Chapter 14: The Writer (10)
All thoughts are messed up.,I'm not the peak of my debut in the novel.,It's equivalent to an encyclopedia is a ghost who can tell a one, two, three, male protagonist.。
Now I have the ability to tell whether a ghost is a ghost or a demon, and I am very reluctant to be able to look away this time.
Mr. Xin was silent, but from the speed of the car, it could be seen that he was a little anxious. drove me to the door of the bubble tea shop before he opened his mouth and said the first sentence: "I don't have time now, Lao Wei is waiting for you, get out of the car, I'll go."
"Okay, stay safe on the road." I thought that Xin should be in a hurry, so I didn't ink much with him, opened the car door and got out of the car.
The white lantern next to the store door has been taken back, but it hasn't dawned yet, so Brother Xu has called it a day so early?
I put my hands in my pockets, pushed open the glass door with my shoulders, walked in, and shouted, "I'm back!"
"Yo, isn't this a murderer~ I'm back, come and sit." Brother Xu mocked me in a high-profile manner.
Sister-in-law, Brother Erman, and Brother Xu sat around a table in the store, with four cups of milk tea on the table. Brother Xu's position was facing me, so after saying hello, my sister-in-law and Brother Erman turned their heads to look at me.
"Brother, come and sit down, are you alright?"
My sister-in-law and Brother Erman sat in a row, and she pulled out the chair prepared for me on the side, patted the chair seat and said.
"Sister-in-law......"
I walked over and sat on the chair, bowed my head and called my sister-in-law aggrieved.
My sister-in-law touched my head and said, "It's okay, just pay attention next time."
"Sister-in-law...... You don't know...... You really don't know! That young lady had her head at my feet and was staring at me with wide eyes! It's true...... If it weren't for Brother Erman by my side, I would have knelt down a long time ago...... They all blame me...... They all blame me! If I had found out something was wrong sooner, wouldn't she have died? Am I going to save a life? Blame me, I damn it, I fucking damn it!"
The emotions completely exploded under the comfort of the sister-in-law's touching and killing, and finally got rid of ignorance. But the young lady's unusually tragic death has not been forgotten, and I think about the scene of the young lady's head turning in front of my feet all the time, I originally thought that I would not be able to pretend to be calm, and even tried to become more cold-blooded, because the things I came into contact with were ghosts, and I thought that there was nothing to be afraid of when I was used to life and death, isn't it a ghost
But this is not the case, now I can understand the feeling of the doctor in the operating room who did not save the patient, despair, loneliness and resentment are all rushing towards me, but I don't know that I am just a mortal, a mortal who is powerless in the face of emergencies.
Brother Xu was extremely calm at this time, and his heart was like a rock, and he said without any emotion: "Did I tell you that this line is not easy to go, you will feel guilty when people die, and you will feel guilty when you die, and if you blame yourself too much, you will have demons, and there is no way to resolve this demon, you can only rely on yourself." Who is to blame for not being proficient in learning? ”
"But ......"
I wiped a handful of snot and just wanted to continue to speak, but Brother Xu coughed and interrupted on the spot: "There are so many ones, but, if a person dies, he is dead, what trick do you have if he dies?" We're not writing novels and changing our lives at every turn. Which family who survives without difficulty? ”
"Yes, what Da Xu said is right, what we can do is to shoot when it is time to shoot, not to seek merit but to be worthy of my heart " Brother Erman jumped on the table and made me happy.
Brother Xu coughed twice more and continued to educate me: "Don't be anxious, if you want to open up, that man will also die." Let's get down to business first, this time things can't be all blamed on dawn, no one expected that there would be a ghost who has been writing books, at first I thought it was just a simple trick to drop my head, but I didn't expect it to be so big later!"
"Hmm...... What exactly is a book ghost? ”
I looked up and tried to keep the tears from falling, but the tears in my red eyes were still rippling, and I was tormenting myself inside.
I'm afraid that there will be no ten years that I can't get over this hurdle.
Brother Xu knocked on the table and said with a thoughtful look: "You have heard the phrase that there is Yan Ruyu in the book, and there is a golden house in the book."
