, but Su Qian'er always comes on holidays, and she starts to keep snacks ready.

"Potato chips?" I dug through two snack packs in the kitchen cupboard, "I think there's going to be inside." ”

I took a few more glasses of juice from the juicer and took it to the room together.

But what I didn't expect was that Su Qian'er woke up and was looking at me with those clear eyes.

"Why did you wake up?"

"Hmph, my brother didn't tell a story, I'm angry, I won't sleep if I don't tell a story today, slightly."

......, "I'm quite helpless, then let's have some snacks first, and there is juice." ”

I put the two snack packets on the bed, and there was a tray on the desk in my room on which I placed the juice.

"Wow, brother, my favorite snack bag, you're so good, hey, I was sleeping just now, um..., Brother Chunyang, you really changed your mind, you prepared it for Sister Sakuraluo, right?"

"That's right." Rather than arguing with her, it is better to admit generously, "But my brother still has a plan to leave it to you tomorrow, and now that Qian'er wakes up, I'll take it together." ”

"Hehe, I know that my brother can't forget me, but I also have to eat the portion that punishes my brother."

"Okay, Sakuraku, you eat first, I'll go to the kitchen and get another one." I brought the tray to the bed, saw the laptop on the table, pressed the power button, put it on the bed as well, and went to the kitchen.

I pulled out another copy from the cupboard, and the whole cupboard was basically empty, but I was stunned.

In the cupboard, in the deepest corner, a paper envelope and a pair of bracelets, quietly, I don't know how long they have been stored here.

My hand trembled and I reached over and picked up the pink envelope with cherry blossoms on the cover, and the pair of bracelets I held in the palm of my hand.

"—To my future self."

Suddenly, my pupils dilated.

I opened the envelope tremblingly.

"Hello, you should have forgotten that there is still this letter, I guess you happened to see it when you were looking for snacks for Qian'er, which is why I hid here, it's not good to put it in other conspicuous places, it's too secret and can't be found, so it's better to be here, you were so careful in the past. Okay, let's get down to business, by the way, don't cry after reading it, it'll be troublesome for Qian'er to see it.

Chunyang, you stupid, how many friends do you have now? There are no more than 3 in the school, I guessed right, it's still such a waste, it's worthy of me......

Are you okay now? Have you been saved by the "Sakura Yamauchi" you were looking forward to? I don't think there should be, after all, that kind of person will only appear in novels, and we are in reality, but it doesn't matter, we can save ourselves by ourselves, and it's not just us, but also the store manager, Qian'er, Brother Jiang Sen, Sister Ji Meng, Brother Chen Hao and Sister Shisu, they will all help you, you tell them now, I'm embarrassed to speak, you just tell them, say you want to make friends, become cheerful, they will help you, by the way, although the odds are very small, but if you find your "Yamauchi Sakura", Remember to give her the cherry blossom bracelet I knitted myself, cherry blossoms, symbolizing love and hope, if not, one for each hand, you can also bring it to Asa.

Also, are you cured? I'm really afraid of death, I don't want to die, I like the store manager, I like my parents, I like the spring breeze, I like everyone, I'm really, really afraid of death.

You know? You used to be very strong, and you held back when you wanted to cry in front of people, but you used to be very fragile, always hiding in the house alone and secretly crying, I didn't lie, I just cried in the room, you drink coffee without milk or sugar, it's so bitter, but you still tell the store manager that you like to drink, you also go and tell the store manager now, add more milk and sugar in the future, and make up for my share back.

Remember when you said that you wanted to be as gentle as the store manager, and now you have done it? I'm a person who only thinks about pessimistic things, and always wants to stay away from everyone, so that they don't grieve for me after I die, which can be regarded as a kind of tenderness, but I still can't bear everyone, and you've always been afraid of loneliness.

Isn't it a bit verbose, but I really have a lot to say about you in the future.

Well, if you don't get better, are you going to die now? You're still hiding your illness from everyone, but after you die, everyone will still know, if you don't have "Yamauchi Sakura", let me tell you, how can you bring sadness now, why not bring joy before bringing sadness, I'm sure everyone will understand, so, don't try to escape, no one will be your "Yamauchi Sakura" then be your own "Yamauchi Sakura". ”

Finally, I have one more request, can I go to Tokyo and see the cherry blossoms falling from the branches?"

I huddled by the wall, the breeze passing by the window, and the letter falling between my fingers to the floor.

I tried my best not to make a sound, just crying, tears falling one by one.

I don't know how long I've been crying.

"Chunyang, haven't you found it yet?"

Sakuraki walked out of the room.

I wiped away my tears and tried to calm my voice.

"I found it, but something happened, you guys can play with the computer for a while, and leave me alone."

"Can you help?" She continued to walk in this direction, the sound of footsteps becoming more and more clear in my ears.

"No, it's going to be right away."

"Really?" Her footsteps stopped.

"Really." I looked up and stared blankly ahead, out the window, the stars shining.

"Then why are you crying?"

“……”

A shadow appeared in front of my eyes.

"What's wrong?"

She crouched in front of me.

I remained silent.

"Chunyang, I like you." She held out her hand, "Can I be your "Sakura Yamauchi"?" ”