Lin Shanghan returned to school in a trance, and his brain was blank.

How much Lin Shanghan regrets going to see Li Linxi's space now, regretting going through her roommate's space, regretting reading that talk hypocritically, and even regretting why he chose to go to the Internet café when he was resting today.

If all this was not known to him, then Li Linxi would still be firmly in his heart, and his mood would not be so bad. Now I'm very distressed and don't know what to do next.

But think about it from another angle, fortunately, I have discovered all this today, if I let things continue to develop, until Li Linxi directly tells himself "let's break up", then maybe I can't accept it.

So—or maybe maybe I'm wrong? The meaning of that comment is not what I see?

When you return to the classroom, you will answer the English questions first.

Cheng Xiang School Committee walked up to Lin Shanghan with the answers that had been divided into parts, and handed Lin Shanghan a stack of answers in his column.

Lin Shanghan was not in the mood to care about this school committee anymore at this time, his mind was full of thinking about Li Linxi, and he took the answer without raising his head.

What is unusual is that Cheng Xiang did not walk away without looking at it as before, she seemed to notice that Lin Shanghan was a little unhappy, and asked with a smile: "What's wrong?" What's so sad about it? ”

Lin Shanghan heard Cheng Xiang asking himself, he was busy packing up his mood, and was just about to answer, when Zhu Zhishuang next to him returned to Cheng Xiang with a smile: "Lin Shanghan is hurt by love." ”

Lin Shanghan turned his head and said to Zhu Zhishuang in a somewhat heavy tone: "Don't talk nonsense! ”

Lin Shanghan's appearance scared Zhu Zhishuang so much that he didn't dare to speak. Cheng Xiang lowered his head and looked at Lin Shanghan, "Haha, come on." ”

Cheng Xiang's answer seemed to be a little careless, but for Lin Shanghan at this moment, this sentence was a little warm.

Lin Shanghan thought about it carefully, and decided to find out what the matter was, and to find out what the situation was as soon as possible. And the best way is through Li Linxi's best friend Deng Ziyi.

finally stayed up until the end of the first evening self-study class, Lin Shanghan quietly walked next to Deng Ziyi, grabbed Deng Ziyi, who was about to go to the toilet, and said to Wang Xiaoyang next to Deng Ziyi: "Brother, come out, I'll talk to Deng Ziyi about something." ”

Wang Xiaoyang was a little reluctant, "What can't you say in person." ”

"About Li Linxi." After Lin Shanghan finished speaking, Deng Ziyi also asked Wang Xiaoyang to give way.

Lin Shanghan told Deng Ziyi in detail what he saw in Li Linxi's roommate space.

Deng Ziyi lowered her head and thought for a while, "I was just joking, can it come true?" I haven't had any problem watching Li Linxi's dynamics recently, I guess it's not what you think. ”

"I don't want to think about that, but the meaning of that sentence is so obvious."

Deng Ziyi thought for a while, "In this way, I will go back tonight and quietly ask Li Linxi." ”

Lin Shanghan was a little worried, "Don't act like I told you." ”

Deng Ziyi smiled and said, "Don't worry, I'll pay attention." You two have been doing so many years, Li Linxi shouldn't be splitting his legs in a short time."

"In that case, I'll go to the Internet café tonight, and if you ask something, send it to me immediately."

"Well, don't stay up too late." Deng Ziyi did not object to Lin Shanghan secretly surfing the Internet at night.

After getting Deng Ziyi's affirmative answer, Lin Shanghan was a little relieved, and the next thing was to slowly get through the remaining two evening self-study.

The self-study chemistry teacher did not come in the second evening, and Zhu Zhishuang kept asking Lin Shanghan curiously.

Lin Shanghan still told Zhu Zhishuang about it, wanting to hear what he thought.

Zhu Zhishuang pursed his lips and said calmly: "I think it's more difficult for you, then Deng Ziyi's relationship with your girlfriend is definitely better than with you, and I guess I won't tell you anything if there's anything I really do." ”

Lin Shanghan was suddenly a little panicked when Zhu Zhishuang said this. There has always been a saying "brothers persuade peace, girlfriends persuade each other", what if Deng Ziyi sells himself when he comes up, and then gangs up with Li Linxi to hide himself? After all, Deng Ziyi is not very familiar with herself.

There is no way, I have already told Deng Ziyi, I can only hope that Deng Ziyi will help me.

Lin Shanghan arrived at the end of school anxiously, and he didn't wait for Zhu Zhishuang to go with him today, and ran home first.

Today, my parents seemed to be deliberately not letting Lin Shanghan sneak out early, and it wasn't until twelve o'clock that Lin Shanghan heard the sound of his parents closing the door.

Lin Shanghan hurriedly slipped out of the house and went straight to the Dudu Internet café.

Pay the money, turn it on, enter the ID card, and open QQ.

As Lin Shanghan expected, Deng Ziyi's chat message jumped out first. Somewhat unexpectedly, Li Linxi also sent three messages to himself.

Lin Shanghan did not choose to click on Li Linxi's news first, but chose to click on Deng Ziyi's news first.

"I asked, and she said that the photo was a photo of every club member with the president."

"She said that the message was a parody of her roommate."

"She said she just thought she was a good president."

"And she forbids you space, just afraid that you will think too much."

"The relationship between the couple said she didn't pay attention to it."

"Well, that's what she told me."

Lin Shanghan read it three or four times, word by word, until each word was imprinted in his mind.

