Chapter 11: Apologies
Li Mengke pretended to be in a fierce state: "What is your purpose, say!" β
Harry Potter hurriedly waved his hands together, slowly pushed his hands and said, "That...... I was wrong! I'm sorry! If you want to fight, you will be punished, and you will listen to it! β
Meng Ke was unforgiving: "Stop! Don't run! Tell us the truth! Who are you under control? Why soak our family Gu Ran! Say! β
Harry Potter's whole body trembled, and his voice trembled even more as he spoke: "That...... In fact...... Actually......"
The three dead friends behind Gu Ran had a very tacit understanding, and at the same time took a step forward and continued to extort confessions: "Actually, what? β
"Yes...... It was I who told them that you must have been sad that you just broke up and that you won't come to class today...... They told me you would come to class today, but I said no...... They're going to make a bet with me, and if I lose, I'm going to confess to you...... Then I lost the bet, and then they forced me...... I'm going to confess to you......"
This Harry Potter is really majestic, and a few simple words were so muddy that he said. Gu Ran still heard a rough idea, snorted and said, "Did Lu Jin propose this bet to fight with you?" β
"Right...... Right...... How do you know? β
"Did he tell you what they would do if you won?"
"No...... It's really not ......."
"Idiot! I don't even know if I've been tricked! After Gu Ran finished speaking, he turned his head and left, not worrying at all that his words might hurt Harry Potter. Let's go! I'm going to go back and write it! β
The three girls suddenly laughed, they thought this Harry Potter was so funny, and they scared him when they pretended to be fierce......
Gu Ran was just about to walk out of the classroom, only to hear Harry Potter's voice suddenly loud from behind him: "Don't go!" β
I saw that Harry Potter's eyes were suddenly full of determination, and his body was much more stable, and he no longer had the feeling of cowardice just now.
Several of the girls stopped laughing. I saw that Harry Potter was silent, walked quickly to the podium seriously, seriously in front of the blackboard, seriously picked up a long piece of chalk, and seriously wrote the following words on the blackboard: "Gu Ran, I love you" His penmanship is excellent, his fingers are flying, and every word is written extremely beautifully. After writing these five words, he pulled out a long dash on the blackboard in a dashing manner, and wrote a name at the end of the dash: Liu Bin.
After Harry Potter finished writing these words, he walked out of the classroom without looking back under the stunned eyes of the four girls.
This way of confession, let alone never seen it, I haven't even heard it......
It turned out that Harry Potter's name was Liu Bin...... Thinking like this, the four girls silently watched Liu Bin's back drift away.
In the end, Gu Ran said, "Let's go!" β
Li Mengke still didn't react: "Where are you going?" β
"Back to the dormitory, of course!" Gu Ran couldn't help but say, pulled a few of them and left.
The whole classroom was empty. Only the big words on the blackboard remained, still lonely and hanging in mid-air.
"Gu Ran, I love you - Liu Bin"
All afternoon, Gu Ran was hiding in the bedroom, facing the window of the bedroom and looking at the scenery outside.
On campus, everyone was in a hurry. Some people are busy in love, some are busy reading, some are busy walking, and some are busy leisurely.
Why the hell are we in such a hurry?
It's like the hero and heroine of many stories. In this hurried earthly world, we hurriedly met, hurried to acquaint, hurried to love, and hurried apart.
Yes, everything was in such a hurry. Saying that I like you and saying I love you is sometimes just an excuse. The best reason to pass the time is that a man and a girl flirt inexplicably. Isn't it? I just don't want to be in a relationship yet......
You are moaning inexplicably with no illness with a story, and I am sick with a messy ending. That's how the world is. In the paradoxical melody, there is a picture that makes people collapse.
Okay! You say you love me. It's good, but, I, don't love you.
Gu Ran felt that such an ending was very suitable for him, that Harry Potter left in a chic manner, and he was also chic and disdainful. In this desolate and indifferent world, who cares about whom? It's either bullshit or shit, how do you make people believe you? Right! That's it.
For a whole afternoon, Gu Ran maintained an expression and remained motionless. Mengke, Mu Mu, and Xiaoxin turned a blind eye to her pleasing in every possible way. Gradually, the sky got dark, gradually the street lights turned on, and gradually there were no pedestrians downstairs, and gradually the three roommates washed and fell asleep. Gradually......
The next day, Gu Ran still got up early, she put on her sportswear and walked out of the door.
"Gu Ran! Why are you going? It's Xiaoxin, Gu Ran turned around and smiled slightly, "I'm going to run, are you going too?" Gu Ran felt as if she was suddenly a lot more charming, no one knew, she secretly made up her mind in her heart at the moment: Don't let anyone call me a big fat girl in the future! Especially that Jin Shaoze! "Okay, together!" Xiaoxin had just finished washing, hurriedly changed into sportswear, and followed Gu Ran to participate in the Long March.
