When a girl comes to the aunt, her physiology and psychology will become very poor, and physiologically speaking, this may be the girl's patent. But boys will also have a few days a month "big aunt", probably due to the imbalance of male hormone secretion, those days will make a boy feel very irritable and irritable, maybe not as obvious as a girl, but it will definitely be revealed in every move. Boys will always choose to endure silently alone in their hearts because they are boys, and rarely take the initiative to say them.

Girls can cry and make trouble, but boys can't.

At least most boys can't.

Girls will think about being a boy in the next life, and boys will also think about whether they can be a girl in the next life. Loving and being loved always alternates back and forth between the two genders.

The entire senior year of high school has been in school for a long time, so long that everyone can't remember how long they have been in school, and every day is a repetition of the previous day, with no new ideas or surprises. The students still cling to their desks, looking for things to relax their bodies and minds in the busy cracks every day.

I don't know if it's because I'm too irritable, Lin Shanghan has been suffering from insomnia one after another in the past few days, and he always wakes up suddenly at a certain time of sleep, touches his forehead, and fine beads of sweat come out little by little.

On Friday, Lin Shanghan came home at night, and as soon as he got into bed, he had an urge to go out. After breaking up with Li Linxi, Lin Shanghan never secretly went to the Internet café at night, like Zhang Shaoxuan, they would occasionally gather a few people to go to the Internet café for the night, but Lin Shanghan declined their invitation every time. Lin Shanghan couldn't tell if he was just not interested in thinking of Li Linxi to avoid thinking of him, maybe the former was more of a reason.

In the days when he got along with Li Yixuan, Lin Shanghan always tried to be what a campus boyfriend should be, and tried not to let Li Yixuan's first relationship be hurt or omit anything because of his own reasons. Every day, Li Yixuan is always full of vitality and smiles sweetly at Lin Shanghan.

Li Yixuan gave all the sweetness to Lin Shanghan, but Lin Shanghan couldn't give all his love to Li Yixuan without reservation.

At night, when his parents were asleep, Lin Shanghan tossed and turned for a long time, and finally decided to go out.

In fact, the reason for Lin Shanghan's hesitation is not only the cumbersome reason, but also on the one hand, the current season has gone to late autumn, and the temperature at night is very low, and he still shiveres despite wearing a coat.

Lin Shanghan carefully put on his coat, skillfully slipped out of the house, and slowly went downstairs.

As soon as I walked out of the unit door, a cool cold air came to my face, sweeping away all the tiredness.

Lin Shanghan didn't choose to ride a bicycle this time, this time Lin Shanghan just wanted to walk along the lonely streets whitewashed by yellow lights in the night.

Lin Shanghan put his hands in the pockets of his loose coat, walked aimlessly along the sidewalk on the side of the road, looking at the empty street in front of him.

The small town is not a beautiful city.

The small city is located in the north of Jiangsu, the northern cities have a rough face, the wind, sand, rain and snow have made it naturally insulated with the lyrics of "exquisite", and the leadership team that flows like a change of water habitually likes blind guidance, today to rebuild the old city and tomorrow to develop a new technology development zone, the result is that the building has not been built and the leadership team has changed, and then a piece of mortgaged vacant land is so perennial waste, overgrown with hideous weeds, in the whole town looks particularly abrupt, like the scars after the pimple festers.

Once, I mean, more than 1,000 years ago, it was a prosperous ancient country in ancient times, and there are still a few ancient buildings left in modern clothes, but there is an unexpected harmony in the new buildings of the whole town.

"Later, there were many unreasonable places in the development of northern Jiangsu, and many good things were destroyed."

Lin Shanghan's father said that when Jiangsu developed the economy of northern Jiangsu, those buildings that originally had a strong old-fashioned architectural style were demolished, and the ruins left behind were repaired and renovated by later generations with conscience, but they were smeared with a cheap modern atmosphere, and no amount of heavy rain could wash them away.

When Dad Lin said this, Lin Shanghan briefly forgot that he was a premature elementary school teacher who liked fishing and walking.

But Lin Shanghan did not meet the best times of the city. In the past, it was known as "Jiangsu", and when Jiangsu's overall economy was developing rapidly, it attracted people from all over the country to come from all over the country, but now, those who were born and raised here can't wait to leave.

Lin Shanghan thought of Li Linxi, thinking of a dusk when time was paused, Lin Shanghan asked her, will we be separated.

People will run, but time waits for no one.

Looking at the street in front of him that was a little lonely illuminated by the street lamp, I don't know why, Lin Shanghan felt that his eyes were a little wet.

Lin Shanghan knew why he was unhappy.

Lin Shanghan felt that a certain part of himself was still on the fifth floor of the teaching building that evening, and it was played back over and over again, Lin Shanghan, let's separate.

Deep down in his heart, Lin Shanghan has always had a hunch that this may be the most important sentence he can get from Li Linxi.

The most what? Lin Shanghan didn't know, maybe Lin Shanghan knew, but Lin Shanghan didn't admit it.

Walking along the road under his feet, Lin Shanghan looked up and saw that he had already walked to the community where Li Linxi's house was located.

Of course, it is also the community where Li Yixuan's family is located.

Lin Shanghan didn't know if it was an accident or if there was some intuition in the dark that was guiding Lin Shanghan and guiding Lin Shanghan to this place that might make him sad.

Li Linxi's home, when Lin Shanghan used to go out with Li Linxi, he always accompanied her to the house every time, and occasionally if the two of them interacted with anything, Lin Shanghan always rushed to Li Linxi's house desperately as soon as he got out of school, and then saw the girl waiting for him at the door of Li Linxi's home community.

But all of this is in the past.

Now that I see the black layer of Li Linxi's house, Li Linxi's house is also black, and my heart is also black.

Since he and Li Linxi separated, it seems that he has never said goodbye to Li Linxi. After all, Li Linxi went to school and separated from himself in front of him, and now that he thinks about his previous attitude, it seems that something is indeed wrong, and he was angry at that time.

But when I really let go now, I look back and want to say goodbye to no longer have a chance.

Some people may say that Lin Shanghan is a bit hypocritical, Lin Shanghan himself feels a little hypocritical, he always remembers the past, whether there is an echo or not, many things are really only remembered and cherished when they are lost.

Lin Shanghan thought a lot along the way back, and decided to write a farewell letter to Li Linxi.

Let this letter officially draw a real end to the two of them.

I always write in the middle of the night in the past two days, and it is inevitable that I will be emotionally richer...

(End of chapter)