Chapter 2 An Inflection Point
When you open a door, the unknown road is always full of thorns. Such a sentence appeared inexplicably in his mind, he thought about it for a while, it turned out that there was a similar sentence in the work of Xiao and 2, he thought of Yun Zhao, the protagonist of "Tomorrow", and a chubby little boy appeared in front of him, with wisdom in his clear eyes.
He thought of the book "Sword Coming" by the princes of the Beacon Opera who was chasing, and the thin boy Chen Ping'an in Mud Bottle Lane was really a good reading seed and a good swordsman.
"Who doesn't have a river and lake in their hearts!" Xi Xi sighed, and in front of him appeared a young scholar in a green shirt with a sword on his back, who looked eight points similar to himself.
looked at this scholar and smiled slightly, as if he was him, a man who dared to love and hate, and dared to draw a sword and kill people for the injustices in the world.
The other sat side by side with himself on the bed, looking at the embodied characters in the novel in front of him. He asked, "Tomorrow is June 1st, do you have anything else to solve?" ”
Xi Xi thought for a while, took out his mobile phone, and opened the notepad, there was an encrypted file in it, the file was very long, with pictures and text, like a diary, but the content inside was all love letters he wrote to a girl.
The last day was April 26, 2020.
It reads: Life is short for a few autumns, you don't have to be romantic, you don't have to be romantic; The mountains and rivers are endless, I want to say that I will rest, I want to say that I will rest, but I will say that the weather is cool and autumn.
For the first time, I found that the person I liked for a long time could really let go calmly, but I also thought about working hard for her, splashing three or two waves in the long river of literature, and giving her a happy and beautiful home.
The heart is dead. It felt a bit like the first time I had surgery, the anesthetic fluid was spreading from my arm to my lungs, eating little by little, until I was suffocating, and I was probably dead.
Goodbye, Yao Yuhan.
The other calmly read all the contents, returned the phone to Xixi, asked for a cigarette, and smoked slowly, he suddenly thought of something and asked, "What do you think of Cai Wenxi?" ”
"Very good friend." He rolled his eyes at his other self and said, "Don't do anything for me, I can tell you." ”
"I'm curious about Yao Yuhan, a woman, she has always had a boyfriend, why is it worth your love so much?"
Xi Xi extinguished the cigarette, half leaned against the wall, and said helplessly, "I don't know, I just like it, how obsessed I am with your own heart?" By the way, what kind of nickname do you have, saying you every day, it feels strange to disrespect people. ”
"Yan Xi and Xi Yan are fine, everyone else calls me that."
"Swallow! Dayan Kingdom, the capital of thistle, is really a fellow believer. I used to think about writing a novel to write about my hometown Jixian, the Ji family of the Yan royal family who woke up in the ancient tomb, but unfortunately the writing was too poor, and I stopped writing because I couldn't write that feeling. Come, please start your show. ”
Yan Xi looked at Xi Xi with a puzzled expression.
"It's just for you to talk about you. You said that the two of us have been together for half a year, I can't wait to strip naked and put it in front of you, do you think it's appropriate for you to not let go of a fart? ”
Yan Xi habitually put his hand into his arms, didn't take out anything, and withdrew his hand stupidly, he said: "The people who have talked to me like this have been killed by me, your courage is indeed not small, like me." ”
"Don't make any bells and whistles, let it go if you have a fart."
Yan Xi asked for cigarettes again and began to tell her story. He asked, "Do you remember when you were in junior high school, there was a man named Liu Yang in the first year of junior high school?" ”
Xi Xi thought for a while, and said, "Just that stupid dormitory leader, stay for half a year and transfer to that school?" ”
Yan Xi nodded and continued: "He relied on his height, often deliberately bullied me, once in the morning exercise, everyone went down to gather, there were only me, Liu Yang and his dog-legged Liang Chengcheng in the classroom, the two of them called me to me, Liu Yang punched me in the stomach, it hurt very much. Liu Yang still wanted to fan me, but was pulled by Liang Chengcheng, and the two of them walked out of the classroom with a smile, leaving me alone to kneel on the ground, tears streaming down in pain. ”
He spat and scolded: "Grass! This idiot! I, Nima, really want to kill him. Then he looked at Yan Xi suspiciously, "How did you know about this?" ”
"This is one of the turning points in your life, I made different choices with you, that night I pierced his eyes with a pen, lost a lot of money, stayed in the juvenile detention center for 10 months, met some friends, did not graduate from junior high school and began to mix with society, and then a rich second generation accidentally killed someone, we have a good relationship, I took the top bag for him, and used the relationship to sentence 35 years, I spent 27 years and 3 months in prison before I came out. The rich second generation gave me 1 million, but I didn't contact it. The hometown was also demolished, and the parents couldn't find it, so they had to continue to fool around in society. When I was in prison, I knew a man who was doing business in the south, and he was doing well, so I went to him and helped manage the business of several small clubs. It's boring to do it, so I went to Southeast Asia for a few years to develop, made some money, and bought a small island. ”
Xixi listened to his own words, and he couldn't imagine that he still had the potential to be a big brother.
