Chapter 629: I Am a Legend: Still Flying (33)
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I have always felt that Shen Pearl is really a very happy woman.
A man is willing to shed tears for her, how much more weight does that love bear?
I've been here for so long, and I've always felt like I wouldn't really fall in love with Li Yu.
At best, it's just a nymphomaniac.
But when I heard Li Yu talking about Shen Pearl, my heart began to hurt......
"In order to find the pearl, my father and mother used all the connections at their disposal, and after half a year, I finally found it, and I was happy for many days, ready to go to see the pearl.
However, not long after Pearl was found, Pearl's parents sent a letter asking to withdraw from the marriage, and my parents agreed.
At this time, I was going to see Pearl, but my father and mother would not allow me, and I was imprisoned in the palace and could not meet her.
After another two years, I also reached the age of marriage, and the emperor's grandfather set a family affair for me, and after preparing to hold a coming-of-age ceremony for me, he immediately let me get married.
I don't want to marry someone else, so I secretly go out of the palace to look for pearls when there are many people.
After coming to Jiangnan, I finally found the pearl in the Shen Mansion, and I also learned from the pearl that the pearl was not missing at all, but just went out to play for a while.
Mrs. Shen stayed in the palace and didn't want Pearl to spend a thrilling day in the palace.
So I'd rather be misunderstood by us and say that the pearl is missing.
I begged Pearl's parents to let me marry Pearl, and promised me that I would protect Pearl......"
Li Yu frowned deeply, and his previous memories were like a deep spring impacting his entire body and mind.
If there is a level of heartache, my heart is already a third-level pain, but I choose to hold Li Yu's hand and encourage him to continue.
Since we have said the beginning, the process is also inevitable.
"But when my parents heard the news, they didn't understand the Shen family very much, thinking that the pearl was deliberately destroying it, because I made the imperial grandfather and my father and mother unable to get off the stage. Although my father and mother finally agreed to Pearl to enter the palace, they could not give her any name. ”
The things in the memories seem to have a great impact on Li Yu, and this is how it feels physically and mentally exhausted.
"I really don't want Pearl to suffer any grievances, but she doesn't care about anything for me, she often says that as long as she can be with me, she is already happy."
Li Yu said this, and his deeply locked eyebrows were finally untied.
I think Shen Pearl must be a very empathetic person, yes, who doesn't like such a beautiful and kind person!
"Pearl is truly extraordinary, she has gradually touched everyone around me with her own wisdom, talent and empathetic gentleness, and she has won the love of my father and mother.
In particular, my imperial grandfather was even more appreciative of pearls. ”
I raised my eyelashes and looked carefully at Li Yu's energetic face at this time, feeling unusually angry in my heart.
Just now, this man was still asking me my name in a thousand years, but now he is blindly obsessed with his past with Pearl, he has ignored my existence, and I want to protest......
But in a blink of an eye, Li Yu's face became very gloomy again, and his voice became hoarse and low again.
I suddenly wondered why I could roughly detect his mind with just one look or a certain word.
Are Li Yu and I so familiar, so familiar?
I hate the thoughts in my heart, and I hate my heartache so much that it is too hard to bear......
However, because the pearl has not been released, she still has no name in the palace...... It's hard to get pregnant, and all of a sudden, it's ......"
I held Li Yu's hand, which was extremely cold at this time, and it was obvious that he was very remorseful about this matter. Just listen to what he said.
"You know, I've been with Pearl for more than ten years, but I can't give her anything but all my love...... I'm really useless, so useless......"
Li Yu helplessly threw himself into my arms for comfort.
I want to shout, why?
Why is that?
When I didn't really care about him, he did his best to add all his tenderness and sweetness to Shen Zhuzhu to me.
But when I really cared about him, he said his true love deep in his heart......
It turns out that the love that I have been enjoying is just a kind of sustenance for Li Yu.
Although I knew it from the beginning, from Li Yu's mouth, I still felt like an ice cellar.
Not only did I feel like my body was frozen, but my mind and soul were frozen as well......
**
The unbelievable finally happened in front of my eyes, I actually saw that the real 'me' broke away from the body of that Shen Pearl, and floated up......
I don't know where 'I' will drift to?
I left the palace compound, just moving forward, forward, except for the white expanse, there was no color in front of me!
Let's go, let's go, go far, let me stay away from everything that hurts my lungs......
Gradually, gradually, there was some clarity ahead......
I was at a loss, and the skyscrapers suddenly appeared in front of me, and there was a lot of traffic......
Am I really a ghost now?
Otherwise, how could I have returned to my time, the prosperous and scientifically prosperous 21st century.
In this bustling and crowded city, I am starting to get dizzy?
The way home was so strange to me, I really didn't know where to go?
Just as I was in a trance, a man who came out of a building across the street caught my attention......
The same appearance, the same expression, but there is less tenderness and more coldness between the eyebrows!
