Chapter 15: The Writer (11)
It was rare for me to humbly listen to Brother Xu's teachings, and bravely faced the question and asked, "Do ghosts still have so many changes?"
"There are no wonders in the world, there will be infinite changes in existence, people are old spirits, ghosts and old spirits, in a sense, the different personalities of multiple personalities, the self-consciousness may be ghosts attached to you, the meaning can be located and the seizure is not successful, and your soul coexists, both sides occupy a body, you have your soul consciousness, ghosts have ghost soul consciousness, the feeling will become stronger and stronger after a long time, the ghost is not there when you appear, you are not there when the ghost appears." Brother Xu was calm and answered all my questions this evening.
I took Brother Xu's words to heart, and suddenly realized something and said, "That's right...... I saw a dead baby on my young lady, but in the end the dead baby was gone, and I don't know where it went. ”
Brother Xu and Brother Erman glanced at each other, one person and one fox understood the meaning in each other's eyes, and smiled without saying a word.
"What are you two laughing at?" I was greeted by their inexplicable smiles, and I smiled like something bad was going to happen.
After drinking all the milk tea in the cup, the sister-in-law said, "Don't talk about this, it's quite unlucky." Don't go to work tonight, brother, let's close the door and go upstairs to sleep. ”
"Okay, let's go upstairs and sleep today." Brother Xu stretched his waist, yawned, spoke, and stood up.
Brother Erman jumped over and I caught him and held him in my arms. These three "big brothers" obviously didn't want to tell me the truth of the matter, so they simply didn't ask, and the more troubles they knew, the more troubles they had, and the demons in my heart became more and more serious that day, and I was taken advantage of by a lonely ghost passing by to sneak into my body, so wouldn't it also become a psychopath with multiple personalities?
I now know very well what it means to know how much is not a good thing, hug Brother Erman and lock the door tightly, turn off the power of the chandelier downstairs and the water heater, and go upstairs to rest with Brother Xu and sister-in-law.
As for Lao Zhang, there is no need to force him more, the evidence is conclusive, the law must be sentenced to death, and I am sorry if I am not sentenced to death.
Let's put the time to a month later, the night before Lao Zhang's euthanasia.
Lao Zhang, who slept in the prison in the dead man's pit, had a carbon pen in his hand, and on the bed there was a small diary with horizontal notes, and the pages were densely packed with words, which were written squarely and densely but could be understood.
The other prisoners have long been accustomed to this special "roommate", and no one has the same knowledge as a death row inmate.
And Lao Zhang is not noisy or noisy, even after the lights go out, he can write in the diary in the dark, muttering a few sentences in a low voice from time to time, and the "roommates" will not care too much.
But today, Lao Zhang doesn't know if it's because he will be executed tomorrow or for other reasons, the whole person is very energetic, and he has been making unpredictable words in his mouth, what I love you, what I'm sorry for you, why do you turn yourself in, what I can't let you do evil. You have to howl twice when you say a few words.
Most prisoners felt that they knew they were going to die, and they were scared out of the ordinary.
The prison lights went out normally, and the other prisoners had already put their bunks and waited to sleep, but Lao Zhang continued to sit cross-legged on the bed, straightening his waist and writing his own story.
Life is coming to an end, and the story is also going to be written to the end.
But when he started to write, he didn't write that the male owner who killed his wife in the book was sentenced to death, but uncontrollably wrote that the sentence was commuted to life imprisonment because of mental illness.
Turning to a blank page of paper, as soon as the opening sentence was written, Lao Zhang ruthlessly tore off the entire piece of paper, stuffed the ball into his mouth and swallowed it hard.
After eating the paper ball, I started writing again.,The content of the plot hasn't been changed this time.,Skip a few lines of grid alone and don't know why you didn't write on it.。
Lao Zhang looked up at the roof of the shed and silently shed two lines of tears, and began to gallop on the diary with a carbon pen, swaying inspiration at will, wanting to construct his own swan song in the world.
Half an hour later, the story ends with a full stop. Lao Zhang breathed a sigh of relief and leaned against the wall and wept silently.
sat for a whole night, and Lao Zhang was brought out alone early the next morning.
The disciplinarian asks if he asks for anything else?
Lao Zhang asked the discipline for a cigarette to smoke, and after smoking a cigarette, he dragged the shackles and shackles weighing dozens of pounds on his body and followed the discipline behind.
When the euthanasia device was pressed on Lao Zhang's body, Lao Zhang began to yell to break the calm left by his performance.
The doctor who carried out the execution heard Lao Zhang's tone was actually divided into four forms.
The first is a man who is full of energy, but his voice is only promising at the moment, and the meaning in his words is that he is sorry for his wife, sorry for his parents, sorry for his fans and dreams.
The second is Lao Zhang's sharp voice that broke his throat like a neutral eunuch, constantly shouting that he didn't want to die again, and that he still had a chance to win, why die! Zhang Dong, you are the most bad guy!
The third, there was no sound for three or four seconds, and there was only one sentence after the voice, I will not forgive you in this life, I hope we can have the next life, and have a child together to live a plain life.
The fourth, like a babbling baby, stopped talking after a vague call for his mother not to cry.
When the euthanasia liquid tube was pushed down, everything came to naught, and Lao Zhang's body floated out of four souls when it was impossible for the naked eye to see.
The young lady glanced at Lao Zhang, held an H baby in her arms who was still like a blank fetus, turned around and dispersed, and threw herself into the underworld, maybe she went to reincarnate.
But I don't know if I can be reincarnated
Lao Zhang and the red-clothed ghost looked at each other, and the smoke was completely wiped out by heaven and earth.
No one will judge who is right and who is wrong.
Having said that, back to the present.
I was lying on the bed with Brother Erman in my arms, still uncomfortable in my heart, but I didn't say it.
"Brother, go to sleep, Daxu will give you your salary tomorrow morning and transfer it from WeChat, didn't you say that you want to buy clothes? Brother will accompany you and dress you up beautifully to find a partner. Brother Erman rubbed my chest in his arms and said.
I pressed my chin against his scalp: "I haven't seen my young lady's soul when she died, and I don't know where she went, whether she can be reincarnated."
"The underworld should accept her first, but whether she can be reincarnated depends on what the judge thinks."
"What if you can't be reincarnated? Will you suffer in the underworld? ”
"No! The place of the underworld is very large, and some of them are obsessed with living in the underworld without choosing to reincarnate, and it is really not possible to catch up with Brother Ming Fifteen or Twelve Man, I will accompany you to burn money for the little girl, and she will definitely receive the paper money I burned, and it will be enough for her to live in the underworld at that time. ”
"Huh? Why are they still the mother? What the hell is going on? ”
"Oh, it's nothing, it's nothing, the Buddha said can't say, go to sleep, and I'll accompany you to buy clothes tomorrow."
"Okay."
The conversation ended, and I fell asleep with a stomach full of questions.
Hopefully, everything will work out in the direction of hope.