"I didn't say anything, I didn't do anything. The seven-colored word just stood for a while and left. I've never seen Xiao Zhenghong like this, but I still believe that there is nothing he can't survive. ”

"It's been two days since I returned to Wuchuan, and I didn't care about the fever today, I just went to the hospital to prescribe some medicine and an injection. I didn't expect to be arrested and quarantined directly. No one could have predicted that this time the matter would be so serious. Every day when I see a city of panic on the Internet, I feel like my days are short. ”

"Everyone called to ask how I was doing. I know that paper can't contain fire after all, but I can hide it for a while. I told them I just had a fever after eating too much ice cream and it was fine. But apparently most people don't believe it. But I can still talk to them every day, at least not dead. ”

"It seems to be getting more and more uncomfortable in the last few days, and sometimes I can't take a breath. It takes a lot of effort to talk to Xiao Zhenghong on the phone, and sometimes they have to rely on ventilators. Someone once said that life is to die in pain. I've always disagreed, but now I seem to understand a little. ”

"If the king of Hades can condemn people to death, how can he determine life? There is only 'Hades told you to die on the third watch, who dares to keep people until the fifth watch', how can there ever be a Hades king who told you not to die, who dares to hook your soul? The so-called number of lives is that what should come will come eventually, and it is impossible to escape. The cold comes and the summer comes, the leaves are yellow and the leaves fall, and no one can escape the palm of fate. Whether you're ready or not, you're going to face it. ”

"Today is another day."

"I'm alive."

……

Zhou Yu put down his phone, put his hand on his forehead, and grinned silently.

His eye sockets were sunken and his dark circles were extremely heavy. His cheeks have also been slimmed a lot. The already fair face is more like a large amount of powder, and there is not the slightest flush in sight. It's just that there seems to be a light in the eyes, and it's not empty. The fire of his life has not yet been burned.

If he could, he really wanted to see Xiao Zhenghong and them again, even if he saw it from the video. But he didn't want his current haggard appearance to be exposed in front of Xiao Zhenghong.

"Zhou Yu, it's time to go for an inspection." The nurse walked in and said.

"Wait me ten minutes, okay?" Zhou Yu picked up his phone.

"Hurry up." The nurse agreed, and stood aside and waited for Zhou Yu.

"When someone suddenly disappears from your life, you don't have to ask why, it's just that it's time for him or her to go, you just have to accept it, whether it's a friend or a lover. The so-called maturity is to know that some things are ultimately powerless. Some disappear and will be seen again, while others will never come back. I'm narcissistic, don't let my disappearance take me from drinking, though you'll be disdainful to say that you don't care if I die or not. But when that time comes, you'll probably still be sitting on the balcony smoking and drinking. I said why don't you go and get a perm, and that's all it takes.

We are all trying our best to live, life has an end, but some things have no end.

Whatever the future holds, it's worth looking forward to. Perhaps it's a little ridiculous, but I'm talking to you about the future as someone who has no future.

I won't say anything about sensationalism, I am stunned when I listen to it. Anyway, I'll give you your name, I hope it works. But remember to send me money, or I'll come to you when I'm short of money. ”

Zhou Yu typed a large paragraph of text on the chat interface with Xiao Zhenghong, and then saved the draft and did not send it.

Later, he also edited a text in his family group, "Parents, elders, Zhou Yu is not filial and failed to carry the old Zhou family." But there are some things that I can't call the shots, and I hope you don't blame me. Mom and Dad, you really can't do it, you can practice a trumpet again, I won't mind (although it's useless to mind, I can't mind). The incense of the old Zhou family can't be broken in me.

This is not a drama of white-haired people sending black-haired people, some of your only white hair has been dyed black, maybe I have more gray hair than yours. Look at the opening point.

I will leave you the property and fund stocks in my name, and as for the deposit, you can donate it for me. Donate to those who need life-saving money. It can be regarded as accumulating some more yin virtue for myself, and it can be better down there. ”

Zhou Yu's fingers paused, and he didn't type another word for a long time.

"Forget it, so be it. I can't say enough to say more. Zhou Yu sighed lightly and put the phone down.

"Is it okay?" The nurse asked.

Zhou Yu nodded.

"Actually, there is no need to be so pessimistic, your current situation is not certain, but this is not the most serious in us, maybe there is hope." The nurse said.

Through the mask, Zhou Yu couldn't see the look on her face, so she thought she should have some sympathy.

Zhou Yu shook his head and didn't say anything.

Maybe it will be sent out, maybe it won't, it all depends on your own creation.

Zhou Yu clasped his hands together, silently recited a sentence of "Amitabha Buddha", and then a sentence of "Immeasurable Heavenly Venerable", and then drew a cross on his chest.

If this is put outside, it will have to be dealt with by the believers as two or five boys.

But here, he just wants to give himself a little solace through this.

I don't believe in ghosts and gods or immortals and Buddhas in my life, but I didn't expect that in the end, these could give me some comfort.

If people can really turn into ghosts, maybe death will not be so terrible. It's just another form of energy in the world.

Zhou Yu rolled up his sleeves, and his elbows were covered with tiny pinholes, if he didn't look carefully, he would just be hair.

Another pinhole left behind······

Sometimes, he really wanted to tear off the infusion tube, rush out of the white building, take a look at the flowers and plants outside, and feel the footsteps of spring approaching.

But he couldn't. The only thing he can do is lie on the white bed and see the world from the screen.

He watched the TV series he wanted to watch a few years ago but never found the time to watch it, and he finished watching it in one go. I ran around for a long time, but I didn't expect to give myself a vacation in this way.

Zhou Yu returned to the ward, lying on the bed and looking at the sky outside the window.

As night fell, the lights of the tall buildings in the distance seemed to dim a lot. I couldn't see a single star, and even the cold moon was obscured by dark clouds, only occasionally sprinkling a little light to show my existence.

"How long has it been since I had a good view of the night like this?" Zhou Yu asked himself softly.

From here, the night was very boring and there was no sense of beauty, but Zhou Yu still watched it with relish, as if he was admiring a picture of the Qingming River, and his expression was extremely serious and devoted.

"I hope that people will last a long time, and they will be together for thousands of miles." Zhou Yu muttered to himself, "Who can last long?" Today's Dynasty is a total of Chanjuan, what about the Ming Dynasty? ”

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