Chapter 352: Don't Run Away
Zhou Yue rushed over panting.
"How's Grandma?"
When she saw the old man lying on the bed, she couldn't help but lower her voice.
Anxia: "Why are you here at this time?" ”
Zhou Yue came abroad and An Xia didn't know in advance, but now she was startled when she saw Zhou Yue suddenly appear.
Looking at Yu Chen again, he was not surprised at all, obviously he should have known it a long time ago.
"How could I possibly sit still knowing that my grandma was sick? How is Grandma doing now? She looked at the old man on the bed worriedly, perhaps hearing her voice, Zhou Yue could clearly see the old man's fingers moving.
She took the old man's hand and whispered in the old man's ear, "Can grandma hear me?" I'm Zhou Yue, and I'm coming to see you. ”
Seeing the old man who had always been healthy become like this, she suddenly felt a little sad.
The old man also seemed to respond, and gently shook her fingers, although the strength was very weak, but Zhou Yue still felt it, and she looked at the old man happily.
"Grandma, you must get better." She said so.
It's as if I'm so sure.
After Zhou Yue saw the old man, An Xia took Zhou Yue to the guest room.
The house is very big, basically you can choose wherever you want to live, but Zhou Yue just wants to have a good rest after a night of flight, and she doesn't want to pick anything.
"Grandma...... How much time does she really have? ”
Zhou Yue didn't dare to ask when she was in the room just now, but now when she saw An Xia, her heart trembled, and she couldn't help but ask.
An Xia lowered her eyes and shook her head: "Now I can only resign myself to fate." ”
Zhou Yue couldn't help but be disappointed, and at the same time very worried about the old man lying on the bed, knowing that the end was towards irreversible death, but seeing the old man like this, he still hoped that a miracle would happen.
"It's you, why did you come here, I wasn't prepared at all, and besides, how did I smell a very strong smell of alcohol just now, did you drink?" Anxia sniffed at her.
Zhou Yue: "...... Is your nose so smart? ”
"No, I'm just sensitive to the smell of alcohol." And as soon as Zhou Yue spoke, Anxia could smell that kind of wine, which couldn't be more obvious.
"So you're drinking?" Anxia frowned.
Zhou Yue sighed: "Okay, I admit it, I did drink, in fact, I just took a quick shower when I got on the plane, and I didn't expect that there would be a smell of alcohol on my body." ”
"What's the matter, why do you drink so much?" Being able to smell the wine after such a long time must have known that she must have drunk a lot of alcohol.
She thought for a moment: "Is it because of Jiang Mingchen's matter?" ”
Zhou Yue sighed wistfully.
"What the hell is going on? Didn't you say it before? No matter what happened, you have to let go of the past, and you only meet to say goodbye better, so why do you want to do this kind of behavior? ”
Anxia couldn't help but be a little angry when she looked at her like this.
Zhou Yue nodded in despair: "You're right, I thought so before, but when it was that time, I found out that I was not as strong as I thought, in my imagination, maybe he has no feelings for me, but he won't forget it so quickly, but I didn't expect that he was already married, and he was married in the second year after leaving me, and now he has his own children, hearing such news, I really don't know how to face the baby." ”
The most important thing is that it makes her feel that what she has missed for so many years has become unwilling.
She thought that this was something before the two of them, but the reality clearly told her that this was just her unrequited love, how ridiculous, it sounded like a joke, and it was this mentality that made her unacceptable, so she used alcohol to kill her sorrows.
Anxia didn't expect things to be like this.
"Could it be that he has already empathized?" If you really love it, can you beat it out in such a short time? I always felt a little skeptical.
Zhou Yue shook her head: "I don't know, there is no way to pursue the past, and I have already decided to let go of the past, I feel that the most sorry person now is the baby, in the face of his expectant gaze, I really can't tell the fact that his father already has a child, doesn't this sound pitiful?" I don't want him to end up like this. ”
So she didn't say anything about this except to An Xia.
An Xia knew that Zhou Yue had suffered so much during this time, and she hugged her gently: "You're right, you can't let the child bear all this, but I think if you know him, you should know that it's better to tell him about this kind of thing, after all, the child is actually far smarter than we imagined." ”
Maybe Zhou Yue thinks that as long as she doesn't say anything about it, she won't know about it, but Zhou Lei is a very smart child, and she may have noticed something from the drunken state of not saying a word since she came back.