Yan Xi smiled, stretched out his hand and patted Xi Xi on the shoulder three times, "It's actually good that you're like this, it's cheap, and it's a kind of happiness to be bland." ”
I'm a little unhappy, what do you mean? Who to look down on!
"Okay, let's not talk about these things for now, let's talk about the actual things. First, in three years, the iron rice bowl will definitely not be able to be saved, although I relied on luck to get admitted with a score of 100 points, but it is also a decent job, you have to arrange the job for me, this is fine. Second, get married before the age of 30, this is a hard and fast rule, you have to deal with it, the requirements are not high, just look good. Third, remember to leave me some savings, don't your mother have nothing left for three years, and you don't want to smoke a box of cigarettes for 10 yuan again. Just these three, do you think you can do it? ”
Yan Xi sighed and waved her hand, "It's not too early, hurry up and rest, and take care of my body." After saying that, he disappeared, and no matter how much he shouted and cursed, he did not appear.
Scolding, scolding, smoking a cigarette, brushing his teeth, taking a shower, and sleeping. On the contrary, he is not very worried about the future in three years, because Yan Xi is also himself, since he has some things engraved in his bones, he can't change, such as trustworthiness, such as knowing grace.
Now he thinks about his own beautiful life in three years, I want to fucking build a small island, live broadcast the life of the island every day, and mix it up as an Internet celebrity, it's so comfortable! Hey, you're such a clever little ghost.
The moment you open your eyes, you have to understand that you are no longer the self you were yesterday, and your mind is infinitely magnified, and that is the feeling of freedom.
Yan Xi lay on the bed, feeling the feeling from every inch of skin, wonderful and incomprehensible, inhaling gently, there is a faint fragrance, opening his eyes, the warm morning sun shines on the pothos on the windowsill, beautiful like a Western ink painting.
Picking up the phone to look at the time, there was a difference of 5 minutes and 6 o'clock, Yan Xi decided to lie on the bed for another 5 minutes to feel the comfort of this bed in detail. Later, he will do a simple one-hour workout to get used to his body as quickly as possible.
It's just that he thinks a little too much, you let a person sit in front of the computer for a day and exercise for an hour, the difficulty factor is too great. Yan Xi just did 20 push-ups, her arms began to tremble on her own, 50 sit-ups, she couldn't get up, she squatted 50, and her legs began to tremble.
"What a piece of rubbish." Yan Xi said, as soon as his mind moved, Xi Xi, who was sleeping heavily, appeared in front of him, and his saliva fell straight down in a crystal straight line, disgusting.
Yan Xi kicked on Xi Xi's buttocks, only to see him sit up suddenly, look around with a dull face, and countless question marks appeared in his heart. Who am I? Where am I? What am I going to do?
Then Xi Xi saw Yan Xi with an angry face, and swallowed nervously, "What's wrong with you?" I didn't mess with you. ”
"What's wrong with me! You're still licking your face and asking me what's wrong! Say: Why is your body mass so poor. ”
Xi shrunk his neck, lowered his head, pointed to the table, and said: "Understand, I've been single for a long time, did I see the mobile hard disk next to the computer, 1T capacity, full, full HD, if you are interested, you can discuss it." ”
Yan Xi took a deep breath, pulled her hair back with both hands, walked in front of Xi Xi, squatted down, looked at him with disdain, and shook her head.
He smiled awkwardly, there was embarrassment, timidity, and humility in this smile.
"Laugh? Are you still embarrassed to laugh? Yan Xi was furious, and slapped Xi Xi in the face one after another, eager to beat him to death directly.
"Don't fucking give a shame, the clay man is still angry, believe it or not, the old man fought back!"
"Give Nima's hand back! Dead rubbish! ”
Yan Xi beat Xi Xi violently for 10 minutes, not to mention that the effect was very good, he had completely adapted to this body.
Lying on the ground with no love, covering his face with his hands, he whimpered and said, "You fucking lied to me, didn't you say that matter can't act on the mind?" Why does it hurt so much to hit me? ”
Yan Xi pouted and smiled, "You will believe what I say?" The point is that it was my mind that hit you just now, idiot! ”
Xi Xi began to cry and convulsed, like a stupid son of a landlord who had been bullied. "Shame on you! Even a powerless literati like me can beat me, which is simply intolerable. ”
"If you cry again, I'll beat you again." Yan Xi said, as soon as he raised his hand, Xi Xi immediately covered his mouth, pitiful.
After that, no matter what Yan Xi did, Xi Xi was like a wronged little lady, looking at him with a resentful face, Yan Xi was annoyed, and it was not a way to fight all the time, and in three years, violence was not the best way to solve the problem.
Yan Xi thought about it, moved a chair from the room, put it at the door of room 300, faced the stairs, and sat on the chair like Mr. Lin Zhengying in the zombie movie.
He asked vigilantly, "What are you going to do?" ”
"Look at fate and tell people a fortune."
"I can warn you, don't think about confessing to Cai Wenxi, we are just good friends."
Yan Xi's face was full of doubts, "I said that I was going to tell fortunes and wanted to confess myself, so Lao Tzu was not in the mood to deal with you." ”
The sound of footsteps approaching, the sound of keys becoming clearer and clearer, and a woman humming a song and walking briskly.