Maybe now I realized what she meant when she said to me, that I was very similar to Haruki Shiga.

I looked up into her eyes, and she didn't dodge.

"Seemingly, you guessed wrong." I muttered in a voice that only I could hear.

Her hand was still in front of me.

I also lifted my hand, revealing the bracelet I was holding in the palm of my hand.

One is a pink cherry blossom bracelet and the other is a bracelet with cherry blossom leaves.

She didn't speak, she took the bracelet with cherry blossom leaves from my hand and put it on my hand.

She smiled at me and put her hand in front of me.

I looked at the cherry blossom bracelet in my hand and put it on her hand under her gaze.

Just as I was about to withdraw my hand, she took my hand, which was very soft and had a cool feeling.

"Chunyang, you have to be my "Shiga Haruki". ”

"Role-playing?"

We looked at each other.

"Brother Chunyang, Sister Sakuraluo, you are really in love, hum, ignore me, it's so scary to be alone in the house."

"Poof, what does Sister Qian'er think about every day, Sister is playing a game with her brother."

"Hmph, hands are all held together, I don't believe it."

I stood up, fortunately the tears were quickly dried up, Su Qian'er couldn't see anything, but our hands never let go.

"Qian'er, do you want to watch anime?" It's okay to change the topic in the face of Su Qian'er, after all, she is still a child.

"Yes! I knew that Brother Chunyang wouldn't forget Qian'er even if he had a girlfriend. ”

Su Qian'er suddenly ran over, I thought she was going to hug me and opened her arms slightly, but when she came to me, she suddenly stopped and picked up the snack bag.

"Brother, why did you throw the snack bag on the ground, it's very unhygienic."

Sakuraku apparently saw it and covered her mouth with her other hand to keep herself from laughing.

"Well, Asa'er did the right thing, let's go, go to the room and watch the anime."

At the same time, I took Su Qian'er's hand and walked to the room.

On the bed in the room, the computer has been turned on, and the screen is the initial interface.

Su Qian'er was the first to fall on the bed, Sakura quietly let go of her hand, I clicked on the browser, and searched for "I want to eat your pancreas" without hesitation, the first one is the anime movie "I want to eat your pancreas", I clearly remember my mood when I first bought this book, I stayed up late on the first day to finish reading this book, and then I brushed it twice, brushed it three, and finally went to watch its anime movie.

I clicked on that page and the video started playing.

Rubbing Su Qian'er's head, I turned out a set of clothes in the closet.

"I'll take a shower first, you guys first."

I walked into the bathroom, closed the door, and took off my clothes and bracelet.

I turned on the bath bomb and let the water wash down my head like rain.

Tears mixed with water, and they couldn't stop flowing.

How should I face her, I, do I want to run away from everyone?

……

After taking a shower and changing clothes, I walked out, Sakura and Su Qian'er were lying on the bed and watching intently, the snack bag was put aside, looking at the bracelet in the hand, the corners of my mouth raised a slight arc, maybe even I didn't notice it, but in fact I smiled.

I didn't disturb them, and I was going to go to the kitchen to make hot water, after all, I had to cook tomorrow, and I couldn't do without it.

In the kitchen, the kettle was still slightly hot, I was puzzled, and picked up the kettle, there was obviously water in it, and there was a water cup on the table, as well as a little plastic scraps, it was estimated that some sugar food packaging had fallen off, according to this situation, it should be Sakura Fall in the time I took a bath to make hot water.

The piece of stationery, which had fallen to the ground, was now sitting quietly on the table.

"She put it, she should have read it."

I don't want others to know that I'm sick, but I'm so calm now.

"My "Yamauchi Sakura"? ”

I gently picked up the piece of letterpaper, put it back in the original envelope, and put it in the cupboard.

After squeezing some more orange juice, I went back to my room.

"Chunyang, are you done?" Sakuraku sensed my coming.

"Well, is there anything else you need, like fruit or something." I walked over to the bed and drew the curtains.

“…… No need, do you want it? Sakuraku asked, turning her head.

Su Qian'er was holding a bag of potato chips in her hand, eating it, and her little feet were constantly swinging on the bed.

"No, Brother Chunyang, do you think that this boy in it is very similar to you, at least very much like you in the past."

"Is there one?" I poured orange juice into the cups they had already drunk.

"It's really like it." Sakuraku's gaze had returned to the computer.

"Then whatever you think."

I moved a stool and sat on the edge of the bed and watched with them, because I couldn't be on the bed with them anyway, even if it was a big bed.

"Chunyang, don't you eat snacks?" Sakuraku watched as I handed over the bag of potato chips I was holding.

"No need, you can just eat." I don't like to eat this kind of food, it's not because it's not delicious, it's because there are too many calories, and it's not good for the body.

"Now, I'll feed you myself." She took one slice out of it and put it to my mouth.

"......" I opened my mouth and bit down halfway, and the salty taste appeared in my mouth, but I didn't like the taste too much.

She apparently saw that the remaining half of the slice was not sent to my mouth again, but ate it herself without the slightest hesitation.

"To be honest, this flavor of potato chips is really not delicious, but it can't be wasted, it was the last slice just now, and the next potato chip is my favorite flavor, Chunyang will definitely like it." She looked at me with a smile.

"Hmm."

She unwrapped another package, took a slice from it, and handed it to me again.

This time, I ate it straight to the bone, and the taste was extremely light, but it was exceptionally delicious.

"Well, it tastes okay."

"Hmm."

"You two, you can't teach bad children, I'm still young." Su Qian'er stuffed potato chips in her mouth and looked at us indignantly.

"Poof." Sakuraku laughed.

I looked at this little ancestor helplessly.

"The two of us are really just friends."

"Hmph, boyfriend and girlfriend, my brother just changed his mind."

……

I saw it very late, about eleven o'clock, Su Qian'er had already fallen asleep on the bed, and Yingluo was obviously a little drowsy.

"Otherwise, wash up and sleep, you can watch it next time, it's late, and we have classes tomorrow." I said to Sakuraku.

She covered her mouth and yawned, then rubbed her eyes again.

"Hmm."

She went to the bathroom, I took out the medicine I was supposed to take, went to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water to eat it, and then began to clean up the garbage, which is all kinds of plastic bags.

"Potato chips, biscuits, chocolate, it seems that there are really a lot of snacks in it."

I picked up these bags and threw them into the trash, and then covered the quilt for Su Qian'er, and I turned off the computer and put it on the table.

"I don't think I wrote a diary for the past two days."

I took out my journal and placed it on the living room table.

At this time, Sakuraku also walked out of the bathroom.

"Do you still sleep in the living room?"

"Can't I sleep in a room with you?" I cleaned up the couch.

“…… I can sleep in the living room, you and Asa'er can be in the room. ”

"The store manager is afraid that he will beat me up when he finds out, I will go wash up first, if you sleep on the sofa, I will wait until you fall asleep and carry you to the bed."

I ignored her and went into the bathroom to wash up, which was no joke.

When I came out of the bathroom, there was no sign of her in the living room.

I walked to the living room table and began to write about today's feelings, as for yesterday, I just wrote that Sakura didn't come for a day, took the spring breeze to the café and now my residence, and the conflict with Xiang Zetian.

"—To my former self

It was probably a very meaningful day for me, and I seem to have found my own "Yamauchi Sakura......

- September 6