So, in the early morning on the playground in the schoolyard. Under the brilliant brilliance of the morning glow, the two refreshing girls ran on the vermilion rubber track in such a healthy manner.
"Hey! Gu Ran, what kind of wind is blowing today! How do you remember to run? The speed of the two of them was not fast, and Xiaoxin's tone of voice seemed very relaxed.
Gu Ran was a little out of breath, her long-term lazy career made her lack the motivation to persevere, but she still insisted on not admitting defeat.
"Of course it's weight loss! What else could there be! My goal is to be below 1001! β
"Wow! You want to be the devil! Your conditions are already so good, if you lose weight again, it will be a tie flower! β
For this point, Gu Ran still knows that she is well-known, and she has never felt that her appearance is too human. I haven't decorated myself much since I was a child, and I don't face the sky every day, and I'm not beautiful, I'm afraid of anyone's broken cans, and the spirit makes her look extraordinarily pure among women. Gu Ran shrugged his shoulders and gasped, "Forget it!" I still have this self-knowledge! I'm a big fat girl in the eyes of others! It's not cute, no one hurts! I'm not ugly, but I'm not pretty. Anyway, it's just a shrew, and I admit it. But even if I am a shrew, I will be a tough shrew! I must not be allowed to be suppressed by anyone! β
Xiaoxin felt that she had something to say, and asked her tentatively: "Big fat girl?" You're not fat! Who said that? Suppress you? Who dares! Huh? What you said is Jin Shaoze, well, maybe Harry Potter, Liu Bin. β
"Phew! They deserve it too! Besides, I've already taken pictures of myself by urinating, and my mother was born with dinosaurs and couldn't give up on myself, so I won't have a dream of climbing these two gods! I'm who I am, and that's good! "Gu Ran now looks like I'm a hooligan, who am I afraid of. The speed of running is actually getting faster and faster.
Xiao Xin followed a few steps and said very seriously: "Gu Ran! Are you laughing at yourself, or are you having low self-esteem? Gu Ran was stunned for a moment, and his pace slowed down: "Self-deprecation? Inferiority? What do you mean? β
"Self-deprecation means that you are too confident, too narcissistic, self-confident to the extent of narcissism, and then you are unwilling to admit your narcissism, so you use the method of ridiculing yourself to set off your greatness."
"What does it mean to have low self-esteem?" Gu Ran stopped suddenly, and his expression was already a little gloomy. His chest heaved violently, and he gasped loudly.
Xiaoxin stared at Gu Ran's eyes, and said slowly: "Inferiority, that is, you have never seen your true self, you think of yourself very badly, and then, you pretend to be self-deprecating to reject others......"
Gu Ran sat on the ground, wheezing louder. She thought about it, and finally she told Xiaoxin very seriously: "Self-deprecation and inferiority are there." I am a narcissistic and inferior person. So be it. After Gu Ran finished speaking, he turned around and left.
Xiaoxin felt as if she had inadvertently hurt her, so she hurriedly chased after her, "Gu Ran, in fact, you don't know!" You are beautiful. β
Gu Ran suddenly felt that Xiaoxin was very quarrelsome, and her steps were faster: "Gu Ran! Some people's beauty is from the outside in, your beauty is from the inside out, and your connotation is reflected in the temperament, which is a unique feeling. What makes you different is that you have a different thought and connotation than everyone else. β
Gu Ran was only a little irritated when he listened, and hurriedly covered his ears, but Xiaoxin's voice still pierced in like a needle: "Gu Ran, no matter what you think, in my opinion, you are a big beauty!" β
Gu Ran ignored her, covering her ears and running faster and faster. In the blink of an eye, Xiaoxin was gone.
"Whether I'm beautiful or not, what does it have to do with me?"
For a whole day, Gu Ran barely spoke.
She walked through many inexplicable places, and suddenly found that she hadn't carefully looked at the scenery on campus since she entered school for two months.
Many times we like to go to a far place to see the scenery in the distance, and the scenery in front of us is at our fingertips. But we haven't appreciated it for a long time. Because it's too close, because it's too easy.
Gu Ran never felt that the scenery on campus was as good as today, the fresh air, the warm morning sun, and the gentle breeze quietly stroked his long hair...... Hair?
She deliberately opened her hair and spread it out. Let the breeze caress you. Wandering on the blue path on campus, Gu Ran only felt a kind of relaxation that he had never felt before. She felt like something had changed.
People change, don't they? We have been self-centered since we were young, and when one day we suddenly realize that the world is not too much for us to do, we begin to change. Or they have become more mature, or they have become more childish. Gu Ran couldn't figure out if he was more mature or naΓ―ve now. She narrowed her eyes slightly, and glanced at the rising sun like fire.