The young man here is sad in the quiet time of the years.

I came back from the bar that night and stayed in bed for a day, only to wake up from my dream in the evening.

Bian Zilin said to me, "Who is Li Munan?" ”

I looked at her big curious eyes, and realized that I had been calling Li Munan's name in my dreams.

When she saw that I didn't speak, she didn't ask again, sighed and said, "Who hasn't had a sweetheart yet."

I cried, and I said, "It turns out that Li Munan is my sweetheart." In the past few years, I have thought about him so much, and it turns out that the three words of my sweetheart have summed up all my thoughts about him very well.

I thought of his eyebrows, his eyes, and the sadness in his eyes when he left, and he said Xu Qijun There will always be Li Qianqian between us.

Just as I was immersed in endless sorrow, an unfamiliar number interrupted my thoughts. I picked it up, it was the middle-aged man, and he said, "My young master wants to see you."

I walked into that hospital again.

The young man who was still thin on the hospital bed was still breathing so weakly, I looked at the oxygen tube inserted into his nostrils, and his eyelashes trembled slightly, like a frightened deer, and he was still so unstable even when he fell asleep.

Tears flowed from my eyes, and the boy had endured untold pain in his best years, and anyone who saw it would be saddened.

The middle-aged man walked over, he was always so polite, he said, "The young master has congenital heart disease, and the doctor said that he will not live to be 25 years old." I said, "Yuan'an, it must be God who is reluctant to let you leave her for too long, so he wants you to return to her so early." God must be a girl who loves a teenager like you.

The smell of hospital disinfectant made me sick.

The middle-aged man said, "Miss Xu, you go back first." Attentive he may have seen his mouth covered and his face pale.

I nodded and walked out.

Back at school, I didn't take a bite to eat, and the pale appearance of the teenager in the hospital made my heart depressed for a long time.

Bian Zilin said, "Qijun, what can you do if you don't eat, you've been hungry for a day."

I stared at the postcard Sun Keyi sent me back on the table and shook my head.

The next day, when I arrived at the hospital, the boy on the bed opened his eyes, and his breathing was still so weak.

He said, "Xu Qijun, thank you for coming to see me."

I put on a smile, from the bottom of my heart, and I wanted him to laugh too, because that smile he had in the shade that day was really beautiful.

But there was a trace of sadness in his eyes. "No one wants to come to see me in this hospital that smells of disinfectant water," he said.

The young man here is sad in the quiet time of the years.

In the next few days, I ran to the hospital whenever I had time.

When the middle-aged man handed over the boy in the wheelchair to me, a trace of unease flashed in his eyes, and I said, "If you are not at ease, follow me, and let Yuan'an be within your sight."

The middle-aged man nodded.

I didn't dare to go too far, so I pushed Yuan'an around the park near the hospital. In a cleaner place, you can still hear insects chirping and birds chirping. I stopped, stood in front of Yuan An and faced him, and I said, "The view here is beautiful, isn't it?"

Yuan An smiled and nodded, I guess if he is a healthy boy, he must be a sunny and laughing big boy.

How many people in this world are in good health but complain about life every day.

I was relieved, as if the sadness I had was nothing in front of Yuan'an's smile.

When I returned to school from the hospital, I had a smile on my face that I had never had before, I wanted to live happily in the future, what Li Munan and Li Qianqian.

Later, Bian Zilin said to me, "Xu Qijun, I found that you have changed recently."

I looked up and asked her how she had changed.

She said, "You didn't like to laugh before, every day you were either in the library or in the dormitory, but now you not only love to laugh, but also run outside every day, you say, are you in love?" ”

I shook my head firmly, but a happy smile spread across my face.

Bian Zilin said, "It's miserable, it's miserable, I'm a single dog in our dormitory now."

Lu Meng didn't return overnight, and came back drunk the next morning, when Shen Shuyu opened the door and screamed.

I said, "What's wrong?" "When I got up from the bed and poked my head out, Lu Meng fell asleep outside the dormitory door, and the whole person was lying in the corridor, so I quickly dragged her in.

Shen Shuyu shook Lu Meng's head and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Lu Meng was shaken half-drunk and half-awake, she cried and shouted, "Yi Chuanji, you bastard, you don't want a mother like this, you bastard." Then I cried out of breath.

I looked at Lu Meng and said to Shen Shuyu, "Let her sleep again."

Shen Shuyu nodded and said okay, the two of us put Lu Meng on the bed together. After Lu Meng woke up, she was like a nobody, she said, "I'm finally liberated, and I don't have to live so fearfully every day."

The other three girls in our dormitory all agreed that they had been worried about her in the past two years when they watched Lu Meng talk about such a hard relationship.

Later, Lu Meng soon fell in love again, and she pulled her new boyfriend to introduce us with a hippie smile, like Yi Chuanji.

I looked at the boy, and my eyes suddenly turned red, the person Lu Meng loved was always Yi Chuanji.

Bian Zilin knocked on my head, "People are in love, what are you sad about?" ”

I didn't dare to look at Lu Meng, I said, "It's good".

That night, I heard the sound of Lu Meng secretly crying in the quilt, and after crying, she fell asleep shallowly, and her mouth muttered the name of Yi Chuanji.

And so we graduated, crying and laughing, defenseless.

On the eve of graduation, the four girls in our dormitory made an appointment to take a set of graduation photos, which can be regarded as a souvenir for the last youth.

Such a group of people don't know when they will see each other again after four years of intensive relationship, and some people may not have the opportunity to say goodbye in their lives.

After packing up my things and going our separate ways the next morning, I went to the supermarket and brought up a few bottles of beer, and I said, "If you don't get drunk tonight, you won't go home."

Shen Shuyu said, "Don't be, I'm going to hurry tomorrow morning."

I opened a bottle of beer and sat on the balcony, a man gurgling into my mouth.

Bian Zilin also opened a bottle, sat down in my posture, and took a sip.

Lu Meng also parked the things he was packing up, and added us.

I glanced at Shen Shuyu, "Come on." Shen Shuyu walked over and shook her head helplessly, I opened the wine and handed it to her.

That night, we talked about life and ideals. One will cry and the other will laugh.

I said "goodbye, dear girls".

Bian Zilin secretly wiped her tears.

Lu Meng said, "Don't say such things."

I cried too, and I said, "I can't fucking bear you."

The night quietly fell silent and practiced for us.