Chapter 351: Admitting Mistakes
"Advanced lung cancer." Anxia was now able to say these four words calmly.
There was a clang, and Anxia was silent.
Zhou Yue obviously felt that this news was very stunned, and she didn't react for a long time.
"How much time does Grandma have left?" She could hear a calmness in An Xia's tone, and she had already expected that the old man had not much time left.
She is full of complexity, since she was a child, she has been very close to her grandmother, she has no grandparents, and she has always been very yearning for grandmothers like the old lady of the Yu family.
It's just that after Grandma moved away, there was a lot of estrangement between them.
When I saw the news this time, I thought it was a miscommunication, so I just called to verify it.
I didn't expect to get such news from An Xia's mouth.
She didn't react for a while.
After a slow half-beat, the helplessness and pain poured into her brain, as if something had exploded in her brain, and she wanted to stand up with her hands but accidentally touched the beer bottle next to her, and all of them fell down with a bang.
Her mind seemed to be forced to sober up a lot by this voice, and only then did she have the strength to think.
"The doctor said that there will be half a month at most, but grandma's body is getting weaker and weaker......" Anxia couldn't say the next words, she felt very sad as soon as she said it, and she felt very sad in her heart, as if she was about to breathe.
Zhou Yue was also very uncomfortable.
After asking An Xia a few more words, she put down the phone.
Although the relationship between them is not very deep, but after hanging up the phone, she always feels a pain in her chest, that feeling empty, it doesn't seem to be very uncomfortable, but she can feel that pain.
It's the kind of worry that such a good elder is about to pass away.
After a while, she scrambled to her feet, she had been decadent for a long time.
During this time, she didn't go to work, she sent her son to her parents, she was drunk and dreamed of death every day, and now she heard An Xia's words, and she just wanted to go to Mozhou quickly.
Such a gentle and kind elder, she still remembers that when she was a child, someone snatched her chocolate and it was her grandmother who helped her get it back.
She is an agitated spirit, and now she just wants to cheer up quickly, for the sake of a man to make herself like this is enough to indulge, she should live a good life next, and face life well.
Anxia put away the phone and walked back.
It's only a few steps away from where the sun was just shining.
However, just a few steps away, as soon as she turned around, she saw that her grandmother's mouth was full of blood, and the person had fainted. What to do? Grandmother! Yu Chenβ"
"What to do? Grandma won't have an accident, right? Anxia's hands were covered with blood, it was the blood on her clothes when she sent the old man to the hospital, she was holding Yuchen's clothes tightly, and Yuchen looked at Anxia with difficulty.
He could only do nothing, so he could only stand here at a loss.
"It's all my fault, I should be optimistic about grandma, why should I answer the phone?" She grabbed Yuchen's hand and gradually slid away weakly and sat on the ground.
She shouldn't have left.
Yuchen's throat was sour, and he couldn't speak.
Looking at Anxia, who was almost collapsed, he couldn't say a word.
In the end, he still knelt down and held Anxia in his arms.
They all know that the end will still go this way in the end, it is inevitable, and now they are just doing this to escape, convincing themselves that they still have a chance, as long as they are careful grandma will be fine.
However, Yu Chen couldn't be clearer that the old man was hopeless.
Jiang Yan saw such a scene when she came, and she couldn't help crying.
Every day they are mentally preparing themselves, but when she sees this day coming, she still finds it difficult to accept.
How difficult it is to accept the death of a loved one.
What a desperate thing to do.
The saddest thing is that people don't have a choice but to accept it.
She sniffed, helped An Xia and Yuchen up from the ground, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "Grandma said that she will not leave at least now, we have to believe her." β
Anxia nodded, but even so, tears kept sliding from the corners of her eyes, and the feeling was completely uncontrollable sadness.
Ten minutes later, the doctor came out of the emergency room.
"You have to be prepared, she is running out of time, and this will happen more often in the future." The doctor is well aware that vomiting blood is already an ultimatum for the body.
Originally, the doctor said that there was still half a month to go, but now that the condition is deteriorating rapidly, it may not be able to wait for half a month.
"Prescribe medicine for my grandmother." Yuchen was very persistent.
During this time, he was able to see the smile on his grandmother's face after the nurse returned, and he didn't want to let her be confined to such various instruments again.
