Night soon came, and the roads were still full of people.

On the table, there was still a bucket of instant noodles that I had just finished eating and was still cold.

Everything seems to be no different than usual.

The screen of the mobile phone has just lit up, and it is a message from my mother, as well as the living expenses for this semester, and I am told that she and my father are now looking for suitable organs overseas.

But they knew that it was almost impossible to find, and they also knew that what I needed most at the moment should be companionship.

Forget it, even if you tell them, they will only say that it is for my good, so that I can... Stay alive.

Survive? It's just an extravagant hope.

……

"Nothing special happened today, I took some medicine from the hospital and packed up the things I used in school, but I was a little restless, is it because of her? Sakuraku-san, who probably knows about my condition.'"

—August 31

I lay in bed, tossing and turning, but I couldn't sleep anyway.

When a stone is thrown into the water, the ripples will only intensify and will not subside for a long time, as I do now.

I decided to go out for a walk to calm my mind.

The streets were full of lights, and there was a near-perfect full moon hanging in the sky, and I walked down the street and it seemed so out of place.

When the breeze blew, I only remember seeing a little girl crying with her mother in her arms, saying that she was afraid of the dark; There is a little boy who runs out of the house alone and willfully, falls to the ground, tears stubbornly rolling in his eyes; Some people hugged their heads and cried in the middle of the night; I saw me fall silently in the night, and I saw everything in front of me blur, black, and disappear into the night.

……

In a trance, I opened my eyes, and the blue-white accent made me quickly recognize that it was in the hospital.

"Did you escape again?" As for the catastrophe of the end of life or the catastrophe of the exam, who knows which one I am glad for?

"When you wake up, call your parents quickly, don't let them be too anxious." Next to my hospital bed, a couple was looking at me worriedly and handing me a cell phone.

I looked around, and the man was wearing a suit and tie, and he exuded the temperament of a mature man. The women, on the other hand, were dressed in a very loose housewife's attire and had a slightly bulging belly, which I was sure I had never seen.

"Thank you, but I still don't need it, I live alone, my parents are not here, don't tell them, so as not to worry them." I looked at the drip next to me.

"Uncle and aunt, how much money you paid for me, I will pay you back."

The man smiled heartily, "We don't want to ask for money for this medical bill and a child, we will treat it as charity and accumulate virtue for our daughter." ”

I looked at the woman, but when it came to my daughter, Sakuraku's figure involuntarily appeared in my mind, and as for why, maybe it was because she was the only girl I'd seen recently.

"I'm sure she'll grow up healthy and healthy, and she'll be glad to have such parents."

The man shook the woman's hand and smiled, "Well, she will definitely grow up healthy, which is what a father should do." ”

……

After chatting with me for a while, they left after seeing that I was fine, but I still felt very inappropriate, so I asked the doctor for the contact information he left when he paid for the medicine, and transferred the money.

After only one day in the hospital, I was discharged, and the doctor repeatedly told me to take my medicine on time and not stay up late, but it didn't really matter to me anymore, didn't it?

After I was discharged from the hospital, I went home and rushed to school, the students in the school are still taking exams, today I want to take the test of mathematics and science, because the school has just issued a notice to change the school uniform, most of the students are wearing civilian clothes, I found my homeroom teacher, explained the situation to her, of course, it was a lie that I made up, and it was better not to let others know about my illness.

The head teacher is a very young female teacher, named Wang Yanran, 25 years old this year, and her appearance is extremely outstanding, and she is more understanding, and many students from other classes want to transfer to our class because of her.

The head teacher showed a "I understand" expression and asked me to go to her seat in the office to rest first, and if I am interested, I can also do the test paper for this exam.

Naturally, I agreed with this very much, and for the first time, I experienced the empathy of this teacher.

Her seat in the office is full of youthful atmosphere compared to that of other teachers.

Several delicate dolls are arranged in a staggered manner on the table.

After looking at it, I began to look through the test papers on the table, and I completely skipped English, and I only passed the English test in normal times, so I really didn't have any interest in English.

"Well, it's not too hard." After looking carefully for a while, I looked at the class roster that was put aside by the teacher, and my eyes paused on the leaf cherry blossoms, and then continued to look down.

"Hasn't it changed? Hey, no, it seems that there are two more people, Xiang Zetian and Chunfeng. ”

My mind came to a halt at this moment.

"Why did his parents let him come?"

Chunfeng, is my twin brother, sunny and lively, and his grades have always been very good, except for being a little willful when I was used to when I was a child, he can indeed be said to be a very good person.

But I hadn't seen him for three years since I started living a wayward solitary life at the age of fifteen due to illness.

"Ring, ring, ring."

The bell rang and pulled my mind back.

I picked up my schoolbag and walked to the door of the second (sixth) class classroom, where the teacher had just finished collecting the test papers and asked the class leader to start arranging seats for us according to the seating schedule she had planned.

But she has a bad taste, she will arrange the two classmates she thinks are a good match to be at the same table, so the "unhealthy trend" prevails in our class.

But luckily, I've always been more introverted, and she didn't find the right person for me.

The teacher came from the podium with a stack of test papers, and when he saw me, he seemed to think of something funny, and turned his head to our class leader Song Qinghuan and said.

"Qinghuan, you change the seat, let Chunyang and Sakuraluo be the same table, and ask Sakuraku to go to the office to find me in the afternoon self-study."

"Okay, teacher."

I looked at the head teacher with a puzzled face, but she held the roll in one hand and made a cheering gesture for me with the other, and whispered in my ear as she passed me.

"The teacher is optimistic about you."

"Teacher, I thought it was nothing, but now I find that your bad taste is really "good". ”

I slandered in my heart, and at the same time walked into the classroom rather helplessly.

There was a lot of noise in the classroom, and most of them said "how difficult the test papers are, how bad they are" and so on, but generally speaking, they actually did well in the exam.

A classmate who was about half a head taller than me gave me a lore, ah no, a hug, the moment I walked through the door.

The end result, of course, was that both of them fell to the ground.

Needless to say, there is only one person in the class who can do this to me, or he can do this to everyone, and that is the Geng Li who has been causing trouble all over the world.

"Chunyang, I miss you."

"Okay, I can see it, but can you get off me first?"

"Well, Chunyang wants to think about it too, but my foot is twisted, just now, it hurts!"

"Brother, when did you change to a gay man, you still accept it." A classmate who looked six or seven points like me between his eyebrows walked over.

"Please don't be indirectly deaf, okay?"

"Hehe, you care about me?" He reached out, pulled Geng Li up, looked at me again, gave me a smile, and returned to his seat. I struggled to get up with both hands, but a white hand appeared in front of my eyes and I almost fell down again.

"Chunyang-san, do you need help?"