Time passed day by day, and the case was always a helpless wait, and I had fallen from infinite longing to death.

Every day, I am still alive and there is no constant collection of all kinds of debts. The mental torture, physical exhaustion, and nowhere to vent my emotions made me live like a walking corpse every minute and every second, and I don't know when bad luck will strike again.

Today I don't know how dizzy I have, although I have no appetite, I still have to eat, just so as not to fall.

In the evening, I looked at the cafeteria and chose salted duck eggs and steamed buns for dinner, but I didn't expect to fall on the small duck eggs.

During the meal, Zhang Lin said: "This duck egg stinks, don't eat it." ”

"It's okay, it's normal for salted eggs to be smelly." I ate as I spoke. Because I was dizzy and wanted to fall asleep, I ate very quickly.

"I'm dizzy, I sleep, I don't go out for a walk at night." With that, I walked to the bed.

"You wash up and go to sleep."

"Wait a minute, I'll rest."

"Okay then." I don't know how long it took to follow, the only feeling was that I was in a state of confusion, and even Zhang Lin's Douyin video made me restless, and I tried to fall asleep but couldn't fall asleep.

I don't know how long it took, I felt out of breath, dizzy, people wanted to move but couldn't move, the horror of death was enveloped in an instant, and I desperately shouted: "Zhang Lin, Zhang Lin ....." for a while, my limbs and face spasmed

"Zhang Lin......" Zhang Lin, who was already asleep, was awakened by a shout, and she ran to me: "What's wrong?" What's wrong? ”

"I'm uncomfortable, call the doctor." Zhang Lin was already in a mess, and after listening to my words, he ran out.

"Call my brother, I can't do it." I feel like I'm going to die at the moment. Zhang Lin called the doctors and nurses in the department, probably because they had not been in contact with adults, and everyone didn't know what to do.

Several people carried me on their backs, lifted me on their backs, and pushed me to the intensive care unit.

On the way, I was very scared, I didn't know if I could survive this, Xiaole's shadow kept flashing in my mind, and I shouted in a slurred voice: "I want to see Xiaole, hurry, let him come, I can't do it." ”

"Hit, on the way, you'll be fine." Zhang Lin comforted me while pushing the cart. Maybe I lost consciousness later, and I don't remember what happened in the intensive care unit.

When I realized that I was still alive, my brother was already in front of me, and he pushed me and asked Zhang Lin what was going on.

Before returning to Zhang Lin's office, my brother picked me up and put me back on the bed. kept saying to me: "Don't be so stressed, since the matter is out, face ......it well" Listening to Zhang Lin and his brother's gossip, although I was very moved, I was annoyed to death, and I just wanted to rest quietly.

I thought it was okay, but it didn't take long for the severe abdominal pain to make me bounce off the bed, I lay on the pool and kept vomiting, my abdomen seemed to be emptied, and the worst thing was that I didn't vomit and started to have diarrhea again.

The cycle goes on and on, and I don't know how long it has been tossing. What's even worse is that Zhang Lin said that my blood pressure was as low as 25 and took me to the intensive care unit again, and I could rest and rest, and she tossed all night.

The next day, she took care of me while going to work, and she was also emaciated. Because the department was busy, I had to insist on going to work the next day.

Before my ass was hot, all kinds of debt collection calls came in, and I had to deal with it. Maybe getting sick and hiding from debt is my fate for the rest of my life!

In the days to come, I will also suffer in this infinite loop, hoping for miracles, waiting for the moment when my life ends.