With the help of Ling Yunyan and the illness certificate issued by the hospital, Zhao Xiaoyu asked for 15 days of sick leave from the unit.

Just when she was lying at home resting, Ling Yunyan came with supplements, he didn't know that what he had done had been known by Zhao Xiaoyu, thinking that everything was still under control.

Although he avoided mentioning marriage, he still took care of Zhao Xiaoyu very carefully, but everything he did suddenly became absurd and ridiculous in Zhao Xiaoyu's opinion.

I don't know if it was out of conscience condemnation or moral responsibility, during the fifteen days that Zhao Xiaoyu sat in the confinement period, Ling Yunyan came over to take care of her wholeheartedly whenever she was free, and tried her best to buy nourishing soup for her to recuperate.

Although she felt from her heart that what he had done was false, Zhao Xiaoyu was still a little moved, she even felt that Ling Yunyan still loved her, she owed her all kinds of debts before, and now he is trying to make up for what he is doing for her.

While recuperating in bed and enjoying Ling Yunyan's service, Zhao Xiaoyu also thought a lot, she recalled all kinds of situations from their meeting to the present, sometimes sober and sometimes drowsy.

hated when he was sober, hated his ruthlessness and ruthlessness, hated that he used himself; Love when you are drowsy, love his thoughtful care, covet the moment of warmth he gives.

She couldn't think calmly, watching Ling Yunyan busy for her every day, and the ice in her heart was worn away little by little.

Let's go, if you are destined to meet him in this life, then accept your fate, and just accept the arrangement and tricks of fate.

Finally, after Zhao Xiaoyu's sick leave was about to expire, Ling Yunyan took care of her considerately and carefully for more than ten days, she made up her mind, as long as Ling Yunyan did not leave her, as long as he still came to her as often as before, she no longer had other ideas, so she continued to work for him, whether it was a lover or a partner, as long as there was still him in her life, then everything would remain the same.

Just after Zhao Xiaoyu had an idea, the development of things caught her off guard, and when she returned to the funeral home to start work after she ended her sick leave, Ling Yunyan changed.

Although he still gave her a little instruction from time to time as usual, asking her to provide this or that organ, Zhao Xiaoyu did as he requested.

It's just that she sadly found that Ling Yunyan no longer touched her, and in the end, even her house didn't come.

Their contact was all made by phone, and she hardly saw Ling Yunyan except when she picked up the goods.

At first, she thought that Ling Yunyan was concerned about her body, but after she had recovered for a long time, and the time had long exceeded the stage where it was medically prescribed that sexual intercourse should not be carried out after an abortion, Ling Yunyan still never mentioned coming to her.

She was ignorant enough to realize that perhaps this man had a false affection, but he didn't want to be able to use the tools he used to make any mistakes, and now that she had recovered and been able to continue working, and the source of the goods he needed was assured, then he no longer had to pretend to have any feelings or desires for her.

Zhao Xiaoyu, who is not deeply involved in the world and has no experience in getting along with people, could not imagine that there is such a man in the world who can not hesitate to use feelings as bait in order to achieve his goals.

She also couldn't believe that everything she and he had ever had was just a means to get her hooked from beginning to end, she would rather her idea was wrong, she never could believe that Ling Yunyan was such a person.

So she numbed herself again and again, found all kinds of reasons and excuses for Ling Yunyan, and told herself that she was too busy, he was just too busy, and he just didn't have time.

However, the result only disappointed her again and again. After countless midnight dreams, Zhao Xiaoyu woke up from the nightmare, realizing more and more clearly that she was just a pitiful utility, and her heart fell into the ice valley again.

She began to feel that the relationship between herself and Ling Yunyan could never go back to the past, and maybe it came to an end.

originally thought that her grievances could be exchanged for even false thoughtfulness between the two, as long as Ling Yunyan didn't mention leaving, even if it was just a scene, then she would turn a blind eye and just pass it like this, but she was as ruthless as Ling Yunyan, and she didn't even give her a chance to dream.

For a long time, Zhao Xiaoyu was trying to get herself out of Ling Yunyan's shadow, but she couldn't convince herself to stop loving him and thinking about him anymore.

It wasn't until later that she couldn't control her thoughts about him, and couldn't help but secretly go to his unit and residence, lying to herself that she just needed to look at him from a distance.

But when she really spied on Ling Yunyan in secret, she was not satisfied with just taking a look, and wanted to see more of his daily life, so she began to follow Ling Yunyan.

As a result, she saw that he was with Ni Xiaomei almost all the rest of the time except for commuting, she saw them shopping and eating hand in hand, she saw him buy diamond jewelry for her to get married, she saw him go to buy a wedding house with her, and she saw Ni Xiaomei stay at Ling Yunyan's residence all night......

All this completely shattered Zhao Xiaoyu's remaining illusions, and also made her spirit completely crazy and close to collapse, Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't accept this situation, and she fell seriously ill.

This time, Ling Yunyan didn't come to take care of her hypocritically.

Maybe it was because he was busy preparing for the wedding, and because Robert's side didn't have much demand for goods, Ling Yunyan didn't contact Zhao Xiaoyu for a whole month.

Poor Zhao Xiaoyu, the double blow of being abandoned and used by her lover made her breathless, she was very sick, so she lay alone at home and lonely on the bed, even she didn't know how long she had been lying and how long she had been asleep.

She didn't seek medical advice, but just went to death peacefully, allowing herself to struggle on the line of death and let the torture of the disease.

But the god of fate refused to listen to her cry of being willing to die, and the illness dragged on for a month, and in the end she miraculously and slowly recovered.

After recovering from her illness, Zhao Xiaoyu was so thin that she was no longer human, and the mental pressure and torture, coupled with the newly recovered body, made her feel that she was just a walking corpse, surviving for a long time.

The once innocent and lively Zhao Xiaoyu is gone, and now she no longer has the laughter of the past.

A pair of melancholy and empty eyes, a pale and numb face, and a body that is almost skinny and bone-covered are the true portrayals of her at this moment.

After she made several mistakes at work and was criticized by her leaders and colleagues, Zhao Xiaoyu had to admit that everything Ling Yunyan did to her had completely taken her from heaven to hell, and her whole life was destroyed by Ling Yunyan.