At this moment, I clearly felt no less than a dozen eyes sweeping at me.

"No thanks."

I slowly got up and walked to my place according to the squad leader's arrangement.

She came quietly and sat down next to me.

Without any word to word, I began to pack up my school supplies.

As a high school, our school naturally has a series of complete facilities such as a cafeteria, playground, male and female dormitories, and laboratories.

As a day student, although I take a lunch break at school at noon, I don't go to the cafeteria to eat, not that the food in the school cafeteria is unpalatable, on the contrary, the food in our school is well received by my classmates, but I think it doesn't matter what I eat as a dying person, it is better to wait until I go home in the evening to cook instant noodles.

"Aren't you going to eat?" She asked, most of the people in the classroom had left.

"I'm not hungry, so I'm not going."

I replied, and at the same time took out an extracurricular book in my bag and read it.

"Chunyang-san, that's not good for your health, let's go together."

Whether it was because of her tenderness or some other reason that caused her to invite me, I don't know, but I knew very well that I shouldn't get too close to anyone.

I wanted to refuse, but Chunfeng, my troublesome brother, appeared at this time out of place.

"Brother, what? Don't want to eat? Is it because the food is not delicious, or do you simply not want to eat with Sakuraku-san? ”

"Because I'm not hungry."

"Ao~, then I don't know if Sakuraku-san, can I go with you instead of my brother?"

"Huh? No, no, I'm not too hungry, so I'm not going. ”

Her answer was somewhat unexpected to me.

"Well, I'm sorry to bother you." Chunfeng smiled slightly apologetically and walked out of the classroom alone.

I looked at the book to myself.

She lay quietly on the table.

Lunch time was forty minutes, and now that half of it has passed, some students have come back one after another.

She borrowed the copy of "I Want to Eat Your Pancreas" from me fifteen minutes ago.

"Goo~" This voice appeared out of place like my brother.

Her face turned red.

But luckily, the voice was relatively quiet, and only I, who was at her tablemate, could hear it.

I sighed and stood up to look at her.

"Let's go, let's go eat."

She nodded slightly.

Sure enough, I'm still like this, and I can't see others being wronged because of me.

We walked side by side on the way to the cafeteria, and naturally there were many strange eyes and envy on the way, but I think it was more jealousy and hostility.

But I don't care about such a gaze, would a person who is about to die at any moment care?

There weren't too many people in the cafeteria, and many people went back after eating.

I took out my meal card, which I hadn't used in a long time, and motioned for her to come first.

There are different combinations of school dishes, generally one meat, two vegetables and one soup and one main dish, if you have other needs, you can choose by yourself.

We typed the same two portions and found a place to start eating.

Because of being of the opposite sex, I deliberately staggered the position of a person with her.

After eating quietly, lunch time was nearing the end.

If you go to brush the lunch box again, it is inevitable that you will be late.

She looked at me apologetically, after all, I had already finished eating, and it was only because I was waiting for her to be late.

"Why don't you go back first, I'll help you brush the lunch box." She smiled at me.

I just got up and picked up our lunch boxes and walked straight to the wash area, actions often outloud than words

I noticed her coming.

"If you don't want to be late, it's too late to turn around now, don't forget, the teacher is still waiting for you to find her for afternoon self-study."

"Oh, okay, then I'll trouble Chunyang-san."

I stopped talking and quickened my pace, after all, the washing area was a long way from here.

After walking for about three minutes, the bell rang for the lunch break, and I looked out of the cafeteria window.

The people who had been so carried away rushed back to the classroom, and the couple, who were hiding in a corner of the school and whispering, reluctantly left.

Maybe this is their youth, very different from what I have.

I sped up again, hurriedly brushed up, and hurried towards the classroom.

When I went back breathless, the head teacher was sitting on a chair in the hallway.

When she saw me return, she breathed a sigh of relief, and changed to a smile that she usually treated us.