Click on Li Linxi's window again.

"Why do you think about it all the time?"

"Study hard, don't think wildly."

"I've been there."

Lin Shanghan looked at the words that Li Linxi sent to him, and then thought about the message Deng Ziyi sent to himself, and was a little dazed.

In fact, if Lin Shanghan had already gone to college, he would have found out how hypocritical Li Linxi's words were.

If what Deng Ziyi said to himself is the truth, then the fact is that he thought too much, thought wrongly, and misunderstood Li Linxi.

But it's a bit far-fetched to look at how to say that. Li Linxi is not good at lying, and every time she deliberately makes excuses before, there will be some flaws. Many times Lin Shanghan can see that she is making excuses, but out of his liking for Li Linxi, Lin Shanghan did not expose those excuses.

However, this time Lin Shanghan decided to ask the truth.

Lin Shanghan first replied to Deng Ziyi: "Is it still there?" ”

After waiting for a while, Deng Ziyi did not reply, it seems that she has already slept.

Lin Shanghan hesitated, but still sent a sentence to Li Linxi: "Did you sleep?" ”

Lin Shanghan didn't have much hope that Li Linxi would be able to return to himself at this point.

But Li Linxi replied almost in seconds: "Are you going online again?" Keep up with an "angry" emoji.

When Lin Shanghan saw Li Linxi's words, he suddenly felt a little relieved in his heart, and the suspicion just now was a little lighter.

"Haha, didn't I miss you?"

"What's the matter, isn't there a holiday in a few days?"

"I just can't wait."

"Okay."

Lin Shanghan looked at this "okay" and didn't know how to answer it, he really wanted to ask about it, but he was embarrassed to say it at the moment.

"Can I open the video?"

Lin Shanghan felt that he had asked a nonsense, must Li Linxi's dormitory have turned off the lights at this point.

However, everything seems to have been unexpected by Lin Shanghan tonight, and as soon as he sent it, Li Linxi sent a video invitation.

Lin Shanghan put on the headphones, sorted out his emotions, smiled hard, made his expression more natural, and clicked the answer button.

"Hello, can you hear me?" On the screen, Li Linxi is wearing light yellow cartoon pajamas and is lying on the bed in the dormitory, and the white light in the dormitory shines in through the bed curtain.

Lin Shanghan hurriedly replied: "I can hear it, I can hear it." Why haven't you turned off the lights yet? ”

"We went out late tonight and didn't come back until twelve."

"Why are you playing so late?"

"Haha, we went to the XX area to play, but we didn't catch the subway, so it was very late to come back."

Lin Shanghan naturally didn't know what Li Linxi said, so Lin Shanghan could only choose to believe Li Linxi.

Lin Shanghan and Li Linxi chatted for a while, and finally couldn't help but talk about the topic they were most concerned about.

"Well, you open up the space for me."

Li Linxi, who was on the other side of the video, was obviously stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "I opened it a long time ago, I opened it after Deng Ziyi told me." ”

"Oh oh, that's it, your senior is quite handsome when he hears Deng Ziyi." Lin Shanghan deliberately mentioned the president.

"Haha, I knew you were going to talk about him, so I took a photo with him, you see you think so much."

Lin Shanghan listened to Li Linxi's words, and for a moment even felt that he had done something wrong.

"Why did you shut up our relationship, I thought you were going to break up with me." Lin Shanghan pretended to be joking.

Li Linxi seemed to be prepared, and said intermittently: "Oh, that, when I watched it that day, I didn't pay attention to something, and then that one was shut down by me, and I can't tell you." ”

Lin Shanghan wanted to say: "Then get it back now" but the words came to his lips and he didn't say it.

"Oh oh, oh, that's it, I'm panicking when you do this, haha."

"Oh, why do you think so much, you haven't studied well when you see it." Li Linxi quipped.

"Haha, I care about you very much, if you really break up with me, then what can I do."

Li Linxi comforted: "How can it be, don't think like this." “

Lin Shanghan choked up a little, his eyes were slightly red, "You are so far away from me, there is really nothing I can do." ”

"Okay, okay, don't think about it, that's impossible."

At this moment, Lin Shanghan, who was deeply immersed in the swamp of feelings, did not notice that Li Linxi's expression when he said this sentence was a little false, and he was not so sincere. After Li Linxi went to college, this Li Linxi was no longer the Li Linxi he once knew, but he still liked this Li Linxi.

Lin Shanghan's tears quietly overflowed, and the crystal clear tears were reflected in the amber luster of the dim light of the Internet café.

"You must not leave me." Lin Shanghan said almost pleadingly.

"Oh, why are you still crying, don't worry, I will definitely not leave you." Li Linxi said in her usual gentle voice.

It is this gentle voice and this beautiful face that have supported Lin Shanghan through countless boring days, survived countless scoldings by teachers and parents, and relieved the sadness after many exam failures, and it is also the biggest motivation for Lin Shanghan to choose to repeat and persevere.

If Li Linxi really leaves him one day, then-Lin Shanghan is unwilling and afraid to think about the consequences.

On this night, Lin Shanghan's long-buried feelings completely exploded. This sturdy boy with a height of 1.8 meters is like a crying little boy at the moment.

If there was the word "licking dog" at that time, then Lin Shanghan looked very much like "licking dog" at that time.

Whether all this is a misunderstanding or a lie, time will reveal the real truth.