"Yes."
I nodded to indicate that this sentence was familiar, and my chemistry teacher in junior high school used to say it
This is the Song Dynasty emperor Song Zhenzong Zhao Heng wrote a sentence in the "Encouragement of Learning", in ancient times, the literati were very moral and their own character, although most of the reading is also for the examination of the public name, but there is also a lofty ambition to help the world in the heart, such a reader will have a breath when reading, which is called the book business. This scholarly anger is the root of the literati. "Brother Xu is very knowledgeable and explained the truth to me.
I was an illiterate person who didn't know much reason, and a strange thought popped out of my head and I said, "Is that the wild fox in the mountains that the scholars in the chat room are attracted by because of this breath?"
"Do you think that the mentality of a reader who can be seduced by a fox spirit can be correct? If you change the protagonist in the story to Wang Anshi, you can see that Wang Anshi has a big mouth and can't smoke the fox's face!" Brother Xu glanced at me with a sad expression, and talked to me like playing the piano to a cow.
I was amused by his expression, and my mood improved slightly, so I was retarded and asked, "What's going on?"
"As long as this breath is generated, it will change with the change of mentality, and if you have killed someone with your own hands, when the soul of the person after death turns into a ghost and asks for your life, you just rely on this breath to rely on this will not be afraid of the threat of ghosts, you will have the opportunity to see through the whirlwind, integrate the ghost into your own thinking, and make it under your control. In the same way, the ghost will write an article with you, and if you don't have a sense of personal experience of the plot you set up in the article, it will be difficult to move an inch, but the experience of the book ghost will help you find it together, and help you build roads and bridges to achieve your goals. ”
"Become a bond to the other party?" I realized the heart of the matter.
Brother Xu agreed with my statement: "So to speak, let's fulfill each other, so that even if the article you write is sloppy, it will give birth to an artistic conception out of thin air, which makes people forget to return to it after reading it."
"What if you don't follow these ideas?"
"In that case, the book ghost will occupy half of your body and act as your second personality, and most of the second personality will be crazy, ignorant of personnel, moody, and killing innocents."
"But Lao Zhang seems to be a little different from what you said."
I thought carefully about Lao Zhang's series of actions in front of my eyes, since he had become a second personality, how could he use a rope to lasso the ghost and forcibly control it?
Brother Erman rushed in front of Brother Xu to explain my doubts: "It's different, the reason why I turned my head and left, because I saw Lao Zhang's honest and kind master personality and the book ghost produce the second personality, and the third personality in the middle suddenly reached the top and devoured the other two personalities, forming a new master personality, this personality should be due to mental illness caused by excessive pressure in writing novels, and it is obvious that the third personality with high pressure is obviously stronger than those two personalities."
"The third personality should inherit the memory and heart of the master's personality, knowing that those who live any longer will only make false killings, so they choose to destroy themselves and confess their sins."
I listened to what Brother Xu and Erman said, and I was confused, what kind of personality and what kind of consciousness! Shouldn't you be superstitious or something? Why is it still involved in psychology?
"Brother, you have to remember one sentence, what disease is the most prevalent in this world? Of course, it is a mental illness, except for newborn babies, it is a person whose head is more or less infected by troubles, who dares to say that there are no ghosts in their hearts? "Brother Erman poked my head with his claws, and he looked like he had seen through all the changes in the world.
Brother Xu thought for a while and added: "Erman is right, in fact, charlatans like us ...... Bah! In an industry like ours, psychology is actually very important, and if you only have a skill, you can't tell whether people have ghosts in their hearts or really encounter ghosts, and it will be difficult to do anything. ”
"Is there a ghost that I can't see?" I'm stiff with my mouth, otherwise wouldn't my ghost eyes be in vain?
One man and one fox rushed at me at the same time.
Brother Xu said in an aggressive tone: "Let's not talk about this incident, last time the bull-headed rakshasa was willing to play a role with my talisman, I guarantee that you won't even be able to see a single hair of people." Don't think too absolutely, there are things we can't do. ”