"Chunyang, there is a penalty for being late, there are three plans for you to choose from, one is to clean the classroom for a month from next week, and the other is to eat on time every day, as for three." The homeroom teacher glanced twice into the classroom and laughed like a child trying to play a prank and come up with some ghostly idea.

"Three, it's to cultivate a good relationship with your table mate."

The meaning of the homeroom teacher's words is already obvious, fortunately she didn't say it too loudly, otherwise I would definitely become the target of the class, maybe this is good for other students to have such a homeroom teacher, but for me, the homeroom teacher's bad taste is really a headache for me.

"I'll pick one." This kind of thing doesn't need to be thought about at all.

"Chunyang is really boring, remember not to do it again next time, go and rest, Sakuraku-san, I'm in a hurry."

I ignored the teacher and quietly returned to my seat and put the lunch box away, Sakuraku was waiting for me to come back as the teacher said.

"You're back, I'm sorry to make you late."

"Oh, it's okay, it's not a big deal for me to be late."

I picked up the unfinished book "Stars and Spring Water" on the table and continued to read.

When you spend your time on something you're interested in, time flies.

In the blink of an eye, half an hour passed.

"Aren't you sleeping?" She asked me softly.

"I'm not too sleepy yet."

"Then will you call me in thirty minutes?"

"Well, a little forty? Got it. ”

"Hey, thanks."

She lay quietly on the table and closed her watery eyes.

The breeze passed by the bed, blowing her hair, and the "rustling" of leaves echoed in my ears.

Everything is so beautiful, am I nostalgic?

Time flies, but it's not just time that takes it away.

……

"Hey, it's time to wake up." I put down the book in my hand and changed it to the test.

"Ah, oh." She opened her sleepy eyes, and with the breeze blowing her hair,

"You still have twenty minutes to read a book or do a problem."

"Can't it be a thought?" Apparently she hadn't fully woken up yet, and there was a bit of laziness in her voice.

"Naturally, your time is of course up to you."

"Then I'll read a book."

"Do I want to eat your pancreas?" I handed her the book.

"Well, thanks, that, can I ask you a question?"

"What's the problem?"

"Why do you treat everything so blandly? It's like... Haruki Shiga like that. ”

My pen suddenly stopped, why? It seems that it was only three years ago that it became like this.

"Because it's by nature."

"Then you and Haruki Shiga are really similar."

"Maybe."

I don't understand the meaning of her asking this, and naturally I don't want to delve into it, I think it makes more sense to do a few questions at this moment than to think about why she asked this.

But for the rest of the day I couldn't help but think about it, which had never happened before, and I blamed it on the lack of concentration caused by overwork and not taking a nap, even though I didn't do anything.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of class, Geng Li and Chunfeng came over.

Geng Li put an arm on my shoulder.

"Hey, Chunyang, your brother is too annoying, I really don't know why the teacher arranged for us to be at the same table instead of me and Mengjiao."

"It's like I want to share a table with you.,How I want to be at a table with the gentle Sakuraku-san.,It's a pity that my brother got on first.,Alas,The family is unlucky.。

"You can apply with the teacher, I don't have any opinion."

My eyes were still on the questions.

"Forget it, even if the teacher agrees, I don't think Sakuraku-san will be willing."

…… Even after a moment of silence, many people looked at me.

"Whatever you want."

I put down my pen and walked outside the classroom.

Our classroom is on the third floor, and you can see most of the school layout from the hallway window, which is what I usually like to do, and only in this way can I get a little bit out of the discomfort of being in the crowd.

The four classes this afternoon were the same as usual, except that she was so absent-minded that she almost fell asleep during class, so she asked me some questions between classes that she missed and didn't listen to, and the rest of the lessons, until the end of school, everything was no different as usual.

I packed my bag and prepared to leave.

The trees on the side of the street are already falling leaves.

As I walked on my own, a fallen leaf slipped in front of my eyes, the sun reflected on me, I stopped, stretched out my hand, and the fallen leaf floated into my hand.

"It was still green the day before yesterday, but it withered in just two days?"

I muttered in a voice I couldn't even hear, clenching my hands and throwing the leaves down.