confession

Coming back from the cemetery, they took me to the store. Everyone sat together and talked about how things would end. In the past few days, everyone has been tired because of my business, and the eldest sister asked Zhang Lin to accompany her on the street, and I suddenly wanted to go home and sit down, so I returned to my hometown alone.

Sitting in front of my mother's portrait, I couldn't calm down again, and I had too many whispers to say to my mother. Suddenly, my mother stepped down from the photograph and came up to me and hugged me.

"Mom, I was wrong."

"Fourth son, no matter how you do, you can't do stupid things!" Mom said, tears already wet my hair.

"Mom, I'm so tired, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to face everyone, I...."

My mother wiped the tears from my face with her warm hand, and said to me gently: "Fourth son, after all, you are also a victim, don't blame yourself so much." The whole family will help you. ”

"Mom, I know. But my mistake made everyone worry about it, especially when I lost my father's pension money, and he also found someone to borrow money for me, during this time my father was a lot haggard, and I felt uncomfortable. Mom, you sit and say. With that, I reached out and pulled over the chair and helped my mother sit down.

"It's okay, your dad doesn't smoke, doesn't drink, can't spend money, you've been very well-behaved since you were a child, which makes us very worry-free, and now you're in trouble, who won't we help?"

"Anyway, I dragged my dad down."

"Don't talk nonsense." My mother patted my head as she spoke, "You see how long it has been since your hair has turned a lot gray, and my mother is distressed when she looks at it." ”

"Mom, it's okay, don't worry! My hair is gray, but I'm fine. That's right. Mom, are you okay? ”

"Mom is fine, with your grandma and your second sister by her side, Mom is not alone. I am in good health now. ”

"I also think you're fatter and your face is much better, how are your grandma and second sister?"

"They are all very good, your grandmother is still idle every day, and your second sister is also well......"

"Mom, I miss you so much."

"We miss you too, you are the youngest, and the three of us are the most worried about you. Since your accident, your grandmother has been nagging every day, you can't do stupid things in the future, do you hear? ”

"I was wrong, Mom, you tell Grandma, tell her not to worry."

"Fourth son, remember, although we miss you very much, we don't want you to accompany us now, you have to live well, live well with Zhang Lin, grow up with Xiaole, and take care of your father for your mother." Listening to my mother's instructions, I burst into tears again, and suddenly my mother disappeared before my eyes. I shouted in horror, "Mom, Mom....." When I came back to my senses again, the chair in front of me was empty, except for the statue of my mother enshrined on the shrine.

"Mom, are you worried about me, so you came back to see me? Mom, I miss you! Don't worry, I'll be okay and work hard with Zhang Lin to get through the difficulties. Everything was my fault, and when I went back in the evening, I apologized to Zhang Lin. It was my fault before, and I shouldn't have blamed her for it. Mom, you, grandma, and second sister should be fine. I'll take good care of my dad, don't worry! ”

The time I spent alone with my mother was forever short, and the ringing of my eldest sister's bell made me notice that it was already dark, and I had no choice but to say goodbye to my mother and set off for home. The soul that has been baptized by confession has given me infinite strength, and it took me as much time as I walked from my hometown to my new home fifteen miles. At dinner that day, I ate very deliciously, and the enthusiasm that had been away from me for a long time returned. Thinking that we would have to go to work tomorrow, Zhang Lin and I went to rest early. Lying on the bed, I looked at Zhang Lin affectionately: "Wife, I'm sorry, I was wrong." "What's wrong, today?" Zhang Lin was confused by my attitude. I hugged Zhang Lin: "This afternoon, after you left, I went back to my hometown alone and thought a lot in front of my mother's portrait. For the first time, I really realized how wrong I was and how wronged you were. I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done something wrong and put the blame on you. Wife, don't be angry, I promise that I will never hide anything from you in the future. "Don't think about it, I said to face it with you, I won't regret it, from tomorrow, we will live and work hard!" With that, we hugged tightly, and all our worries vanished.

The next day we woke up early, ate and went to work in high spirits. As soon as I arrived at the office and sat down, I received a text message from Zhang Lin, "Raise your head high, work hard, don't care about anyone's eyes", and I will smile heartily when I receive Zhang Lin's encouragement. On that day, my colleagues in the unit made me understand the warmth and sophistication because of rumors, but fortunately, yesterday's confession made me no longer impetuous, and I could accept it calmly no matter what I faced. More than a month passed like this, because of our decision to sell the house, there were waves again.