Short Story (Truth Is False 3)
8
I'm starting to learn how to make clothes.
At first, I didn't know Lu Ke's size. So I took advantage of one night to rub into Lu Ke's side. Reached out and wrapped his arms around his body.
I thought he was asleep.
As a result, the moment the ring was closed, he lifted his other arm and put it on my waist.
"General?"
Nobody paid any attention to me.
I looked up and saw that Lu Ke was sleeping soundly. The action of holding the people around you is like having done it many times, so skillfully.
But I ...... I have only shared a bed with him four times.
I managed to control myself from thinking too much. However, I still think that I like Lu Ke anymore.
I like it, even so, I insist on measuring his body.
I carefully make clothes in my house. Often, when I do a little bit and think someone is coming, I quickly hide it.
So even Sakura didn't know.
Lu Ke spent more time in the mansion. Since the beginning of winter, the whole house has begun to panic. Even Sakura said, "It's going to change." ”
Is the sky going to change, or is the politics going to change?
I secretly made a lot of stumbling blocks for the crown prince and the fifth prince. Later, the emperor became ill and couldn't even go to court. When he was lying in bed, he suddenly issued an order, saying that he would abolish the prince.
It's just that all of this, although it has always been in my plan, I don't know anything about it.
Sakura said to me, "The general said he wanted to surprise his wife. ”
She led me to the garden, where the plum blossoms were already blooming. Lu Ke squatted in the pavilion in the garden, with a pot of wine in front of him.
When he saw me coming, he smiled at me and said, "Madam, come here." I went to Zhang Shilang's house today to ask for some flowers and wine. Let's drink together. ”
I stood still and suddenly didn't know what to say.
I've never been used to drinking the wine in the house.
I know that he is a general, and he likes to drink spirits when he goes out to fight. So I tried to drink those drinks in order to please him. But when he drank the second bowl, he took it.
Without saying a word, he turned around and walked away with the wine.
At that time, I always thought that he didn't like me, and even didn't like me to drink his wine.
But now, he warmed the flower wine in front of him, and told me that this was the wine he borrowed and invited me to drink together, what is it?
I walked over slowly. Suddenly snow fell in the sky.
"General."
"Call me Lu Ke."
I paused: "Lu Ke." ”
He instantly smiled on his face, and reached out to hand me a glass of wine: "Come and taste it, how about seeing the wine of Zhang Shilang's family?" If you're not satisfied, we'll borrow someone else's next time. ”
We.
Whether he did it intentionally or unintentionally. I feel like I'm stuck in it.
Even if it's a cliff.
I picked up the wine and drank it all.
Lu Ke's eyes were shining, as if he was waiting for my evaluation.
"Good wine." I said.
But I'm still scared.
I didn't even dare to ask him if he liked me.
9
After that snow, it didn't fall again for a long time.
When the snow began to fall in the sky again, it was already the last day of the wax moon. Lu Ke went to the palace to attend the palace banquet as usual, and I stayed in the palace because I didn't want to deal with the hypocrisy of those women.
A thick layer of snow was piled up on the ground.
Sakura ran to me and said, "Madam, all the red lanterns in the house have been lit." ”
"Okay." I was about to go back to the house, but when I looked back and saw Sakura still standing there, I said, "You can go to dinner." ”
"Isn't Madame going? Madame hasn't eaten anything since noon. ”
"I don't eat it. Can't eat it. ”
I've had some uneasiness in my heart since the afternoon. Now at night, it's getting more and more intense.
I went into the house, lit the candles in the house, and took out the half-made garment from under the bed.
There is also a box under the bed, which contains all the things that Lu Ke gave me since I got married the year before last.
It turned out that I had been married to him for two years.
When I went to the palace two days ago, my aunt said, "Why don't you have a child?" If you have more children, maybe you won't be afraid anymore. ”
I remember my face flushing.
Now that I think about it, maybe she has some truth in what she said.
But I'm scared again. I'm afraid that when I was pregnant, Lu Ke and Su Jinxiu came together again.
Thinking like this, my cheeks were cold for a while.
The clothes were put aside by me. I lay on my stomach on the bed and wept bitterly.
If.
If I hadn't married Lu Ke in order to step on my sister-in-law at that time, I wouldn't have to worry about liking him.
If I didn't like him, I wouldn't have to worry about being caught in love.
Maybe.
Maybe I'm just an old girl in the Prime Minister's Mansion that no one wants.
Although no one wants it, it is also free to live.
It certainly won't be like this. More and more, lower yourself into the dust.
I didn't even dare to ask him if he liked him.
I started to make that dress.
I secretly made a decision: no matter what Lu Ke thinks, I must give this dress out in the end.
It's just, it seems like I don't have a chance anymore.
Ying Hong ran in in a panic: "Madam, there are people in the palace who have rebelled, and our general's mansion has also been fenced off." ”
I took a deep breath as I tucked my clothes under the bed before she came in. suppressed the uneasiness in my heart.
"Let's go out and have a look."
As a result, as soon as he left the house, he was greeted by a person in front of him.
He waved his hand: "Take it." ”
A guard came out on each side and threw me to the ground.
He didn't even give me a chance to ask. But I'm not going to ask.
But the cherry blossom on the side exclaimed: "General? ”
10
I never thought that it was never the second prince who Lu Ke took refuge in, but the fifth prince who didn't seem to have any city government.
And that palace change was originally initiated by the second prince. The five princes are just taking advantage of the fisherman.
He calculated the right time, place and people, and also calculated how to make the second emperor's palace change.
These are all things that the man next to me told me when I was in prison.
"Who are you?"
"Me?" He laughed, "Does it matter who I am?" If you are locked up here, you will die. ”
I didn't speak.
I want to wait for Lu Ke to come, waiting for him to explain to me in person.
But not only did I not wait for Lu Ke, but I waited for the news of my aunt's death.
When I slept in a daze that day, the two jailers guarding the prison muttered quietly.
"The wine you drink will bleed when you die."
I woke up immediately.
"What are you talking about? The queen is dead? ”
The two jailers looked at the woman with her hair behind the bars of the cell and said, "What kind of queen is this?" Now that the new emperor has ascended the throne, it has to be called the first queen. She was suicidal. I don't know where to find the wine, and the palace died the next day. ”
I clung to the fence, my hands bloodied from the rough wood.
Auntie, dead.
The two jailers were still talking: "However, the crown prince is dead, and this queen is indeed hopeless......"
"How did she die......"
Stunned, I reached out and slapped the wood and pushed myself down in the corner.
The man next door looked sad at me and said, "The queen is dead when she dies, and don't forget that you are also a dying life." ”
I shook my head: "You don't understand. ”。
You don't understand.