The doctor spread his hands helplessly and sighed: "If this is your choice." β
Yu Chen turned his head to look in the direction of the emergency room: "This is also grandma's choice." β
When the old man came out of the emergency room, he was clean, and when he came, Jiang Yan brought a change of clothes, and then with the help of the nurse, she cleaned up the blood stains on her body, and now she looks like an ordinary old man.
Just in addition to being excessively thin, excessively pale.
"Thankfully, she has stopped bleeding now, but it is still a bit difficult to get out of the hospital, and she may need to be hospitalized for a day."
Now the people in the hospital bed are precarious, as if they are going to leave at any time.
Yu Chen was only able to find the slight ups and downs on the old man's body when he looked very attentively, so as not to make him feel that she had left like this.
The next day, the old lady was discharged from the hospital.
The old lady was on crutches, and this was the first time he had stepped into the old lady's room after more than ten years.
"You go out, I have something to say to her." He said lightly, looking at the old man intently.
Yuchen frowned, but still didn't say anything, and pulled An Xia away.
Jiang Yan, Yu's father, and Yu Shuyi also left.
Before leaving, Yu Shuyi glanced back, this was the first time he saw his grandfather appear after he came for a week.
The old lady sat at the head of the bed, the old man was on a ventilator, and his hands were so thin that he could circle them with only his thumb and index finger.
As if she could feel something, she opened her eyes slightly.
The old lady's eyes were very calm: "We have been angry for so many years, but I didn't expect you to leave first, I always thought that I was the first to leave." β
The old lady closed her eyes, not knowing whether she didn't want to listen or if it was already very difficult to even listen to people.
"I was wrong." He said, "It was all my fault at the beginning, if it wasn't my fault, our son wouldn't have died, if I had found out earlier, he wouldn't have been killed, if I hadn't been tempted, if I hadn't done something crazy for the so-called prosperity of the Yu family, there wouldn't have been this thing, I was wrong, I was too completely wrong." β
Remorse in his eyes, he smiled bitterly: "If I had admitted that I was wrong earlier, it would have been nice to bow to you earlier." β
It never occurred to him to ask for forgiveness.
Because he understands that the pain of losing a child is a hurdle that cannot be overcome in a lifetime.
"Fortunately, now that you and I are old, those pasts are now gone, and I will come to accompany you as soon as you leave."
"The proudest thing in my life is to train Yuchen into an excellent heir, but when I get old, I know that what he wants has never been what I thought, I am really a failed grandfather."
"In retrospect, my self-righteous successes are always failures, and what I thought was always what I thought."
"I was wrong...... he took the old lady's hand, and finally couldn't help his hoarse voice, buried in her palm, "If I had known, I would not have done it." β
"I just want you to come back and be able to live this life with you in peace."
"It's just a pity, I knew too late......"
The old lady's hand trembled slightly, and she finally turned her head away.
In this world, there has never been a long time to know and no regret medicine.
Again, the ending will be the same.
What is destined to be good, will not change.
When the old lady came out, it was already half an hour later, and his mood was quite calm.
Trembling, he walked back on crutches.
Anxia looked at his back, and clearly felt fragility from above, as if all beliefs had collapsed in an instant overnight, and even his hair was much whiter.
Maybe Yuchen didn't notice it, or maybe he did notice it, but not to mention, the old lady's hair was still black when he just came back, and in just a few days, he was already full of gray hair, and he no longer had his previous momentum.
Yu Chen squeezed her hand, An Xia turned around and looked up at Yu Chen: "Grandpa, I also need someone to accompany you." β
Hearing this, Yuchen looked up at the old man's back: "I know." β
Although the old man is strict with him, it is undeniable that the old man really loves him, and this kind of love contains expectations, and everything will be so serious.
If he could, he wanted them to reconcile with each other.
As soon as Zhou Yue arrived in Mozhou, she took a taxi over.
She didn't notify anyone about her trip this time, and she didn't call her parents until she was abroad.
On the one hand, her parents were surprised that she had arrived in Mozhou so quickly, and they were also relieved that she was finally willing to go out of her room.
It is precisely because of her that she feels her failure.
For a man who has already put her down, a man who has been married a long time ago, she and him should be just a passerby, and from now on, it is best to be irrelevant.
She called Anxia and learned that her grandmother vomited blood and fell into a coma, and although she has been discharged from the hospital, she still can't get out of the ventilator.
An Xia smiled bitterly, although they said that they would accept their fate, but at this time they couldn't help but save it.
Zhou Yue comforted her on the phone, and she became even more anxious.