He was Li Yu - it was the only thought that immediately crossed my mind!
I rushed over desperately and rushed to him excitedly......
But he turned a blind eye to me, ignored me, and went his way.
I don't think I can stop crying at this point......
I should have known about it, so why would he care about me?
Without Shen Zhuzhu's body, I Cong Wushuang is nothing!
Sad, I couldn't bear to look at him anymore......
Leisurely, I entered an unfamiliar road, which was very crowded with pedestrians and vehicles.
I wonder where this road leads?
Like where exactly am I going to return?
But by chance, I found the street lamp on the side, which seemed to exist in my memory......
Yes, I remember, isn't this the asphalt road I used to come to?
It's nice to say I'm almost home.
At this point, I started to cry with joy, and I was so happy. I can finally meet my mom!
I walked slowly along the road in the direction I remembered......
I wondered, what is my mom doing at this point, maybe she has recovered from the grief of losing me and has forgotten that I existed?
I finally came to my door, and I was excited to push open the door that I hadn't seen for a long time.
But the amazing thing is that as soon as I got close to the door, it was like on TV – I immediately went through the wall......
When I entered the hall, I saw my mother, who was coming out of my room with tears in her eyes......
I couldn't bear it, I wanted to go up to comfort her and tell her that I was back!
But now I realize that I can't make a sound at all......
Yes, when I first entered the door, it was like I was passing through the door......
Oh my God, it was my soul who came back to visit my mother!
The next thing should be like on TV, and when the hour comes, I should be gone!
Maybe I'd like to take another look at my room before I leave......
I froze, my body was lying on my bed, motionless......
No, can a body without a soul stay in the world?
I walked in a little bit of her, and I saw that 'I' was still pale, and even my breathing was very even......
It's amazing!
When I sighed, I don't know who pushed me violently, and I found myself slowly entering my body as if acting, slowly becoming one with her......
**
As the first rays of the morning sun poured through the window into my room, I finally opened my eyes.
Nothing seems to have happened!
As usual, I got dressed and got up, opened the door and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face......
My mom was in the kitchen, and when she heard the noise, she rushed over immediately, and when she saw that it was me, she didn't even know that the spatula in her hand had fallen off......
There was a rare incredulity and momentary surprise in her eyes, and then she stepped forward and hugged me, and she began to cry with joy......
"Wushuang, my daughter, my darling, you have finally woken up...... Finally woke up...... I'm worried about your mother these days......"
My mom hugged me as hard as she could, yelling at me with excitement.
After a while, she let go of me, looked me back and forth, then took me into her arms again, and continued to cry and laugh......
I've never seen my mom lose her mind like this!
But when I think of the affection between mother and daughter...... Yes, just like I have for Shi'er.
Yes, there are some things that you must have experienced before you can understand that all this is in love!
And the parting of my body involuntarily is enough for me to calmly face the trade-off feelings of family affection......
"Mom, I just slept for a while, you're so excited, what's wrong?"
I also hugged my mom with both hands and said with a smile.
Finally, I came back and saw my mother.
In this world, only my mother's arms are the warmest!
But when I thought of that cold look, my heart couldn't help but turn into pieces......
"Besides, that day you staggered back to your room to sleep, and you slept for a week, and you couldn't wake up no matter how much you shouted......"
My mom let go of me and began to look me up and down again.
I think my mom still didn't believe that her daughter was right in front of her.
"I was in a hurry and called 120 for first aid, but after being sent to the hospital, the doctor only diagnosed that you were in a deep sleep, and your physical condition was still good, and there was no need to be hospitalized.
After returning home, another month passed, and you were still the same, and I was really worried, so I went to the hospital to find a specialist in this area.
They are very interested in your situation at first, but after a long time, they can't diagnose why you sleep so long.
It's all guessed that you'll be in a vegetative state overnight.
But I don't believe it, I always think my daughter will wake up one day......"
My mom started crying again, and I couldn't stop crying with my mom......
The greatest thing in the world has always been a mother's love!
In addition to deep gratitude, I feel more guilty!
I threw myself back into my mother's arms and hid in her arms and I couldn't help but burst into tears.
My mom must have suffered a lot of grievances and pressure in the past few months.
I just saw that my mother had a few more gray hairs on her head, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes had deepened a little, and her originally beautiful face was even more haggard......
"Mom, I'll never leave you again.
I will be very well-behaved, very well-behaved, and I will never do anything that makes my mother sad and sad again. ”
I hugged my mom tightly, tightly.
At this moment, I finally realized that the only person in the world who deserves my attention is my mother!
**
I hadn't been away for a long time, but I felt like I was in a different world.
There is no true love in the world, and some only come to a very few lucky people.
Since love is so unattainable, why should I think about it alone?
Li Yu and Shi'er have always belonged to Shen Zhu, where will it be my turn to be greedy for Cong Wushuang......
If you think about it, you naturally have to know how to let go.