"But...... He's just a kid, wouldn't it be too cruel for him to tell him about this so early? She hesitated, always thinking that it would not be too late to wait until the child grew up a little more, at least when the grade was older, the receptivity would be stronger.
"Believe me, Zhou Lei is a very sensitive child, if you don't say it now, he will be stuffy in your heart, besides, don't you really say it now just because of him? Don't you ever have the idea of running away? Anxia let go of her, looked at each other, and directly pointed out the other party's weakness in an instant.
Zhou Yue smiled bitterly: "I thought I was hiding it well, but why is it so easy for you to see through it every time." ”
"Because everyone has times when they want to escape, but if you want to ask me what to do, the advice I can give is that you don't run away now, let alone make decisions for your child, and tell him everything completely, I believe he should think the same way."
When Zhou Yue heard An Xia's words, she remembered in a trance that she had promised him that she would tell him everything after she came back last time, but when she came back, she completely ignored her son's disappointed eyes because she was too self-conscious, or because she was too uncomfortable, so she was a derelict mother.
"Think about it, I won't bother you for now, go to bed early." Anxia looked at her distraction and patted her on the shoulder.
Zhou Yue smiled reluctantly: "Well, thank you." ”
"You can see your aunt whenever you want, and she and uncle live next door." Ansha added.
Only then did Zhou Yue realize that her aunt and uncle also lived here.
Ansha came out of the room and pulled up the room.
She let out a long sigh.
I felt that my whole body was sore.
There is hardly a place on my body right now that I am not tired.
She yawned and was about to go to bed, but when she passed by, she found that Yuchen was still in the study, tapping on the computer, and at a glance, she knew that she had been working overtime for a long time.
She thought that Yu Chen hadn't eaten anything at all in the afternoon.
In the past few days, because of my grandmother's illness, everyone's appetite is not high.
Looking at Yu Chen's hard back, she planned to cook something delicious for Yu Chen.
She doesn't know much about the news on the Internet, but she is also scrolling through Weibo every day, and she is closer to Yu Chen, so she can know what he has been busy with recently.
Now that the company has just received it, he is an outsider who has not yet made achievements, and it is very difficult to convince people.
That's why he stays up late every day.
She was very distressed in her eyes.
Accompanying my grandmother during the day, working at night, and sleeping no more than three hours a day, I basically regarded myself as a superman, and I didn't even leave a little time for myself.
As it happens, there is still fresh chicken in the fridge, and a pot of chicken soup is the best.
Jiang Yan couldn't sleep, and when she went downstairs, she saw An Xia wearing an apron and busily in the kitchen.
I could smell the fragrance from afar.
She hasn't slept well in the past few days, and she can't eat, so she smells the fragrance and feels a lot hungry.
"Are you making chicken soup?"
She appeared behind her, and An Xia was very attentive and didn't notice Jiang Yan's appearance at all, and she was startled when she heard her voice, and she almost dropped her spoon.
"Auntie, when did you come?" She patted her chest and let out a long breath, she was really almost out of soul just now.
Jiang Yan also knew that she had scared An Xia just now, and apologized a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I didn't notice that you were so serious just now, I shouldn't have come from behind." ”
"The chicken soup has been stewed, do you want to drink a bowl?" An Xia smiled and said that it was okay, and brought a bowl to Jiang Yan and served a bowl of soup.
I don't know how Anxia made it, it's obviously chicken soup, but the soup noodles don't have much oil, it looks very refreshing, the chicken inside has been stewed and the flesh is separated, the clear soup can see the shape of the chicken at a glance, and there is a slight sweetness when you drink it.
Jiang Yan's eyes lit up after just taking a sip: "It's really delicious." ”
An Xia smiled: "If you like to drink, drink more, I stew a lot here." ”
She has long known that the people in her family basically have no appetite, and in the past few days, except for Yu Shuyi, everyone else has been preoccupied, and basically she hasn't eaten anything, so she has boiled more.
"Auntie, you drink first, I'll send Yu Chen a little chicken soup, he has been staying up late for several days in a row, I'm a little worried about him."
Jiang Yan nodded: "You go quickly." ”
She also sees Yuchen's efforts in the past few days, how can she not feel distressed as a mother.
However, they also know that this is the responsibility that Yuchen must bear.
Fortunately, there is also An Xia, who will be by her side when Yu Chen is tired, and the more Jiang Yan gets along with An Xia, the more she feels that the best thing she did at the beginning was not to stop An Xia and Yu Chen from being together.