Although my heart is very uncomfortable, but it is just my own business, even my mother, I dare not mention it, this is just a dream, the dream will naturally disappear when I wake up......
I have made up my mind, I can bend and stretch, the previous leisurely work, I have been away for so long, I will definitely not be able to take my turn.
I decided to go out and get a new job.
I want to start all over again, and I want my mother to enjoy some blessings in the future.
My father died early, and it was too hard for her to pull me up alone.
I think I must let my mother live a good life and repay her for raising me for more than 20 years!
Perhaps it was my gratitude that moved the heavens, and in less than a week I found a job in a large company.
It's the Lee Group that everyone looking for a job dreams of going to!
Lee's Group plays a pivotal role in Shanghai's daily necessities industry, and the products developed by the company's professional team are very popular with consumers.
There I worked as an administrative logistics assistant, and that was the scene title.
In fact, it is the work of the little secretary, sending documents, copying documents, I have to serve tea and water if there are customers, and I have to take care of the documents and supplies in the company, and I also have to call the express delivery, which is very trivial work.
Besides, it's very similar to my last job, but in a different environment.
But for me, I'm satisfied.
My mom was also very happy for me when she found out and told me to work hard.
When I came to my new position, I was a little nervous about the modern office environment around me and the strangeness of meeting my colleagues for the first time.
But I knew in my heart that I was supposed to belong to this busy 21st century, and everything in my dream could only be regarded as a dream of Nanke, and nothing existed after waking up......
I took a deep breath and a smile began to smile on my face, and I smiled at everyone.
Yes, smiling can shorten the distance between people, and it is also a kind of courtesy!
In less than a day, some colleagues came over to talk, and they taught me what I didn't understand.
But there are people who are easy to get along with in every environment, and of course there are people who are difficult to get along with, and sometimes the kindness you exude makes others think that you are a bully!
I already have four colleagues in the administrative and logistics department, and I am five people, so the company is really rich.
But in less than an hour, I saw that the four colleagues were busy and disappeared, and in the hands of me, the fifth person, the table was already the world of express delivery......
It's so terrifying that the administrative logistics have to manage the company's express delivery and receiving.
On the first day, I was not very familiar with the staff of the company, so I was busy looking for people, and the phone rang non-stop, and I received your soft hand.
When I was about to get off work, a person named Xiao Xin told me that the five of us were also the backup secretaries of the general manager, and the general manager was even more busy than words, and the secretaries over there were tired.
Today, Xiaoxing, Xiaohui and Xiaoying on our side have all stepped forward to help, and it may be too late.
It's 9 p.m., and Xiao Xin says we can get off work.
After Xiao Xin got off work, I tidied up and got ready to go home.
Suddenly, an aunt in her forties, dressed in a cleaner's clothes, appeared at the door with an arrogant look.
She also had a curly brown hair on her head, and on closer inspection, she had tied a small braid with that curly hair on top of her head......
When I first arrived, I thought I should say hello to her, but in the blink of an eye, an aunt who was about the same height as her, slightly thinner, and also dressed as a cleaner appeared behind her.
The aunt's face showed a smiling and unsmiling expression, I was a little confused, is there something wrong with these two?
But the next second you will think that they are simply exaggerating, and the aunt with curly hair on her head spoke,
"Little girl, new here?"
I smiled at them, but it was just politeness......
"Here, come and help carry the water."
The aunt who was smiling a little yin spoke, and by the way, the two of them let go of the mouth.
I put down the bag in my hand, and I wanted to ignore them, but when I first arrived, I thought about it and put up with it......
I think my luck is still good, and I met him on the first day he braided me.
I thought it might be a few colleagues who were doing things together, but although I had only seen one, I was very kind.
I never dreamed it would be these two cleaning aunts, but I also wanted to see how they wanted to embarrass me.
I walked into the pantry and followed the direction of their fingers, and I saw that the bucket of water on the water dispenser in the pantry on the left hand side was gone, and there was no whole bucket of water on the side, which was obviously intentional.
By the time I turned around, the curly-haired aunt was gone, and the dark-throated aunt was still there......
"Little girl, come with me."
She began to walk forward, and I reluctantly followed, to the left side of the elevator on the opposite side.
It turned out that there was a small room there, and dozens of buckets of water were sitting there quietly.
She went up and showed me how to turn the bucket and motioned for me to get on the ......
I was speechless, could this be their test of a new person?
That's an exaggeration, isn't it......
If I had been the same as before, I think I would have turned around and run.
Who are they?
Hell, you!
But now that I'm not that person anymore, I naturally stayed where I was and didn't leave, just went up and turned the bucket as I said......
But no matter how much I turn that bucket, it is really too individual, and it doesn't even move.
And the aunt who was deep in the shade stood by and was even more motionless.
I glanced at the aunt and thought that at most I would leave work later tonight, and I would be carrying this bucket of motionless water......